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Thursday, April 17, 2008

As soon as in the morning, having , it is some and a hour of

The mood of this morning is not

Having sent daughter in the morning to study at school return to take vehicle , guard against standing in advance to hit prevention needle. In last physical examination checks out body no Yi Gan antibody, a needle that have hit is now the second needle of dozen. I want to return early , still have a lot of matter in the morning to do early. However matter and is willing to violate. I ask the doctor to open sheet open. The doctor is very good, having not arrived yet go to work with time, begin to have gone to work. Is originally8:30Go to work , now, still

Possibility is begun from today, deliver consuming place to move. However, it is also the first day that goes to work after the long vacation of National Day because of being first day today. The person of today is really a lot many. Self study the person with high sex takes have wailed sit in that. The brain nots work smooth person still does not know is what matter. The special clever smooth person of the brain and the person of not high consciousness wail , also take one, then as if former the same station when that row of team. As a result, have queued up a long team. Thinking come out do not come , thinking go in enter do not go. The number on display screen does not also change. Siting in the person of that etc. will go to self soon , but left etc. also do not arrive , right etc. also do not arrive. " why matter? "

Deliver consuming crowded the dead in a mess. Take to report that there 4 windows are left empty. Why do you do not manage? The responsible person of hospital looks at in side , is how about after wanting to see reform. However, see this kind of condition, they do not know that the matter that maintains order and seems to not close them is the same. It is urgent the dead really.

At last,

" is to call number to queue up still after all?

A person has worried

" yes, if queue up

" who has so many

" I8:28Minute is9:30Having divided

Original is the person of

To reform , will insist to accomplish , wail if always shouting , having not arrived number do not receive , can somebody still queue up to insert team? As if the person that gives presents , if nobody receives courtesy, can somebody still send?

All your my

Result, those driver physical examinations arrive

Hit prevention needle

After again go bank delivers the money of social insurance to daughter, again wait for one hour. See to be preceding to have no some persons , however wait but have waited for one hour. 4 windows still have a window suspension service. Leave still divide whatABCWail ,AOneB, oneC, if know how long will wait , I may

I when think when Chinese can become voluntarily some, there is quality point, handle affairs efficiency can count high. If can resemble some country so: Tell the person that waits , preceding still have how many persons, still wait for how much time. Good let the person of etc. good plan does other matters. It is good.

One morning has some is

Ai, have no method.

Supermarket has not broken up money seek to customer, replace with sugar

Supermarket has not broken up money seek to customer, replace with sugar. I do not know whether this kind of practice is a kind of practice of not respect consumer's rights and interests and cheating customer.

Today, I buy vegetable in a supermarket. Receipt silver settlement after, receipt silver Yuan ask whether I have the scattered money of 7 angles or 2 angles, if have no her, it is to seek 3 candy to me. I have checked wallet, a angle that has only money scattered money.

She gives me 3 candy. Those candy use glue in bags put in receipt silver Taiwan. Give me the sugar on hand , have no place of production , have not also produced date , also have no name. If she does not say this, is sugar. Perhaps, nobody knows that this is sugar.

" why seek my sugar?

" I am not to have said with you? Have not broken up money, I seek sugar to you. With me really, have no scattered money of a angle. " receipt silver Yuan one side says , one side pulls the receipt silver machine son of steamer tray to me to see.

" you how to be so all right , this already is not first

" we also have no method,

I am on hand to grab

Perhaps, I should sympathize with supermarket this kind of practice, perhaps, bank really has no scattered money of a angle to change. But as a chain supermarket and large scale supermarket, though, it is not very famous , is not international chain. Should also not occur such matter again and again. Our customer how to know these sugars is not is supermarket sells not go out? Are you overdue? This seems to force customer buies sugar is the same. If every customer loses few angle money when doing shopping , also takes thing to replace , does supermarket agree? Today is the money of a angle can't change , there is this kind of practice, afterwards can the money of a Yuan can't change , are you also so? Do you do not remove this kind of possibility? Perhaps, the price of this 3 sugars not triangle money, however, this is not surely unexpectedly that customer wants. Supermarket has not also informed , does shopping to want since match the scattered money of a angle , seeks candy otherwise.

