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As soon as in the morning, having , it is some and a hour of

The mood of this morning is not

Having sent daughter in the morning to study at school return to take vehicle , guard against standing in advance to hit prevention needle. In last physical examination checks out body no Yi Gan antibody, a needle that have hit is now the second needle of dozen. I want to return early , still have a lot of matter in the morning to do early. However matter and is willing to violate. I ask the doctor to open sheet open. The doctor is very good, having not arrived yet go to work with time, begin to have gone to work. Is originally8:30Go to work , now, still

Possibility is begun from today, deliver consuming place to move. However, it is also the first day that goes to work after the long vacation of National Day because of being first day today. The person of today is really a lot many. Self study the person with high sex takes have wailed sit in that. The brain nots work smooth person still does not know is what matter. The special clever smooth person of the brain and the person of not high consciousness wail , also take one, then as if former the same station when that row of team. As a result, have queued up a long team. Thinking come out do not come , thinking go in enter do not go. The number on display screen does not also change. Siting in the person of that etc. will go to self soon , but left etc. also do not arrive , right etc. also do not arrive. " why matter? "

Deliver consuming crowded the dead in a mess. Take to report that there 4 windows are left empty. Why do you do not manage? The responsible person of hospital looks at in side , is how about after wanting to see reform. However, see this kind of condition, they do not know that the matter that maintains order and seems to not close them is the same. It is urgent the dead really.

At last,

" is to call number to queue up still after all?

A person has worried

" yes, if queue up

" who has so many

" I8:28Minute is9:30Having divided

Original is the person of

To reform , will insist to accomplish , wail if always shouting , having not arrived number do not receive , can somebody still queue up to insert team? As if the person that gives presents , if nobody receives courtesy, can somebody still send?

All your my

Result, those driver physical examinations arrive

Hit prevention needle

After again go bank delivers the money of social insurance to daughter, again wait for one hour. See to be preceding to have no some persons , however wait but have waited for one hour. 4 windows still have a window suspension service. Leave still divide whatABCWail ,AOneB, oneC, if know how long will wait , I may

I when think when Chinese can become voluntarily some, there is quality point, handle affairs efficiency can count high. If can resemble some country so: Tell the person that waits , preceding still have how many persons, still wait for how much time. Good let the person of etc. good plan does other matters. It is good.

One morning has some is

Ai, have no method.

Supermarket has not broken up money seek to customer, replace with sugar

Supermarket has not broken up money seek to customer, replace with sugar. I do not know whether this kind of practice is a kind of practice of not respect consumer's rights and interests and cheating customer.

Today, I buy vegetable in a supermarket. Receipt silver settlement after, receipt silver Yuan ask whether I have the scattered money of 7 angles or 2 angles, if have no her, it is to seek 3 candy to me. I have checked wallet, a angle that has only money scattered money.

She gives me 3 candy. Those candy use glue in bags put in receipt silver Taiwan. Give me the sugar on hand , have no place of production , have not also produced date , also have no name. If she does not say this, is sugar. Perhaps, nobody knows that this is sugar.

" why seek my sugar?

" I am not to have said with you? Have not broken up money, I seek sugar to you. With me really, have no scattered money of a angle. " receipt silver Yuan one side says , one side pulls the receipt silver machine son of steamer tray to me to see.

" you how to be so all right , this already is not first

" we also have no method,

I am on hand to grab

Perhaps, I should sympathize with supermarket this kind of practice, perhaps, bank really has no scattered money of a angle to change. But as a chain supermarket and large scale supermarket, though, it is not very famous , is not international chain. Should also not occur such matter again and again. Our customer how to know these sugars is not is supermarket sells not go out? Are you overdue? This seems to force customer buies sugar is the same. If every customer loses few angle money when doing shopping , also takes thing to replace , does supermarket agree? Today is the money of a angle can't change , there is this kind of practice, afterwards can the money of a Yuan can't change , are you also so? Do you do not remove this kind of possibility? Perhaps, the price of this 3 sugars not triangle money, however, this is not surely unexpectedly that customer wants. Supermarket has not also informed , does shopping to want since match the scattered money of a angle , seeks candy otherwise.

Ai, happen to chatter.

Light rail, when can you repair?

In the morning, younger sister again calls

" former two days I want to call to you, his pa says

" with you, son again does not drink water , and does not eat green vegetables , is now dried since fall, this how to be all right " I very air has to say. " is that normally, you spoil , do not force him to eat green vegetables , you spoil your son, than me, spoiling daughter return all previous harm. "

" I let him to drink water

" let him to wash every day will

I am not glad, true very much , do not want to have run. Just sit , and will go. , there, it is repairing road , dust flies all over the sky, eye opens do not drive. Etc. public vehicle will wait very for a long time. However, nephew, also do not have the heart to not go. Child actually also blames the pitiful. Checking life surely have no , will not again take care of self well by oneself at home. Ai, go.

" you gang I rush honey water

" it is good

The honey in home for quite a long time , dare

So, have bought apple and a pear

Send arrive , his school is doing exercises during the break. Until having finished , give him thing. Pitiful, real speech is difficult. I think suddenly that his throat may be not only the reason of drinking water less. Perhaps, it is still the reason with empty body. Should eat a little more to grow the thing of overcast moist lung. This child is so since childhood, one cries throat wants dumb well few days. There is problem just like vocal cords. Look at his Islam room , is sorry at heart. Parents gain a little more money, for own career. Bitter is child. However, this times also have what method?

Wait for public vehicle when returning , exactly a regular bus just sits , preceding is red light, vehicle has stoped a long strip. I come , beckon before the door of rail cars in port, miss driver can open the door let I go up. This driver is very law-abiding , does not open the door. I have no method , have to go toward station.

I wait for until etc. have turned all the way, vehicle has passed another road, go the same way to turn few classes have , have no that road vehicle that I take. " why matter , repair road do not also wait so for a long time. Other vehicles also when this passes , have also come very quickly. " I say at heart. At the same time, regret to sink to ride vehicle. Because nephew school is also not far. Dozen return , have waited so for a long time, it is unwilling. Wait , wish , dust does not know have eaten amount enters stomach. Have come at last one.

" 23 road vehicles separate a class of some minutes? " after geting on , I ask driver, " a class of 6 or 7 minutes " he says. " a class of 6 or 7 minutes? I when this rapid forty point , person will soon wait to die. " I say. " will not so exaggerate " he says. " you have not waited for that vehicle does not be known " I say. " you have not shed this river does not know. We also have no method, we also think that soon, we have not again driven to buy vegetable. We are also works. " he is a little angry land say. " Ai, it is not to say that you are slow. But waiting for vehicle to wait , have to worry. " I say. " can so understand is good, afterwards, meeting is counted well, road has repaired bus is special to have said. However, 23 road vehicles will be also slowed still very much. " he says. Red light is extinguished , green light has lit. I do not speak. Also do not want to say. Is really tired.

Light rail,

I no matter, I will wait to deliver Jing come

Sending daughter to study at school will soon see sub-district entrance at sub-district entrance when returning , lean the place of road , have the person of a pile to surround together. " have again had an accident? " I say at heart. See as soon as coming up. Really, have had an accident , look however , is not very serious. " it is not bad " say in my heart.

A man, right leg bends to level put when on the ground, left leg is bent , sole land, both hands hold left knee place, sit when on the ground. I have not seen behind man where he injures , have not also seen his front. On a pair of shoe, it is grey completely , still has red, yellow green spot above, clothing is also dirty, it should be construction worker to look. Side is oblique to pour a old bicycle, bicycle is that the scholar of one turns in the past. I have understood. This one sits when on the ground man ride vehicle west from east, scholar driver original drive east from west, result, think left turn go to sub-district entrance north. It is so, they want to have bumped against.

Surrounding in the person that sees , man is in the majority , and they still your one speech I one language land for that man says what. I know these men, 10 persons have 9 persons yes scholar driver. Because in my sub-district, a lot of scholar driver lives , daily sub-district entrance has a lot of scholar vehicle to park , add other vehicles again, sub-district entrance is a name is consistent its car park on-the-spot , and do not receive parking cost. , especially morning and evening, scholar driver handover class, that is lively and outstanding.

A man squats when on the ground, on hand take the money of 200 Yuan to ask that sit when on the ground man. " you want how much money after all , say that counts " " I do not want money, I will wait to deliver Jing come " that man that is injured says. " deliver Jing have come , with you, have again pasted adhesive tape, say not settle " side another man road. " I no matter, I will wait to deliver Jing come , deliver Jing have come , it is that my mistake is my mistake. " that man says very stubbornly. " Ai , you say that a number gives you money , buy medicine. " another man says. I know that these persons want to spend money soon to send this man to go , deliver Jing have come , have troubled very much. However, this man is to pay no attention to them.

" Ai , you do not wait for that all are nearly impossible to mix , you do not make things difficult for me. " the man on hand who takes money says. I think that this person should be the driver of that scholar vehicle. " I no matter , I will wait to deliver Jing come " sit when on the ground man say. Now, a man rides single vehicle to give sit when on the ground man a mobile phone. Man receives to handle machine have put in trousers bag. " you have called to shout to deliver Jing , is? A " the man that squats in place asks. Being sit when on the ground man reply. It is to can not send this man that that man on hand who takes money spends money soon, but, have shaken to shake the head , have given the another man of side money , another man has received money , and has given another man, this man has put money into pocket.