Ai, happen to chatter.

Light rail, when can you repair?

In the morning, younger sister again calls

" former two days I want to call to you, his pa says

" with you, son again does not drink water , and does not eat green vegetables , is now dried since fall, this how to be all right " I very air has to say. " is that normally, you spoil , do not force him to eat green vegetables , you spoil your son, than me, spoiling daughter return all previous harm. "

" I let him to drink water

" let him to wash every day will

I am not glad, true very much , do not want to have run. Just sit , and will go. , there, it is repairing road , dust flies all over the sky, eye opens do not drive. Etc. public vehicle will wait very for a long time. However, nephew, also do not have the heart to not go. Child actually also blames the pitiful. Checking life surely have no , will not again take care of self well by oneself at home. Ai, go.

" you gang I rush honey water

" it is good

The honey in home for quite a long time , dare

So, have bought apple and a pear

Send arrive , his school is doing exercises during the break. Until having finished , give him thing. Pitiful, real speech is difficult. I think suddenly that his throat may be not only the reason of drinking water less. Perhaps, it is still the reason with empty body. Should eat a little more to grow the thing of overcast moist lung. This child is so since childhood, one cries throat wants dumb well few days. There is problem just like vocal cords. Look at his Islam room , is sorry at heart. Parents gain a little more money, for own career. Bitter is child. However, this times also have what method?

Wait for public vehicle when returning , exactly a regular bus just sits , preceding is red light, vehicle has stoped a long strip. I come , beckon before the door of rail cars in port, miss driver can open the door let I go up. This driver is very law-abiding , does not open the door. I have no method , have to go toward station.

I wait for until etc. have turned all the way, vehicle has passed another road, go the same way to turn few classes have , have no that road vehicle that I take. " why matter , repair road do not also wait so for a long time. Other vehicles also when this passes , have also come very quickly. " I say at heart. At the same time, regret to sink to ride vehicle. Because nephew school is also not far. Dozen return , have waited so for a long time, it is unwilling. Wait , wish , dust does not know have eaten amount enters stomach. Have come at last one.

" 23 road vehicles separate a class of some minutes? " after geting on , I ask driver, " a class of 6 or 7 minutes " he says. " a class of 6 or 7 minutes? I when this rapid forty point , person will soon wait to die. " I say. " will not so exaggerate " he says. " you have not waited for that vehicle does not be known " I say. " you have not shed this river does not know. We also have no method, we also think that soon, we have not again driven to buy vegetable. We are also works. " he is a little angry land say. " Ai, it is not to say that you are slow. But waiting for vehicle to wait , have to worry. " I say. " can so understand is good, afterwards, meeting is counted well, road has repaired bus is special to have said. However, 23 road vehicles will be also slowed still very much. " he says. Red light is extinguished , green light has lit. I do not speak. Also do not want to say. Is really tired.

Light rail,

I no matter, I will wait to deliver Jing come

Sending daughter to study at school will soon see sub-district entrance at sub-district entrance when returning , lean the place of road , have the person of a pile to surround together. " have again had an accident? " I say at heart. See as soon as coming up. Really, have had an accident , look however , is not very serious. " it is not bad " say in my heart.

A man, right leg bends to level put when on the ground, left leg is bent , sole land, both hands hold left knee place, sit when on the ground. I have not seen behind man where he injures , have not also seen his front. On a pair of shoe, it is grey completely , still has red, yellow green spot above, clothing is also dirty, it should be construction worker to look. Side is oblique to pour a old bicycle, bicycle is that the scholar of one turns in the past. I have understood. This one sits when on the ground man ride vehicle west from east, scholar driver original drive east from west, result, think left turn go to sub-district entrance north. It is so, they want to have bumped against.