I do not know the "traffic accident" here have had how many times. Yesterday when I buy vegetable , in this side, am also to surround the person of a pile, than today slightly 1 p.m.. A man knee is injured to bleed. I have not come up to see , it is what matter to not know after all. It should be also collision.

Say sentence true words, riding vehicle every day to send daughter study at school , on the right way, I still do not worry about that pour worrying at this sub-district entrance. Because here, the vehicle that turns a corner is too many, and speed is returned very quickly. Go up going home from work, next going home from work person is also many. Because this section is gold section, this road is trunk road. So, there are many quantity of stream of people. I am very careful and very little every day , sometimes, it is past to push vehicle straightforwardly to go. I may dare not to let daughter have what mishap.

I have gone. Also not bosom

I am thinking: Why can't all count slowly? Surely have an accident quickly easily. And have had an accident , have no benefit for any one side. If fall down to deformity or desperately, isn't that is more miserable.

Friends count slowly.

Old pa wishes you happy, healthy

Today is special

Today is the birthday of old pa. Kind, honest, diligent old pa is year-old in this year. In today of last year, we make the birthday of 60 years old home for him. Our customs does 9 do not do 10, passing birthday is the nominal age of error. Do not know Sha meaning. Old pa lets us not to pass birthday specially back for him , says that wastes money. However, we have returned , he is very happy. We say: It is not to pass birthday , we return to see them also is should. Money are gained not , are also outside thing. Can get along with kinsfolk , can be just most happy and most happy together with kinsfolk. If say not is realistic life compels , I really want to often see parents home very much , accompany them. Old pa fears always that he lets us spend money. Perhaps, it is that we have not used , has not gained money. It is to call , we want to say few sentences with him, he worries about that we want a lot of telephone rate. Say that is not being easy outside.

Call the telephone in home in the morning, have sounded for quite a long time also nobody receives. Pa mother possibility happens outside have worked. They have the work of not over trunk always. Hit papa mobile phone , point out to say that user is very busy. I think should is sister-in-law calls to return busy line. Last year his error or the mobile phone of pa birthday, we buy to him. He is very happy. " calculate is hit at noon again " I say.

Noon has meal , old is public to call to ask the telephone of my pa. Oh, I still forget to call to pa , but for that old is public to call , I have forgotten this matter. It is always public to seldom call to father. Their two son-in-law of old man seems to have no words to say. Possibility is because marry to count knot from time to time DiThough, so closing for a long time have also untied , but always have no words to say. Together with old public personality, do not resemble brother-in-law , meeting from time to time dozen telephone ask sound to install , blow own accomplishment. But for that last night, I am public for old to say ,: Tomorrow, my pa passes birthday. He will not call. He never notes calls number. He from home also not notes, also seldom hit. Regular is I remind that he has not called for quite a long time to my parents-in-law. " I morning dozen nobodies receive , you hit first, you have hit me to hit again. " I say.

When I call , pa is having meal. In mouth, contain meal to receive telephone. " Ai, normally after birthday, you do not call " pa says. " however birthday, calling telephone to ask that installs is also all right. Aren't you bad? " I say. Do not know why, is for parents , that sentence " wish birthday happiness " say that do not come out. In pa heart, also know that call today to return , wish his birthday happy. Parents have too many worry between us , miss too many , may never say with writing and language. Always when very thin in Suo daily matter embodiment.

" I morning calls

" I and your mother go out to work , have

" you will notice body , do not want again do is so meddlesome " I say. The body of pa is lacked originally very much, add 11 copies of last year again have moved surgical operation, in this year in May, have again moved , although is not what big surgical operation , is so larger than still being surgical operation and age unexpectedly , is nearly impossible to recover. I really worry about his body very much. May he may make a little matter only, it does not be come down that he stops. Hard working life.

" have not done what, have not done overweight work. Hear A Ling to say that you both are thin and are dark , your body is how about, is stomach trouble good? " pa says. Ling is the big daughter-in-law of younger brother. National Day comes I this , affirm that she calls to say.

" do not hear her, is more thin and more some than the former , dark also send daughter to study at school to sun. Stomach has been all right. " I say. It is what to not know. We always hold back unpleasant information. Fear always that opposite side worries. Do not say that have no worry, have is also to hide. As if pa moves twice surgical operation, he does not let elder brother tell us , fears that we worry. Elder brother thinks of responsibility, is big, after all, performing an operation have danger. He tells us secretly. Pa is such a person. He never wants one to divide money to us, would rather own province eats Jian land time.

" I am to fear that you concern too many, pressure

" will not. What matter comes slowly.

" you have had meal? " pa asks. " is eating. Do

This is that pa passes

Have hung telephone, there

The one of course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting

She calls big swallow , is born at a poor peasant home , has a elder brother, a younger sister, two younger brothers. Grandmother remains a widow to bring her father. Since having eaten , a lot of bitter reasons and bodies are not good very much. Parents want when in production team Lao make, sister-in-law nobody looks after. So, she has become little adult , does farm work in gang home , looks after sister-in-law. In a twinkle she is 10 years old, it is half that younger sister is one year younger than her, call little swallow. Grandmother has no cultural loss because of having eaten , must so let her sisters two study at school , studying knowledge, do the other , most minimum want to be able to protect self is bullied by person.

So their sisters two,

It is that they compare big sensible point to not know , still their the brain real than the clever light of others, still why matter, their score is good, before always when 1 or 2, especially big swallow. To discuss the clever light of the brain, big swallow is not as good as little swallow, but little swallow covets to play , hardworking is few as using , so score is not good enough than big swallow. Perhaps, it is clumsy that this can mend frequently. Since childhood, study the level of one year to the level of junior high of 2 years, sisters are two to be in the same class , to beginning at three o'clock, they have divided into classes. It is from classmate to teacher, teacher goes to principal , and then goes to parents , goes to neighbor, hope them can two swallows fly in unison, the school that can examine well is studied for some years , has working minute , can alleviate the burden of parents. However they hardworking use still not enough, in God has not chosen still she. A swallow has not flown. It is half that big swallow examination guard school lacks a minute, have examined county key high school, little swallow than big swallow lose tens of minutes, have examined district high school only. Little swallow has no book to read. Home in send not , or helping parents at home, work. Big swallow has not also planed to read , read high school in home, really, it is very difficult matter, the economy in home also let not , they begin to study it is late, now, it is great to read the age of high school. With her person with age, when she reads beginning have married at three o'clock. However, she really wants to study very much.

Ai, two swallows

The 2 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting

Not know Heaven to want let her study , is still what. Her teacher knows that her parents do not let her read high school , comes to advise her parents. This teacher is still the teacher of her pa mother. Pa mother still respects him. Her hall elder brother has known that also comes to advise her parents. Other persons come to advise her parents let her read high school. Say , have entered this high school is equal to a foot have entered university door. Why still do not read , others wants to did not think. So she has also burnt the fire of the hope of studying. Parents are under the persuasion of numerous person with her in hope agree at last that she has studied continuously.

She reads high school. Little

However, destiny is that such love teases person. She just when high school has read a semester, mother has to die quickly for illness. In home, envelop in the black clouds , have no laughter and joy , only moan and groan , it is depressed. Finish Gao Yi, she has left off study , works at home.

She leaves off study , is at home. Mother land illness like also miracle land is good a lot. In home, have got laughter again , have got life. Is she is impossible to have studied again after returning to school. It wants that so long as mother can be good , she can not study.

The body of mother improves gradually.

She preparation follows must main forces, find a job under south. This is also the meaning of papa. Because in home, need money urgently to use. , in county town, do not also find suitable matter to do.

So February 27,1992, her south takes off. Really, have become a lonely swallow , have not flown merely , and wander on being level ground. Drift. She hopes to find that slice of sky that belongs to her , , , a swallow the lonely dream that flies has died young . . . . ..

The 3 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting

Big swallow and 3 fellow villagers and 3 a male women take ship to provincial capital in county town to take train, go to Guangzhou. The train ticket special disaster of then is bought , the person who takes train is specially many. Have gone to provincial capital to buy second day only the train ticket of evening, it is still ticket for standing room , still transfers in continent. It is the first time that big swallow makes door , takes train for the first time. It is moved that she holds a luggage to wrap every vehicle case , move a side of open space put pack under buttocks to sit , both hands hold have slept before chest. Say that is to sleep , is actually to narrow eye. She how can sleep.

Before dawn at six o'clock,10Yuan has bought two seats

Have taken train to find seat , but have< xml:namespace prefix=st1 ns="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags"/>< personname w:st=on productid=姹?River< personname/>Mr helps them, call them open , still let one in six of their seats to them. Going up them all the way take care of them , but they have not spoken real words for them. Stranger dare not believe. Big swallow is classmate of junior high with the schoolboy that comes together , does not be in the same class with school , but knows. His sister is finding a job outside. Big swallow has no kinsfolk when outside , have two is not the table aunt that kisses very. Also calculate kinsfolk. She seeks them. Two that girls are when outside job hunting visits relative home, already when outside have seen some society. Than big swallow, it is many to know.

Evening has gone< personname w:st=on productid=姹?River< personname/>Mr lets them to live in hotel together with them , says that second day goes again. They have not replied. Having made railway station sit Sino-Pakistani have gone to their last destination - - Zhuhai. At that time, it is 3 p.m. many.

The 4 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting

Two that persons who have work go to dormitory , have called the little table of big swallow aunt. Her little table aunt and two that girls work together. The older sister of that boy has also come. There is a hotel beside their company, they have taken being daybreak in the pavilion of hotel. The older sister of that boy is always accompanying big swallow and them. The table aunt of big swallow returns dormitory sleep. The company's location of table aunt is in ZhuhaiADistrict makes shoes, Taiwanese drives. Scale has manyBIt is beenADistrict

At last

Since showing aunt, ask that big swallow wants to have what breakfast. And big swallow what does not want to eat , is extremely thirsty. She wants to eat ice cream. She feels that has only that ice to untie the fire on her heart, heart goes up is thirsty. Actually, she does not like to eat this thing.

The first shape thing that she eats to Zhuhai

The 5 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Live secretly in classmate dormitory

Live secretly

Little table aunt brings big swallow and has arrived , show aunt that , when showing aunt , also go to work in this company , and mix still good , will lead. Now, do not know that what reason does not make , going to hotel have gone to work , also mix good. She has not read what book yet, just like junior high, have not graduated yet. But man-machine spirit, it is beautiful , has a glib tongue. It is the talent of public relations. With her, may let outsider go in. Big swallow when that has slept to feel.

In the afternoon, have returned the company of little table aunt with little table aunt. But she can only when outside is waiting. The dormitory condition of little table aunt is counted well , is single room, 5 or 6 persons are a , are in charge of very tight, outsider is nearly impossible to mix to go in. Luckily, big swallow has classmate to call Afghanistan flower in this company. Actually, big swallow has not spent with Afghan to be in the same class , is in the same class with her younger brother. She will be 1 or 2 classes higher than big swallow. But big swallow learning score is good, the person of school knows her. It is good that her dormitory condition sinks , tens of persons a coherent shop, it is tight that pipe has to sink , may slide secretly to go in. Still this major classmate thinks of town feelings especially for person and the special enthusiastic, special person of taking care. She has brought big swallow her dormitory has lived , following time is when her that lives. Having meal also is she from company's meal hall secretly region comes out. Sometimes, have not brought , big swallow when surface buies bread to eat.

Big swallow wants to find work soon very much , does not live with Classmate she. She fears to implicate classmate very much, if checking out evening, she sleeps here. Classmate will be fined , has been even stir-fried squid. The type of work of classmate divides very well , and has not been so tired , has again high wages. It is not good to have implicated her. In her heart, want to find work soon, no matter wages amount , place has been all right.

This is fact, us not whether accept

" that day calls , has your pa said what with you? " old public have remembered that day suddenly pa error birthday calls matter. " have not also said what, it is some old saying. Ask safety, it is not good to ask to have a good time , ask body condition. Pa hears Ling say , I both am thin and am dark. Have you and my pa said what? " I ask. " is also to ask these, he asks my body book, still very ask that your stomach trouble is how about. " old is public to say. " ask that you are just real concern , ask me , fear merely that my body is not good, wages will be lost " old is public and smiles to say. I also smile. " have asked for leave if I have fallen ill , will deduct wages , if that of a serious illness is more miserable. " he again says. " yes, he worries about that his daughter has no meal to eat " I say. " is that dog bites Lv Dong Bin really, do not know popular feeling , conscienceless thing. " I smile says.

" you do not scold me oh, fact is so " old is public and says. " pass birthday if being my pa, I do not want to hit to not hit, I also have no necessity, is glad for you, for him, it is glad , calls telephone. He blames if wanting to blame to scold to scold , is own anyway. And your pa is different. As if you for me parents. To be glad for me , be glad for them and call telephone, say that is against will. " " talk nonsense " I stare old public a glance. It is always public to see me to smile.

Smile goes back to

I want to say unavoidably in heart: Actually old public say is also truth. Own parents and parents-in-law are different. Though, parents-in-law are old public parents , will like house and crow , may separate first floor after all , and have not gotten along together, those feelings is not natural, not true. And son-in-law and father-in-law mother are also same. The relation between son-in-law and father-in-law mother is counted fortunately, so long as the two of husband and wife has not been hit head broken and bleeding, has not gone up court, though, the relation between this son-in-law and father-in-law mother is psychological and not very joyful , but is still to be all right superficially. What pity is the relation of parents-in-law and daughter-in-law , especially the daughter-in-law relation of old woman, it is that however subtleness very, good time good extremely, at not good time, may scold for trivial matter. That words scolded , that has been hard to say. So as soon as scolding , good words separate one or two month to again restore good relations. Pity is there son. The still good point that can be handled is fooled here , is fooled there , will not be handled , it is miserable, both sides are not persons.

This daughter-in-law relation of old woman, hear a foreigner to say , is also a kind of culture of China , is such is of long standing , it is broad and profound, is such is unfathomable, it is subtle. After all how, we do not know. This Chinese culture, us even some fur glues not go up, can accept some Chinese characters only just. This daughter-in-law of old woman concerns us, also do not know how to handle , since we grandmother and we do not live together, even stay for a year together for some years together in slow-witted not last few days for few days, this few days affirm well , live in peace with each other error, have what not satisfactory also tolerate to put when at heart. As incorrect? However, I think , is long-term together words, will also tolerate first had better to, afterwards, it is clear to say again, injure husband and wife otherwise feelings.

I also do not know , is that this what daughter-in-law of old woman gets along for such disaster. Perhaps, it is communication problem, because at many times, it is to say that person hears person inadvertently to want. At many times, it is the intention of guess opposite side , but not guesses always toward benefit, always go not benefit guess. Because it is not own mother , is not own daughter. Because it is not as basic as feelings. Do not believe always that it is good that opposite side can have for self. Popular feeling does not be measured.

Does common saying say that for 5 years, a big ditch, a little ditch of 3 years and the acting ditch of this daughter-in-law of old woman have few ditches? Parents and offspring have acting ditch , have the foundation of feelings have , moreover this is not as basic as feelings, live together suddenly. Is parents it has what together with offspring to say that what and some minor matters so say on heart that will not pile up in the past. Will not accumulate over a long periodly which day outbreak comes out. My parents-in-law do not live with us together, they cannot depart from hometown , do not want to come. My goes when separating to them telephone newspaper safety, asking safety to them send living cost , let the obedient heart of daughter-in-law. It is good to publicize heart always, it is also good to let own obedient heart, is for home of old man happy is also good. But leting own duty, the color of feelings has amount, perhaps as if old is public to say: This is fact. Us not whether accept.

The 6 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: The money of 90 Yuan enter factory

The money

Original big swallow may however want to have resident ID card into the company of table aunt, may just enter. She has no yet, it is temporary to have only. Table aunt holds person to help her , have sought matter to do. This person is also fellow villager, seem to run business. She says that will deliver the money of 70 Yuan into this factory , says that is that and responsible to want. Big swallow has given. Then when managing formality, manager will again receive 20 Yuan. After going to work , big swallow and fellow worker just know merely. That money of 70 Yuan are the introduction costs of her receipt of fellow villager. Ai, actually, she receives if wanting to receive Ma, trunk Ma will say that is that others wants? It is to not understand really.

This factory is the factory of arts and crafts, factory building is a village people residential area, house is very new, should is local rich village people new cover use used for rent to person when factory building or factory dormitory. The product that factory does is handwork work completely. Sometimes, will wear pearl son with needle into hand chain or necklace , still have headdress flower doer. Work overtime every day in the evening to add until good night, still add sometimes all night. The hand of big swallow has been been needle-punched to reach blood , but will be also tolerated. In the evening under dim lamplight, wear pearl son, eye sees to not settle, flow out tear , may want still to continue doing. Having meal to though do not want self will eat to draw out money , in factory, pack is eaten , but meal hall is wraped by two Guangdong sons, the meal done has can imagine. Sometimes really, is hard to swallow , but will also eat. Otherwise, rush by oneself instant noodles or buy bread.

Going home from work after, want to rush hot water cools , that is impossible. Because have only one electrothermal kettle temperature water, so, many persons are turn for big swallow to have lit probably in day. Big swallow only washes cool water , however, what big swallow is most afraid of is to have cool water bath. However, there is what method. Sometimes, kettle has spoilt , water drunk has no , only receives water on water headstall to drink. Some person is more convenient, cup not uses , directly use mouth as tap drinks. On domestic 1000 days, it is good , makes outside a dynasty disaster.

Character signature

Have online friend Ni name calls "heaven", her character signature is: Heaven and hell is one thinks of this difference, the beautiful pain of hell of heaven is everything of human world under neutralization. I ask her is when "heaven" is still " hell", she says her in "human world". I think that when she writes thisness signature, the possibility in heart is very painful, very contradictory , hesitate very much, otherwise she is also impossible to have this kind of character signature like "philosophic theory".

Yes, it is a difference thought of only between heaven and hell, the words with good idea Heaven hall , not good words go to the fields prison. " so called a false step becomes eternal hate " is this meaning perhaps.