Surrounding in the person that sees , man is in the majority , and they still your one speech I one language land for that man says what. I know these men, 10 persons have 9 persons yes scholar driver. Because in my sub-district, a lot of scholar driver lives , daily sub-district entrance has a lot of scholar vehicle to park , add other vehicles again, sub-district entrance is a name is consistent its car park on-the-spot , and do not receive parking cost. , especially morning and evening, scholar driver handover class, that is lively and outstanding.

A man squats when on the ground, on hand take the money of 200 Yuan to ask that sit when on the ground man. " you want how much money after all , say that counts " " I do not want money, I will wait to deliver Jing come " that man that is injured says. " deliver Jing have come , with you, have again pasted adhesive tape, say not settle " side another man road. " I no matter, I will wait to deliver Jing come , deliver Jing have come , it is that my mistake is my mistake. " that man says very stubbornly. " Ai , you say that a number gives you money , buy medicine. " another man says. I know that these persons want to spend money soon to send this man to go , deliver Jing have come , have troubled very much. However, this man is to pay no attention to them.

" Ai , you do not wait for that all are nearly impossible to mix , you do not make things difficult for me. " the man on hand who takes money says. I think that this person should be the driver of that scholar vehicle. " I no matter , I will wait to deliver Jing come " sit when on the ground man say. Now, a man rides single vehicle to give sit when on the ground man a mobile phone. Man receives to handle machine have put in trousers bag. " you have called to shout to deliver Jing , is? A " the man that squats in place asks. Being sit when on the ground man reply. It is to can not send this man that that man on hand who takes money spends money soon, but, have shaken to shake the head , have given the another man of side money , another man has received money , and has given another man, this man has put money into pocket.

I do not know the "traffic accident" here have had how many times. Yesterday when I buy vegetable , in this side, am also to surround the person of a pile, than today slightly 1 p.m.. A man knee is injured to bleed. I have not come up to see , it is what matter to not know after all. It should be also collision.

Say sentence true words, riding vehicle every day to send daughter study at school , on the right way, I still do not worry about that pour worrying at this sub-district entrance. Because here, the vehicle that turns a corner is too many, and speed is returned very quickly. Go up going home from work, next going home from work person is also many. Because this section is gold section, this road is trunk road. So, there are many quantity of stream of people. I am very careful and very little every day , sometimes, it is past to push vehicle straightforwardly to go. I may dare not to let daughter have what mishap.

I have gone. Also not bosom

I am thinking: Why can't all count slowly? Surely have an accident quickly easily. And have had an accident , have no benefit for any one side. If fall down to deformity or desperately, isn't that is more miserable.

Friends count slowly.

Old pa wishes you happy, healthy

Today is special

Today is the birthday of old pa. Kind, honest, diligent old pa is year-old in this year. In today of last year, we make the birthday of 60 years old home for him. Our customs does 9 do not do 10, passing birthday is the nominal age of error. Do not know Sha meaning. Old pa lets us not to pass birthday specially back for him , says that wastes money. However, we have returned , he is very happy. We say: It is not to pass birthday , we return to see them also is should. Money are gained not , are also outside thing. Can get along with kinsfolk , can be just most happy and most happy together with kinsfolk. If say not is realistic life compels , I really want to often see parents home very much , accompany them. Old pa fears always that he lets us spend money. Perhaps, it is that we have not used , has not gained money. It is to call , we want to say few sentences with him, he worries about that we want a lot of telephone rate. Say that is not being easy outside.

Call the telephone in home in the morning, have sounded for quite a long time also nobody receives. Pa mother possibility happens outside have worked. They have the work of not over trunk always. Hit papa mobile phone , point out to say that user is very busy. I think should is sister-in-law calls to return busy line. Last year his error or the mobile phone of pa birthday, we buy to him. He is very happy. " calculate is hit at noon again " I say.

Noon has meal , old is public to call to ask the telephone of my pa. Oh, I still forget to call to pa , but for that old is public to call , I have forgotten this matter. It is always public to seldom call to father. Their two son-in-law of old man seems to have no words to say. Possibility is because marry to count knot from time to time DiThough, so closing for a long time have also untied , but always have no words to say. Together with old public personality, do not resemble brother-in-law , meeting from time to time dozen telephone ask sound to install , blow own accomplishment. But for that last night, I am public for old to say ,: Tomorrow, my pa passes birthday. He will not call. He never notes calls number. He from home also not notes, also seldom hit. Regular is I remind that he has not called for quite a long time to my parents-in-law. " I morning dozen nobodies receive , you hit first, you have hit me to hit again. " I say.