Heaven is beautiful , has not been ugly , has not been dirty , has not been cheated , is only kind , has only angel, bird language colored perfume and everything are beautiful to have everything. However hell, ox first horse surface, monsters, you bully me to pretend , are cry everywhere , call sound , are dirty and ugly everywhere, , , and have human world and human world what? Human world has America, it is ugly to have , there is good, there is evil, it has to bully , has to pretend , has letter , has justice , has pain, it is bitter to have , there is worry, there is music, , , , all these, do not be just the beautiful and hell land of heaven pain together?

Some person, suddenly, a idea has brought her into the door of heaven perhaps , has brought her right off into the door of hell perhaps. Go perhaps left is the road of Heaven hall, go right is to enter the door of hell, one thinks of this difference, heaven other hell. It is dangerous.

A story is spoken: A immortal, receive orders heaven and hell check. He arrives hell , sees that a lot of persons surround to sit together, everybody feature is thin, bone such as firewood, everybody moans and groans , in front of everybody, put a bowl food and a long spoon, may this long spoon has grown too, self can do nothing about it , send food into own mouth , it is taken that they so do , trunk is looked at , dry big eye stares little eye land starve to wait to die, , , immortal shakes to shake the head to go. He has come heaven, see completely different phenomenon. Same is the person of a pile surrounds to sit together, may their surface of every one bonus is mellow, in front of the laughter and joy of every one, is a bowl food also, also, it is a long spoon, may they take long spoon is feeding others food mutually , , , immortal not from have to sigh in resignation. I think that this is that the current pair that person says wins. Pair has won like Heaven hall, pair has lost like enter hell. However this also is one of person thinks of the result that causes.

A lifetime of everybody is not that a sail is few to obey , there is pain , there is difficulty , there is tear. A lifetime of everybody also does not be painful completely , also does not be sad completely , also has happiness , also has cheerful laugh. Is many and is few. Say as a writer: What difference have sage, worthy, great man and ordinary person? Take off beautiful coat, everybody is similar meat body. Only - - recovers is body goes through 100 wars, it is innumerable scar to recover; It is to have gone through dark blue mulberry to recover , recovering is 100 holes 1000 sores. Yes, everybody is the same. If, person can in when bitter have fun , can so as is bitter to be happy, that bitter is also not bitter, that pain is also not painful.

" my heaven " friend, how are you?

If living

Do not want

Not restrain

Believe that will

Our heart yearning

Nowadays,

Everything is

That past will

Daughter and classmate man" cancel shoulder to put up the back "

" Classmate I when is preceding " daughter says that makes off at once , schoolbag is carrying to jolt. Send daughter in the morning to study at school , go to school side to want a road , so push vehicle. After having passed road, person is many, whole carry schoolbag, dress school takes , on young tender face, write fully the flower of pure motherland. Also have certainly already is motherland " very tall big tree" I with my same kinds.

For the safety of motherland flower, I " this very tall big tree ", certainly, will cherish them , can only so push vehicle to go forward , is still my merely big tree mainly , is still not enough for " very tall " , still study the reason of ability.

Daughter when is preceding to run , I am going at the back. I see forward , have not also seen Classmate she that I know , do not know that the person that she will catch up is who after all. When will soon go to school entrance, I just see her with a classmate " cancel shoulder put up the back " land embrace mutually have to say that there is smile to go. Classmate Na sees than daughter short very likely first, my again careful one, day , that classmate seems male classmate , sees schoolbag color, the schoolbag of general schoolgirl is not those color, and hair is also short male first son. " she why and Classmate Na is so good, see that they seem very happy appearance. " I say at heart.

Until checking entrance , she also does not wait for me, go unexpectedly really with Classmate Na to study garden go. " A Ying, A Ying " she has not heard. Her kettle and lunch-box are returned in my vehicle basket. " A Ying and A Ying" pay no attention to me still. " this kid, having got friend do not want old mother. " my heart says. They have entered campus to sink to go to few steps , have stoped suddenly to say that some what seems to have again recalled what. This daughter of " A Ying and A Ying " has heard , return beyond the limit to me this goes. Classmate Na also looks back at the same time. As soon as I see face, appearance is to resemble boy , is quite lovely. However I also should not affirm is not. Is in charge of him.

Daughter has received thing to go in. I always look at besides

Seem that daughter has own good friend. It looks as if, she has very much happy error in school, it would be returned for quite a long time just that finishing the school day every day in the afternoon to want in school play. It is good to study rope skipping to study very much. As good friend is not boy, I think that that is not important, they are such is pure. So long as them are happy, are meddlesome. However, again big point will maintain distance , is then perhaps, them also meeting. Is?

The 7 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Mail the letter 8 angles, receive 10 letter angles

Mail the letter

This factory of big swallow though calls factory , but also does not resemble appearance of factory , boss often needs not to be this , a female manager is in charge of. Factory building is very little , is the house of two layers of building, a level of girl lives , it is two levels of to go to work. Boy another rent is a to live. Home in come to letter can't also send factory, the host that sends to side little shop receives , the host of little shop gives them again. If they want letter to give a Yuan money , he does not want. Who does not want these letters? Two Yuan also wants. Mail the letter only 8 angles, receipt letter 10 angles. Are you reasonable? How many reasonable matters has world?

Big swallow makes one month in this factory , has sent 70 Yuan only when sending wages, manage the money of temporary residency card because of deduct 200 Yuan. In those years, this city temporary residency card is very expensive, and verifying also check very tight, have no certificate dare not go out to play. Evening will be checked sometimes , is scared extremely. Perhaps, is because is expensive, so, all do not want to manage , so, it is more tight to check. Luckily Chinese food, dinner is to eat in factory, do not draw out money by oneself, otherwise have meal money have sunk.

Another month has passed. Big swallow misses home very much , writes letter to classmate when it is at leisure , tells them her in the matter of here. Sometimes, writing is written , have cried , but again dry tear at once , say for self: It is strong and some. She most thinks that the matter done is to write letter , writes diary. Most managing look over receive household, the letter of classmate. They also receive her letter well, have replied in time to her. This lets her very happy.

Rich guest and star

And message rich guest keeper hair personal letter asks me to have have wanted to apply for being and reporting rich guest and star. I does not know what difference rich pipe star has , has also not thought in person to pawn. Even go up rich guest focusing me has not thought. Originally, apply for rich guest but one just applies for by chance. My is to record a bit in life, record own story and the story of others. In life see to smell think of to feel , come down with clumsy notes. There is time, there is mood, want to write to write , have no time , have no mood, not think write do not write , very at will. I does not want to apply for what painstakingly. Everything obeies its nature. Thank for the good intention of keeper.

Also wanting to be own rich guest in person very much very much excellence has very much letter, it is very fine and very special. But, I just neglects to study money , lonely plain Gua smell , can not quote copiously from many sources like those rich friends who have talent , go up next 5000 years, it is this to talk about ancient theory. However, my works are original works mostly , have a little to turn to paste works, but have marked source. Ancient language " steal book person is also thief also ", do not say more, current pirated tort , so, I dare not come in disorder. Rich friend comments on my works welcome, write the good , all sustain , encourage , write not good, have injured all eye, please forgive. But I does not think in rich guest to be pleasant to the eye, arrive: Bad language dirty speech. My hope is happy to be rich guest, happiness when and message.

There is still a good friend,

I does not think why ask. Lifetime between matter, have a lot of have no " why ". Is willing to add me had better to friend, I am willing. I treasure this destiny share , treasure this friendship. Do not want , we also do not force. Perhaps, it is that I have neglected this good friend. Please forgive. Hope that I have not hurt this good friend.

Again positive festival will soon

Colleague cable words

" sting bell . . . . . ." I am washing

I: Feed,

A Hua: Which

I: Wash clothing

A Hua: Go

I: You how to have time to go around street , stir-fry just as fish. I prepare to knock Luo Da Gu land seek you , having called some of telephones can't seek person , always work overtime. Last Sunday, a man misses you very much , wants to see you , as a result, you work overtime.

A Hua:

She knows " Na

I: I say this group

A Hua: Yes,

I: Today

A Hua: Take vacation , there are few

I: It is so good. Do not go to

A Hua: Your rich

I: At noon, my daughter

Actually, daughter does not have meal home at noon, is today

A Hua: Is oh, she

I: Accompany you tomorrow

A Hua: Oh, still make

I: That you few

A Hua: There are

I: It is No. 19 , values positive

I understand that the holiday of their

A Hua: That day does not

I: Class adds

It is high that they

A Hua: Looking back

I: Is Ma.

A Hua: Do not have a

I: Bai

A Hua:

Have hung telephone. I think: Now, they have year well to take vacation , former I when that has no. A Hua is the colleague before me , goes to work in a workshop, and we have still cohabited for two years, suit together have rented a set of two Fang Yis the house of hall, she now still lives in that. So, feelings is quite good. It is also very casual to speak. However, they now has year to take vacation also thanks for us is away from factory. The labour law of original here has long stipulated have year to take vacation , but do not give us worker in factory Xiu, gives cadre Xiu. Afterwards, when that group of our person makes factory, what - - come out together have the persons more than 300. Making noise want to mend in factory to taste mention year take vacation matter. We have not mended , but they have got. This also calculates " predecessors plant tree, future generations enjoys the cool ".