When I call , pa is having meal. In mouth, contain meal to receive telephone. " Ai, normally after birthday, you do not call " pa says. " however birthday, calling telephone to ask that installs is also all right. Aren't you bad? " I say. Do not know why, is for parents , that sentence " wish birthday happiness " say that do not come out. In pa heart, also know that call today to return , wish his birthday happy. Parents have too many worry between us , miss too many , may never say with writing and language. Always when very thin in Suo daily matter embodiment.

" I morning calls

" I and your mother go out to work , have

" you will notice body , do not want again do is so meddlesome " I say. The body of pa is lacked originally very much, add 11 copies of last year again have moved surgical operation, in this year in May, have again moved , although is not what big surgical operation , is so larger than still being surgical operation and age unexpectedly , is nearly impossible to recover. I really worry about his body very much. May he may make a little matter only, it does not be come down that he stops. Hard working life.

" have not done what, have not done overweight work. Hear A Ling to say that you both are thin and are dark , your body is how about, is stomach trouble good? " pa says. Ling is the big daughter-in-law of younger brother. National Day comes I this , affirm that she calls to say.

" do not hear her, is more thin and more some than the former , dark also send daughter to study at school to sun. Stomach has been all right. " I say. It is what to not know. We always hold back unpleasant information. Fear always that opposite side worries. Do not say that have no worry, have is also to hide. As if pa moves twice surgical operation, he does not let elder brother tell us , fears that we worry. Elder brother thinks of responsibility, is big, after all, performing an operation have danger. He tells us secretly. Pa is such a person. He never wants one to divide money to us, would rather own province eats Jian land time.

" I am to fear that you concern too many, pressure

" will not. What matter comes slowly.

" you have had meal? " pa asks. " is eating. Do

This is that pa passes

Have hung telephone, there

The one of course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting

She calls big swallow , is born at a poor peasant home , has a elder brother, a younger sister, two younger brothers. Grandmother remains a widow to bring her father. Since having eaten , a lot of bitter reasons and bodies are not good very much. Parents want when in production team Lao make, sister-in-law nobody looks after. So, she has become little adult , does farm work in gang home , looks after sister-in-law. In a twinkle she is 10 years old, it is half that younger sister is one year younger than her, call little swallow. Grandmother has no cultural loss because of having eaten , must so let her sisters two study at school , studying knowledge, do the other , most minimum want to be able to protect self is bullied by person.

So their sisters two,

It is that they compare big sensible point to not know , still their the brain real than the clever light of others, still why matter, their score is good, before always when 1 or 2, especially big swallow. To discuss the clever light of the brain, big swallow is not as good as little swallow, but little swallow covets to play , hardworking is few as using , so score is not good enough than big swallow. Perhaps, it is clumsy that this can mend frequently. Since childhood, study the level of one year to the level of junior high of 2 years, sisters are two to be in the same class , to beginning at three o'clock, they have divided into classes. It is from classmate to teacher, teacher goes to principal , and then goes to parents , goes to neighbor, hope them can two swallows fly in unison, the school that can examine well is studied for some years , has working minute , can alleviate the burden of parents. However they hardworking use still not enough, in God has not chosen still she. A swallow has not flown. It is half that big swallow examination guard school lacks a minute, have examined county key high school, little swallow than big swallow lose tens of minutes, have examined district high school only. Little swallow has no book to read. Home in send not , or helping parents at home, work. Big swallow has not also planed to read , read high school in home, really, it is very difficult matter, the economy in home also let not , they begin to study it is late, now, it is great to read the age of high school. With her person with age, when she reads beginning have married at three o'clock. However, she really wants to study very much.