A Hua, sorry. Have

The 8 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: False cable

False

3th month, papa has sent to big swallow" resident ID card" , sends to table aunt that. She may enter the company of table aunt. However she when this can't resign work, can't also apply for holiday. Certificate had been still given as security in the place of factory director. Unless . . . . ..

Have not passed few days, big swallow receives the cable that happens in home: Father illness goes home urgently. She has applied for holiday at last. But in heart very not, it is comfortable , let pa send holiday cable," in home, urgent matter need to be gone home ", pa comes " Ge father illness worries go home ". Ai . . . . . ., at that time, many sons of job hunting want to ask for leave , please do not arrive , let to send a holiday cable in home , is still in charge of sometimes really to use , sometimes, it is not so clever.

March few numbers the factory that enters , May few numbers have asked for leave , make more than two months here, get have only the money of 70 Yuan, temporary residency card has not been managed yet. April the wages of minute, do not know to have hope , , , it is the first copy of to work , big swallow has spent the money of 90 Yuan into factory , makes more than two months, get have only the . . . . . of 70 Yuan.

Daughter does not see

At half past 6 in the morning, when I get up , daughter has also woken up , takes off toilet , again runs to return bed and has gone up. But it is not to have returned own bed , but has been our room. Old in public return sleep , she runs to go up , has lived in the entire body whole cover of the own den brain of steamed bread of corn with towelling coverlet, then as soon as moving , also do not move. I know what she will play.

I am doing morning meal. Old is public

I make breakfast.

" A Ying gets up to study

" Ai , old is public, daughter

" will not , you seek

" bed next have also had no , are you to have stolen to thief? Will not , just now I still see that she goes to toilet , what thief is so bold, we have woken up , he dare also steal. " I think loud land say. Daughter does not make sound still. Admire her really.

" old is public ,

The daughter of " Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha . .

" Ai , it is come to here

This is interesting daughter,

You are the mother of the most beautiful daughter on world only

Old public is having breakfast , I when gang daughter ties hair. I remember two old public lunch-boxes, return from having not taken in company, have no lunch-box to bring meal. Old father-in-law department has no meal hall, noon general is when domestic tape meal goes to company, then, eat with the heat of microwave oven. When surface eats good want the pieces more than 10 of one, it is bad and hard to eat. His boss is very shrewd. Do meal hall to rent house to buy equipment , will ask people , still draw out board expense, eat problem , still take the responsibility. So, it is good , mends hundreds of Yuans in one month to all, pipe all how to eat , return America its name Yue " is in charge of to eat ".

" oh, have forgotten

" I no matter , have no lunch-box, you do not bring meal. You two is , lunch-box has sunk , or has spoilt , have had no a " sentence says that hears to daughter. She will also bring lunch-box to go to school , have breakfast.

" have no meal to eat , your old public

" is not as public

" you think that you

" is Ma, want you except me and daughter,

" you think that you are beauty , you only the

" is Ma, 'Ni Yi Wei Ni Shi Mei Nu A ,Ni Zhi Bu Guo

Real is

After all who marries

As soon as old father-in-law takes charge of youngster No.18 to marry , the bride's side is also company's staff member. This youngster enters company for 78 years , is old public subordinate , adjust development department in former two years , with old public is elder brothers. This old public person how to say that he is good. It is specially interesting, relations with people are specially good, like to like to play together with him. He likes to joining in the fun specially. This time, elder brothers will marry , he has long said with elder brothers: Marry from time to time good assignment calls me to do , we fat water does not flow out outsider field. This not, the day of marrying , he has become to go to meet to kiss one in troops Yuan. Company's boss is also good, company's staff member marries the offspring as self marry is the same, company dispatches a vehicle , makes manpower , makes wealth( courtesy pack) , makes time, still testify to marry person.

That day early in the morning, old public have dressed up one specially take off, normally, it is to wear working clothes to go to work. That day says that goes to meet the man that kisses to want to wear white shirt, he has worn a white , have the shirt of vertical stripe. However, morning has not arrived yet at nine o'clock, he calls to me: What household wears is pure and white. You ask to untie aunt , come to company some time, asking her bring , is pure and white to still have black trousers. Untie aunt a sub-district that with me live in , it is company's family members, that day will make the bed for new person, because in company and family members only she is that there is son to have woman. I again call to give to untie aunt, but she will be late and past. Have no method, have to I send to pass. Marriage banquet will just begin 6 p.m.. I have to bring daughter in the morning to pass , then think of method in that to wait marriage banquet and have begun. Ai, this old is public. Have no method, for " he beautiful ", it is vivid.

A company that arrives one sees , Wa, all change clothing , is being waiting. Really, it is same white upper garment, dark trousers and necktie are hit neatly. Not a little while, old public have also changed , have still brought necktie, boss Bei. It is the first time that old public second ties necktie, is he marries , of more than 10 years. He does not like to wear suit , does not like dozen neckties, the button on shirt collar does not like to deduct , he feels that so feels unwell well. Luckily his work does not be also worn so orthodox. I also province hit the matter of necktie for him to choose necktie. However, this also lets me clear, he does not like that others restraint is his. So, I should give him freedom!

All and youngster that looks at their these to go to meet to kiss are smiling ," you do, is so grand, do not snatch public attention oh" " yes, do not know today after all who marries " they go to meet to kiss to go , daughter pulls marriage yarn at the same time. I have gone to bookstore. There are bookstore exactly in old father-in-law department side. However, this may bitter I, it is not that I have worn two high-heeled shoeses , stand , squat is also not, when a building has read the book of half hour, cannot bear 3 floor to have bought a set of school clothes for daughter , have gone. Go bank has taken money, have bought surface and have gone to company, happen company's going home from work.

Afternoon, daughter or old public tape make noise at bridegroom home, I receive a visitor in company hall reads. Bridegroom home is near from company. Four o'clock, I have also gone domestic bridegroom. They some is hiting mahjong. Other persons are playing , watch television. Just arrive at five o'clock, all have again gone to hotel to wait for that guest comes successively. It is always public that they have again done mahjong Tai--Kai-Tai.

It is finished just that marrying to fete is 8 p.m.. I bring daughter to go home first. Want to let daughter see that there is but child unsuitable scene as far as possibility is concerned originally , have not gone. Because of them [ these persons joke normally to bring some color , moreover noisy bridal chamber.

Pitiful little life

Today, when south television station" today a line" is pleasant to the eye to eye: A child one is forgotten in 8 months of year-old, by kindergarten teacher in school bus, die after 4 hours. This is teacher completely with driver do not take the responsibility the result of causing , a immature life has so had no , is distressed! Can count servant number when geting off if taking the responsibility for the teacher that receives to send, check next school bus, this child will not be also forgotten on board , has not come to school if the teacher on his class sees him, head of family has not again asked for leave , can call telephone to ask next head of family , that child also not as on board 4 hours. A child who still does not be two years old , it will not be said that if words are spoken late, company speak , he which have ability to get help from within! In the vehicle case enclosed , on road, under burning sun Pu sun 4 hours, it is high that the temperature in this vehicle has , I think that we are hard to imagine , I miss our adult, if stay for 4 hours, I can also suffer heatstroke , can also faint to die.

When seeing , my heart is bet tightly, I am so sorry that can't help flowing out tear , am this pitiful little life! Pitiful parents! Sad incident! Hope such matter to do not want and then occur forever! Forever! Forever!

After having an accident , school

Physical examination

Going to the courtyard of traditional Chinese medicine today have made overall physical examination , go to work still before, company after according to have queued up physical examination, have not made what physical examination. Coming finally have 78 years , also do not know that there is what change to have no. What big feeling also has no , but feels always to own feeling that is not comfortable , just like the whole body, illness is the same , is still to make inspection to transfer to a lower level heart point. Have taken out 3 big bottles of blood , is also that B exceeds , and is electrocardiogram, chest is thorough. Some project is wanted on an empty stomach, some bladder is filled with urine, it is to not feel better really. Run go up run , have spent one all day long time, it is tired really! Perhaps resembling others say this is to be all right to look for a job to do. Have spent the money of 800 Yuan , still worry about that few talents know result. It is how about to still not know result, if is not good?

It is good that hoping result have no! Words return from

No matter what matter,

What thing is clean

" so early cycling goes out? " I buy the building on

" you are so early to do " she

" buy steamed bun " on my side, the side

" the good internal

" is? " my

" I also buy before

" I do not know oh, before, I seldom

" yes, she there is very delicious,

An aunt goes to our sub-district entrance

Steamed bun looks to act rashly still,

" Ai, however, those places of

" is also , I have

" yes, you see those manpowers, have grabed money, take

She has gone.

I think , are this times and

The vegetable of many big hotels looks colorful , is

The water that we drink had been also polluted , we the air of respiration had been also polluted. Our land has been also polluted , the thing that grows had been also polluted. What farm chemical , chemical fertilizer , what is genetically engineered. The animal that raises raises few fences or for making fence early and buying good price , still does nutriment for them to eat, have more very, still inject injection, make chicken body not president hair, arrive from birth to eat it , half month may , and its wing will not still have only a pair quite. Snow-white flour is possible to have added bleaching agent or the what special white and texture of steamed bun made are specially good. Still have is a lot of , I also do not want to say that am so many.

I do not know really which thing is clean, may rest assured to eat. If so also fear to so also fear that we have no thing , may eat. Northwest wind had been polluted. So we only rest assured land eat some things , then, let own body detoxify , queue up poison. However so, the burden for body really but has no method very again, if do not eat , person not die more early. To be able to make own body detoxify well , queue up poison , so notice to live to be accustomed to , notice is healthy. Good body can " poisonous substance wears intestines in, nutrition body reserves ".

These are the outcomes

Let self have no route of retreat

Old public bicycle is stolen to person, go to work the day before yesterday, he goes late , waits for until the person of elevator is many, so he has put bicycle when a building, after going to work , have forgotten to take to go up , wait as a result that when coming off work in the afternoon, bicycle does not be seen. His company is when the 6th layer of a 12 layers of building, this building has few company, so go up going home from work the person who takes elevator is quite many. As him, go to company early. Those thieves are also all previous and harmful , do surely a single vehicle a little while. Since counting , we have lost a lot of single vehicle still in this city , have the new , have the old. Add few come to money possibility may also buy well some motorcycle. Ai, these hateful thieves!

Yesterday, old is public and has bought a new single vehicle, however now, have not bought lock. His single vehicle is to come off work to ride normally , do other matters , not use normally , is hateful for safe, those thieves. Go to work he puts single vehicle in company in, move building after going home to put home , so, have lock , have not claimed , have lock , lose on the contrary easily. He says that this is: Have spent 300 Yuan to change lesson , is also wisdom. Yes, so regardless of how many persons, he will wait for elevator to not go up about moving. Because have not locked! In other places, can not also put casually. This has no any route of retreat , has no any excuse.

As, have no route of retreat! Sometimes, do some matter should let self have no route of retreat , only as soon as so, then can go before straight, then can succeed. Have many persons before when do a matter, when want to have made meeting how, have not reached again how, have route of retreat. So, perhaps, he has scared to the result that has not reached , dare not go to do , perhaps, he has thought that there is route of retreat , has not let heart , has not so become.

There is a writer, he wants to write a book, but he can not always restrain the own greedy heart played. Always want to go out to play. So, book has not written lately. He is very vexed. Afterwards, he has thought of a method, he has thrown own clothing completely , leaves two sets of and old and ugly clothing only , and cuts own hair in a mess. So, he can do nothing about it , he can only stay at home, slowly his heart is quiet. Near after, his immortal works come out.

Perhaps sometimes, we should give our route of retreat to break. If in same year,

It is tired

Today is this semester the first day that schools begins , is also that daughter goes up the first day of primary school, daughter excites very much, is very excited, just sleep in the evening very much in night, this 6 a.m. half have gotten up , may sleep originally arrive at seven o'clock. The school of daughter says from home that is also not far, take public vehicle some minutes have arrived , but walk to want almost half hour still. So, I decide to cycle to send her , study at school , take public vehicle to wait for vehicle, and two persons want ticket , daughter just counts in 6 years old, but height 1 meters of 29. My bicycle is very little, because it is too big in, move home is tired, it is not safe to put in downstairs. But it is tired to be too little , ride. Have no method! Have not ridden for quite a long time , so just in the beginning, it is tense at heart , fears that there is what mishap, both hands grab tap, eye dare not be also hoped in disorder. Real is the concentration of twelve point spirit. Because have not brought her always. Not bad all the way go up safety, go to school. At school entrance, I see that principal takes on hand " enter school to block ", I recall immediately, I forget tape daughter " enter school to block " , new student will use. " I forget that tape 'Ru Xue Ka' is important? " I ask principal. " is certainly important! " " return to take " the security of side says , " you live when is which? " " live in that of sports center " " oh, that returns rough far " the method of sinking , again ride vehicle to take back , and send school. Luckily, I let the kindergarten before daughter receive to send her at noon , will not still go to school at noon to receive , have eaten meal to again want to send , still buy vegetable to do meal , I today meeting bends over repeated cannot.

The more perhaps at the time with tired person, the more, it has many matters that not anticipated to do. Just take wanting to rest , younger sister calls: The slippers of her son, wash to send the goods such as water , last semester is taken to person. She also does not know yesterday that today is just known , and asks me to help to buy, go after sending to school. Ai, younger sister is in Shenzhen , son reads primary school here , checks. Ai, have said ," it is difficult , seeks aunt", who lets us to" kiss aunt"! Have to go to buy , then send.

Send daughter in the afternoon to get on. Younger sister again calls: This copy of residence registration of her son will be sent in the past, I send trouble. My air at that time has to be true to not do. Have long said with her that teacher has said that to be this, on Saturday, she goes urgently, I forget to her, on Sunday, I call specially to her, say that I have copied , if her home has no , she takes. As a result, she also does not say sound , also takes however. Morning calls also do not say that this one has not given teacher. I again run to take home , will again take daughter at once. It is tired really!

It is late that runing to go home to take send to take daughter , have to take daughter to send again to go. That now takes daughter , sends papa the money of younger brother along tape. Taking daughter exactly finish the school day have subsidiary post office on the road, book thinks when cupboard Yuan machine go up handle , as a result this cupboard Yuan machine can only take money, can not deposit , having to go in to take number queue up. Have very managed easily, have endured at three thirty. I am urgent really! To daughter school, they have finished the school day. Daughter says her for quite a long time. Originally, they are to finish the school day at ten minutes of three o'clock, I think that is to finish the school day at three thirty. Take daughter to go home.

After returning , let daughter to have meal home, daughter does not want , want when that eat. That have little girl and daughter to play very much is good, it is often that you have meal to my home, I go to your home to have meal. It is also good, I also arrive that eat , take from the vegetable of home to pass. When a same sub-district.

It is tired reason or the reason of not comfortable body to not know really. Standing to wash vegetable feel that waist is sour. Do not stir-fry luckily , need not also wash bowl. Have thanksed really!

Have eaten meal, we have gone home. Daughter now wants and former difference , now, 7 a.m. will be gotten up , will be slept 9 p.m.. Otherwise sleep time has been not enough. Noon may be slept , but she does not sleep.

Daughter has slept at last.

It is happy

Some person when outsider looks , it is very happy , but says by oneself that is unfortunate. Why? Because he or she can't see own happiness, also because of others can't see him or her is unfortunate. Because the demand of person is different, the desire of person is different, and desire is unlimited. Actually, happiness is also good, pain is also liked well also well , is hated also well , is a kind of feeling , is felt , everything is good. Poor is also good, it is also good to have , mood is good , is happy and infinite.

I do not know whether I am happy or am unfortunate. I think of very much the life when daughter has not been born. Then I go to work in a company, work is not very tired , will be two however to fall , night shift going home from work time is to divide in the evening at twelve fifteen, morning shift going home from work time is half past 3 in the evening. Then, we have no own house yet , are to rent room to live. We when lean the hamlet of seaside have rented a room, now, that village has re-created , has built Gao Lou and the house of villa type, rent is also expensive and a lot of. It is always public to go to work still in any company since then, being now. We rent the place of room, is not very far from our company, may walk to go to work , natural cycling more soon. Then my last morning shift does not work overtime , I buy vegetable to make meal , am old and public to have come off work , return "" to have meal , work overtime if wanting to work overtime , when doing not work overtime , we take a walk in seaside , blow sea wind , take hearing ocean current on rock sometimes to pat the sound of rock , have time foot runs on sandy beach, play sand , go to sea sometimes to play , but our stands in water to let sea wave assault our pair retreats , we are dry ducks. Then I feeling we are very happy, though, we have no a lot of money. Old public then duty factor is more busy, to follow production line. Major is then he has not developed his hobby yet "mahjong", also have no so many numb friends. Have come off work will go home , I go to home early I help him to burn take a bath water, he goes to home early he helps me to burn take a bath water.

Afterwards, that village will re-create , we move , live from our very near place, join 3 rent set rooms with my colleague the house of two halls. It has to be also very happy , is all right to watch television , plays "tractor" in weekend. Also is from then , it is always public to begin to develop his hobby. As a result, let me have known. He dozen mahjongs I am not glad , knowing him to deceive my that have been angry more. However, he does not understand my life , is to pay no attention to my life in other words. He more and more returns late , more and more returns few. It is that I have not handled this matter that I do not know , still why matter. I am still sad, he still is as always. Afterwards, daughter has been born , he good a time. Again afterwards, I have not worked , he has again returned to old trade ,since he is full-time to take care of daughter. It is to have more and more gotten into habit. For this matter, it has day for evening, I have taken knife unexpectedly, I ask him: It is to cut his hand , or cuts the hand of daughter. If cut my hand, can let him not to hit mahjong , can let him not to deceive me, I want! I need not really deceive! I not do not let hit , and it is to hope that he does not hit too many, because I need him, daughter also needs him. However, he has addiction , he does not hit to feel hand itch. So, he does not be angry for me , deceives me. And I most hate others all the life to deceive me! I feel that self lives in lie. Even feel that live in fear, it may deceive me if I can think of his matter, other matters may be also deceived. He raises to deceive my habit , he not deceive me to pawn matter. I am sad, I am sorry, I flow out tear. Do I do not know what to be done? I do not know my life why will become so! I am confused, I am horrified, I hesitate. I hope to have person to tell me very much, what to be done!