Ai, two swallows

The 2 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting

Not know Heaven to want let her study , is still what. Her teacher knows that her parents do not let her read high school , comes to advise her parents. This teacher is still the teacher of her pa mother. Pa mother still respects him. Her hall elder brother has known that also comes to advise her parents. Other persons come to advise her parents let her read high school. Say , have entered this high school is equal to a foot have entered university door. Why still do not read , others wants to did not think. So she has also burnt the fire of the hope of studying. Parents are under the persuasion of numerous person with her in hope agree at last that she has studied continuously.

She reads high school. Little

However, destiny is that such love teases person. She just when high school has read a semester, mother has to die quickly for illness. In home, envelop in the black clouds , have no laughter and joy , only moan and groan , it is depressed. Finish Gao Yi, she has left off study , works at home.

She leaves off study , is at home. Mother land illness like also miracle land is good a lot. In home, have got laughter again , have got life. Is she is impossible to have studied again after returning to school. It wants that so long as mother can be good , she can not study.

The body of mother improves gradually.

She preparation follows must main forces, find a job under south. This is also the meaning of papa. Because in home, need money urgently to use. , in county town, do not also find suitable matter to do.

So February 27,1992, her south takes off. Really, have become a lonely swallow , have not flown merely , and wander on being level ground. Drift. She hopes to find that slice of sky that belongs to her , , , a swallow the lonely dream that flies has died young . . . . ..

The 3 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting

Big swallow and 3 fellow villagers and 3 a male women take ship to provincial capital in county town to take train, go to Guangzhou. The train ticket special disaster of then is bought , the person who takes train is specially many. Have gone to provincial capital to buy second day only the train ticket of evening, it is still ticket for standing room , still transfers in continent. It is the first time that big swallow makes door , takes train for the first time. It is moved that she holds a luggage to wrap every vehicle case , move a side of open space put pack under buttocks to sit , both hands hold have slept before chest. Say that is to sleep , is actually to narrow eye. She how can sleep.

Before dawn at six o'clock,10Yuan has bought two seats

Have taken train to find seat , but have< xml:namespace prefix=st1 ns="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags"/>< personname w:st=on productid=姹?River< personname/>Mr helps them, call them open , still let one in six of their seats to them. Going up them all the way take care of them , but they have not spoken real words for them. Stranger dare not believe. Big swallow is classmate of junior high with the schoolboy that comes together , does not be in the same class with school , but knows. His sister is finding a job outside. Big swallow has no kinsfolk when outside , have two is not the table aunt that kisses very. Also calculate kinsfolk. She seeks them. Two that girls are when outside job hunting visits relative home, already when outside have seen some society. Than big swallow, it is many to know.

Evening has gone< personname w:st=on productid=姹?River< personname/>Mr lets them to live in hotel together with them , says that second day goes again. They have not replied. Having made railway station sit Sino-Pakistani have gone to their last destination - - Zhuhai. At that time, it is 3 p.m. many.

The 4 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting

Two that persons who have work go to dormitory , have called the little table of big swallow aunt. Her little table aunt and two that girls work together. The older sister of that boy has also come. There is a hotel beside their company, they have taken being daybreak in the pavilion of hotel. The older sister of that boy is always accompanying big swallow and them. The table aunt of big swallow returns dormitory sleep. The company's location of table aunt is in ZhuhaiADistrict makes shoes, Taiwanese drives. Scale has manyBIt is beenADistrict

At last

Since showing aunt, ask that big swallow wants to have what breakfast. And big swallow what does not want to eat , is extremely thirsty. She wants to eat ice cream. She feels that has only that ice to untie the fire on her heart, heart goes up is thirsty. Actually, she does not like to eat this thing.

The first shape thing that she eats to Zhuhai

The 5 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Live secretly in classmate dormitory

Live secretly

Little table aunt brings big swallow and has arrived , show aunt that , when showing aunt , also go to work in this company , and mix still good , will lead. Now, do not know that what reason does not make , going to hotel have gone to work , also mix good. She has not read what book yet, just like junior high, have not graduated yet. But man-machine spirit, it is beautiful , has a glib tongue. It is the talent of public relations. With her, may let outsider go in. Big swallow when that has slept to feel.