Daughter body is not very good, he feels always that is that I have not taken care of ,since he often falls ill. I say that adult also has the time of falling ill , adult has fallen ill , is that who has not taken care of. I also know that he is impatient, but he does not know that I am mother, can't I worry? Can I go to say who? I would rather self falls ill , also do not think that daughter falls ill.

Also do not know since some time , I understand suddenly that it is impossible to want him to change, if I do not change , I will be more painful! Because his company is developing , his position also has the more high field the more, his life circle is more and more big, his hobby is also more and more, and I have not worked , only surround daughter to turn , my life circle is more and more little, more and more narrow, I can only change self to accept his life. So, I advise self to think open that is some , advise self not to be angry.

I am calm slowly.

My current life and some years are former to have not changed. He is still his dozen mahjongs, I also no matter he returns more night, it is better that he returns to have supper , do not return , I also have no. Even, he is not is when dozen mahjongs I also do not mind , perhaps, it is the what that plays other. I am still the life of the daughter of taking care , am still the study of pipe daughter. It is many at leisure to read , go the rich guest of others sees , browse takes off other things. Life also does not feel that is hollow. Because I must let self approve , my temporary life can only be so , can not be thought of too many. So, now, I have no so many worries! Other whats have not changed , are that my mood has changed only. It is so difficult, so painful to beg other person to change , why not change takes off self? Society is so, can we change society? We can only change self to meet society!

I miss person happiness is unfortunate do not lie in person to pass what life , and lie in mood! Perhaps, happiness is very simple! Is to see whether person has the ability of feeling happiness. Happiness is not to come from material serve as the achievement of profit and common customs, is a kind of dedicate sacrifice the satisfaction feeling and joyfulness gotten diligently. Only know Xi good fortune, it can just have good fortune. Because when we cry , having no shoe by oneself at the time of wearing , we will discover that there is person to have no foot. I have not worked , lose working happiness! However, I do not rush time like the person who has work , this is also a kind of happiness. Daughter is very lovely, clever and lively, height is quick , has a little weak physique merely. Old public though often go home is very late, but his heart has not changed still , is to covet too to play only. So, I should be still quite happy. The more person asks few , satisfies the more easily , also feels happiness the more!

Person has told me: Person convenience,

I think of happiness sometimes when self is on hand, but I have not discovered her existence, have not treated her well! I think that flat life is just true, the love insufficient passion that water length flows out carefully can be but eternal.

Innocent daughter

It is returned that daughter is received at noon by the kindergarten before her, I take her at sub-district entrance to have meal home. The day before yesterday, two returns from comparing night , has many persons probably, teacher also does not know person. Yesterday, they return early, when I descend the stairs , she goes to downstairs. " Wa, today, it is so early! " " Wu Wei Ming mother sends me error, she says if you need not to be domestic , I go to her home to have meal " daughter says. Wu Wei Ming is classmate of her kindergarten , also lives in this sub-district, as her also is kindergarten receives to return have meal at home. " oh " I see Wu Wei Ming mother goes to pass , she has also seen me. I wave to her to wave.

Have eaten meal, I am washing bowl. Daughter error: " mother, can you need not to be domestic tomorrow? " " why? " I feel that am strange! " because of I think of tomorrow go Wu Wei Ming home has meal " " is so , it is good, afterwards if mother has no time , at noon when can not do meal, you go to his home to have meal. " " not Ma, I think of tomorrow " " that does not be all right , can not always bother household "

Daughter is so. She thinks that

Sometimes I meeting speaks me with her in childhood matter, she also likes to hear specially. Has heard afterwards, she says: " mother, you are well stupid, you why do not call grandmother current livelihood you, now, it is bitter that birth sinks , have not so pitied. " " yes, I am not as clever as you , know that call mother now to give birth to you. " I smile say. Daughter says that she is sensible , she is also not sensible, say that she is not sensible, she again understands a lot. However she will not resemble our adult so place matter, she works is such frankness, is such is innocent to have no evil, without evil, it has to be a little selfish.

Sometimes in home, a little leave meal, I and her pa can snatch to eat. Near she when can't look at sound. Former part time, her uncle has come , is with us for quite a long time. When I and her pa snatch surplus meal to eat " you do not snatch , giving uncle eat " she says suddenly in side. When she at heart, uncle is kinsfolk , but has no pa mother still to kiss. So surplus meal he eats. Afterwards, I tell her that uncle is guest at our home, we will resemble to treat guest , is the same to treat him, can not give surplus meal him to eat. " she has only vague idea to nod. Still having once eat fish, it is little that fish compares , I have eaten the flesh of fish on fish the back to her , leave first end and bone. I is those to hold to eat. She has seen , wants her uncle to eat right off since I hold her uncle bowl in bowl. Still mending a sentence to" count carefully" do her uncle to do not know whether to laugh or to cry. It is also very difficult to do me. Because she fears that I block fishbone. Sometimes, I and her pa have lived carelessly to card, near she when worry to flow out tear. Perhaps, it is important that she feels that her uncle has blocked , sinks. This is the psychology of child. She does not be in charge of others, is glad and not glad , she will not be in charge of , is suitable and not suitable. She still does not understand character place matter. And our adult lives very repeated!

Daughter has time to compare timidity , dare not ask words loudly, still having is not is willing to call one very much, also is not very courteous. I teach her to say: Greet to be courteous , see acquaintance to say hello. If not words, others will say that you are the child who does not understand courtesy. " that also nobody says that I do not understand courtesy? " " others meeting is saying at heart , you again do not know. You see if you see a person on avenue, you at heart very disagreeable he, you can say 'Wo Hen Tao Yan Ni' for him, will not. " daughter laughs. Yes, daughter where know others at heart words.

Society is so complex, human nature is so complex! Daughter surely does not understand! When she has understood , she will feel that is tired! When she has learnt character place matter, she will feel childhood is such is pure, it is innocent, beautiful!

Our adult what have tasted not repeated? At our many times, will put on mask to behave , is not? We at heart think of and mouth goes up say , sometimes, it is completely different. However, we also have no method! If we do not understand a little character place the "philosophic theory" of matter, few understandings society is complex, seldom know the good and evil of human nature. We will can do nothing about it to subsist , sell to person still help number bank note. Will harm to person to die.

I miss daughter can learn character place slowly matter, can protect self! But I miss daughter no matter will not lose her some time is pure! I hope only that she can protect self! Such she will not error has to be very tired!

Send bundle fresh flower to teacher

Just send daughter at school entrance, it is steady that bicycle has not stoped yet. " mother, on their hand, take flower. " daughter sees a lot of classmate to take a bundle of flower on hand. There is fresh flower, have just when crossing the handwork bought the rose flower done. " yes, in today the Teacher's Day, flower is to give teacher. " my lock bicycle one side of one side says. " that you why do not let me take? " " I have not prepared " is actually not to have not prepared , and it is that I do not like to so send flower! " that you now buies , it has to sell! " daughter the clothing that pulls me goes toward crossing. I know if do not buy , daughter surely does not reply! Others sends teacher flower, and she has no , it is comfortable that she affirms at heart. She still does not know perhaps why will send flower to teacher, she knows only that others has sent , she will also send! She sees teacher say perhaps for teacher " holiday happiness! " dare not say , or is very little sound land say.

I have to bring her to buy flower. I do not like to not be equal to her, do not like. Here crossing person sells handwork flower, road opposite have a shop of fresh flower, there are many persons. I think that today, the business of this shop is affirmed very well. " you will arrive to go there to buy, do you buy still here? " I ask daughter. Daughter has selected in crossing to buy. She does not know at all what difference fresh flower and handwork flower have , she knows only that will send flower to teacher. Her heart is such is simple! She chooses flower very carefully with a one. She does not know to choose how many , also does not pay to give some teachers. And there are also few time , shine daughter so chooses , will be late. I have to help her to choose. After choosing , I say: " you morning has 4 lessons, there is still physical education, sport teacher will also send oh " " sport teacher is male, he need not send flower " daughter says. " oh " I smile. In her heart, flower belongs to woman.

On hand, there are the student who has not seldom taken flower. A hand that still has some head of families takes flower, one portable fruit basket coming school. I when think why they will send gift to teacher? Are you to feel at heart really that teacher is tired , will appreciate teacher? Is at heart real is blessing teacher? If really be such heart, it is the same that that short letter gives teacher. Old has not now borne at heart yet! If have other psychologies: Or it is to think that teacher has some attention for his child, or giving his child according to row good seat, or let her child be on duty cadre, or is , , , if so, I feel this fresh flower, have lost her original meaning! Have sent gift if saying you to teacher, teacher for you child good point, hasn't that sent the child of gift? That such teacher is what teacher? All give presents , and it is valuable that gift has , how does teacher again treat? Isn't this to make difficult problem to teacher? If have sent courtesy teacher, it is not good and some for your child, aren't you comfortable at heart? Can you again say teacher? Isn't this to ask for trouble? Are you what if sending to so send?

If you give presents stem from wholehearted

Before, one of Classmate I says for me that

The heart of child original is pure to have no evil, it is simple and clear. The practice of and a lot of head of families, when give child is pure to wipe the thing in a mess without evil heart. Is what I do not know us to teach to child what after all? !

If you are wholehearted, you may send anything. It may be a short letter, may meet the language of a sentence blessing! May start work by oneself do look very ugly handwork works. Also may what does not send , so long as you have this respectful teacher, like the heart of teacher!

Sheer nonsense

I am hiting a article , will soon very hit easily , have sunk as a result right off completely. Have to again hit again , is angry and dead really! Do not know house reason, after looking , having hit point will preserve. Want to not type original not is very quickly I, such a lane is not very miserable.

Sheer

Actually, it is happy and very simple

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It is gentle that the sunshine of today seems , not is so La eye, seem possible the feeling that can rain. Return from time to time the southeast wind that have the coolness of battle array. Such weather should walk out of from home , is just comfortable!

Our same family rises very early, I have not slept the habit of lazy sleep, daughter goes to primary school , has also been accustomed to to get up early. Like to sleep on Sunday the old of lazy sleep public today also rises than usually Sunday is early.

We eat to eat prematurely

" we go is lucky and big

" is good! " I am wanting to go at

Old public is interestingHe can also feel than stay at home is good. Daughter is , is interesting and shrewd. So like to stay at home I, should also go out to go. If is theirs, two is hard, " tie " is in one day in home , they are not happy , can be noisy perhaps to make the matter of what unpleasantness , offend 3 persons depressed , are even sad to flow out tear, why bother? Follow them Yi, with them, go out to play , it is happy that self also drives!

Just make sub-district door, we return from meeting a pair of husband and wife to buy vegetable. It is our acquaintance. It is gone around that they see us to step on single vehicle , do not understand very much , say: It is good to stay at home! " that does not be all right! Stay at home can stay illness comes " I say. " that we have not also staied illness comes "" you have had immunity force " I say. Everybody has the life style of everybody , some person likes to go out to go , some like to stay quietly at home.

Have long promised daughter today to her to buy potato flat, so the first matter is a bundle of and minimum for supermarket to give her to buy the potato of taste of package that she likes flat. Then, she sits on the single vehicle back seat of her old pa, side eats potato flat, side happily chatting. My single vehicle is very little, old public first let I when is preceding to ride , because " my technology " is not very good. May not a little while, he exceeds me to run arrive is preceding. Daughter shouts ," oh, turning to catch up go to pushcart " it is just some that that happy energy has only child really. Original she is happy and so simple!

We all the way go up do not not ride urgently slowly, choose specially those we have not gone for quite a long time to pass by to go, the place that has not arrived is seen , see that there is what change. Sometimes, will go to slope, I very strenuously, dead energy land step on. " Ai, can I't step on , are to have no air? " I shout. " go to slope " old public when preceding should I. " it is not steep that this slope seems , why I am so strenuous " my heart says. Is very easy slope has climbed. One sees is preceding, " Ha-Ha, decline " I let to say. Very quickly, it is the same that I have rushed to go down , resemble well quickly to fly. It is then preceding to level road. I think that if this road is always leveled , some slope has no , also has no meaning too.

We have gone to well far road, have just come most America is also a most romantic road - - lovers road. It is to lean a road of sea force , is very long and very long. On each holiday and evening, this on the road many persons take a walk , play , have more lovers in the evening. We push vehicle , go slowly along the fence of sea force, the scenery of side appreciation sea surface. Wind is not great, but have no wind also 3 rulers of wave, so sea wave or a wave a wave that receives pat coast and Dui stone. Seawater is still very clear, however sea surface goes up float various rubbish, some place still floats the oil between Huang Lan Xiang. I think that this is also the part of modern civilization. In air, clip sea fishy smell and saline taste , but is not very smell bad.

Bank side, each separate a distance have 1 or 2 persons when hammer catches , however just like their gains, it is not many. On the stone chair of side, a pair is for lovers or friend is resting , look at a pair of they as, I feel that they are well romantic, perhaps, they see us to so ride single vehicle, a 3 drive around in seaside, they will also say that we have good taste very much. " ride to go up , so go to go arrive some time " it is always public to have gone up vehicle to say for me. " I feel here to walk, is more comfortable than riding vehicle " I say. But have gone or riding. Because of " the future returns very long " daughter is very happy, all the way go up sprinkle take off is her laughter.

We have ridden a little while, have gone to fishing woman here. Fishing woman is the symbol of this city. Allegedly before this city, it is little fishing village, people are to rely on catching fish to make a living completely. Afterwards when fishing village changes for city, people have carved a both hands " fishing woman" , hold the act of bright pearl to carry beyond the limit, store the statue that stands in sea. So," fishing woman" is also this city One of tourist site. A lot of persons of other places admire name come to to view and admire " fishing woman" wind Cai. So, there are the person of quite many here. And we have seen a time of another time, also see still do not be disgusted. When remembering daughter for 4 years old, I bring daughter Taking public vehicle pass here, daughter has seen that the statue of " fishing woman " says unexpectedly that a word is not the America that praises her , is " fishing female older sister, you count carefully, do not break nautical mile " I am thinking , her our adult appreciation America, whether the "safety" of her concern.

We when fishing woman this has staied for some minutes, go continuously forward , arrive seashore swim site. There are also many seashore swim site persons. Now, figure quality life is good, it is pursuing a kind of cultural life , are all pursuing a kind of experience and a kind of enjoyment. Here, it has a lot of project played on the sea. Have the two persons on sea bicycle, marine tricycle has speedboat , has the vehicle of sandy beach, still have a lot of I let to be not famous. However, these project costs are more expensive. Daughter wants to play very much, we promise her, if she shows well, let her play a project for duration of National Day. Today, can only play on sandy beach. Here, sand is more thick , is not very fine and smooth and smooth , but is good, very comfortable for the massage of foot. Daughter follows sea wave one into one to retreat, when sea wave is returned , she goes at the same time toward nautical mile, then sea wave rushes , she one turns round to cry out in alarm run on bank. It is so happy that she plays what, it is so unrestrained, smile may open bosom to laugh , cry may cry fully. I really admire her very much.

At twelve o'clock or later , our belly has long also begun to sing empty city idea. " noon goes where have meal? " old is public to ask me. " casual you, you say which go is which, expensive cheap follow you " I say. If when former, I can surely say: Eat casually trip, outside, it is so expensive to eat. And now, I also think open that is expensive and expensive to count , am also not to often eat. What person is most important is that it is happy , uses a little more money, since changing , it is happy, also is worth for. Because it is some and happy , it does not be come to that using any money change.

We seek to seek to go, actually also sink how to seek. Our is to see the change of here while seeking. Because before, we rent room, live here. As a result, we have taken coming down in a very little, very fine shop. This is a Taiwan easy shop. Three of our persons have ordered the thing that wants to eat by oneself. Daughter has counted a eggplant juice chicken willow Italy to cook surface15It is first,12Yuan is old and15It is first. These have5Yuan is52It is first. If eat other52Yuan also worths.

Have eaten meal, we have again gone to seashore park. Daughter says in the morning that will go. Old is public to have promised to have not but promised to play those projects. I have taken coming down on meadow , am tired really. But daughter is not glad very much , makes a noise to play those projects , says that we do not let her play one, play also one is also good, let her satisfy. I promise her to play2Yuan a project of money, because other project consumption physical staminas are too many. Daughter begins to disagree that afterwards, the method of sinking is agreed still. Error a little while, she has run: " mother2Yuan the project of moneyBBThose carriages that can be played. " that gives you one yuan again, are you good? " " 3 pieces also have no " interesting " will not , have a lot " daughter knows that has not also used moreover, have gone. I sit in that, really want to lie down , a sleep that sleeps is just good. So, son steps on single vehicle to return , wants to so really cannot bear for a long time. " come next time, I bring pad, may when this a sleep that sleeps. " I say. " want not, you go to our company to sleep as soon as feel , I tape daughter goes to Afghan to pamper that plays " his company when is nearby, some minutes have arrived. Exactly his office has folded bed , is used by his lunch break. Afghan pampers is the writing of his company Yuan, daughter most likes to play with her.

So, we have again gone to his company. I have

At the time of four o'clock, us, prepare to15It does not endure to starve that first Italy cooks surface. Point is that she wants to eat thing. " point does not care about appearance of person , I have said so many 'E's , pay no attention to what I want to eat. " daughter for her old pa says. I smile. " is old and big just like her is the same, what will ask her " we smile. Exactly preceding home would get base shop. " I give your 10 Yuan money, does yourself buy Hamburg pack to eat , are very good? Daughter is well happy, but she still wants ice cream, I have not replied. We are waiting for outside until she comes out , come out until also not see her for quite a long time. It is always public to not rest assured to go in to see. " " let her come " I say. The ability of daughter this respect is not very strong , will be so exercised. Old public have gone in still, but have not discovered to daughter. Result daughter comes out " mother, still2First money, want2First money.10Yuan money still have is many. However, so long

She is also to sit in vehicle

However, our supper also has whereabouts , and need not do meal.

Ha-Ha, this day is very tired,