In the afternoon, have returned the company of little table aunt with little table aunt. But she can only when outside is waiting. The dormitory condition of little table aunt is counted well , is single room, 5 or 6 persons are a , are in charge of very tight, outsider is nearly impossible to mix to go in. Luckily, big swallow has classmate to call Afghanistan flower in this company. Actually, big swallow has not spent with Afghan to be in the same class , is in the same class with her younger brother. She will be 1 or 2 classes higher than big swallow. But big swallow learning score is good, the person of school knows her. It is good that her dormitory condition sinks , tens of persons a coherent shop, it is tight that pipe has to sink , may slide secretly to go in. Still this major classmate thinks of town feelings especially for person and the special enthusiastic, special person of taking care. She has brought big swallow her dormitory has lived , following time is when her that lives. Having meal also is she from company's meal hall secretly region comes out. Sometimes, have not brought , big swallow when surface buies bread to eat.

Big swallow wants to find work soon very much , does not live with Classmate she. She fears to implicate classmate very much, if checking out evening, she sleeps here. Classmate will be fined , has been even stir-fried squid. The type of work of classmate divides very well , and has not been so tired , has again high wages. It is not good to have implicated her. In her heart, want to find work soon, no matter wages amount , place has been all right.

This is fact, us not whether accept

" that day calls , has your pa said what with you? " old public have remembered that day suddenly pa error birthday calls matter. " have not also said what, it is some old saying. Ask safety, it is not good to ask to have a good time , ask body condition. Pa hears Ling say , I both am thin and am dark. Have you and my pa said what? " I ask. " is also to ask these, he asks my body book, still very ask that your stomach trouble is how about. " old is public to say. " ask that you are just real concern , ask me , fear merely that my body is not good, wages will be lost " old is public and smiles to say. I also smile. " have asked for leave if I have fallen ill , will deduct wages , if that of a serious illness is more miserable. " he again says. " yes, he worries about that his daughter has no meal to eat " I say. " is that dog bites Lv Dong Bin really, do not know popular feeling , conscienceless thing. " I smile says.

" you do not scold me oh, fact is so " old is public and says. " pass birthday if being my pa, I do not want to hit to not hit, I also have no necessity, is glad for you, for him, it is glad , calls telephone. He blames if wanting to blame to scold to scold , is own anyway. And your pa is different. As if you for me parents. To be glad for me , be glad for them and call telephone, say that is against will. " " talk nonsense " I stare old public a glance. It is always public to see me to smile.

Smile goes back to

I want to say unavoidably in heart: Actually old public say is also truth. Own parents and parents-in-law are different. Though, parents-in-law are old public parents , will like house and crow , may separate first floor after all , and have not gotten along together, those feelings is not natural, not true. And son-in-law and father-in-law mother are also same. The relation between son-in-law and father-in-law mother is counted fortunately, so long as the two of husband and wife has not been hit head broken and bleeding, has not gone up court, though, the relation between this son-in-law and father-in-law mother is psychological and not very joyful , but is still to be all right superficially. What pity is the relation of parents-in-law and daughter-in-law , especially the daughter-in-law relation of old woman, it is that however subtleness very, good time good extremely, at not good time, may scold for trivial matter. That words scolded , that has been hard to say. So as soon as scolding , good words separate one or two month to again restore good relations. Pity is there son. The still good point that can be handled is fooled here , is fooled there , will not be handled , it is miserable, both sides are not persons.

This daughter-in-law relation of old woman, hear a foreigner to say , is also a kind of culture of China , is such is of long standing , it is broad and profound, is such is unfathomable, it is subtle. After all how, we do not know. This Chinese culture, us even some fur glues not go up, can accept some Chinese characters only just. This daughter-in-law of old woman concerns us, also do not know how to handle , since we grandmother and we do not live together, even stay for a year together for some years together in slow-witted not last few days for few days, this few days affirm well , live in peace with each other error, have what not satisfactory also tolerate to put when at heart. As incorrect? However, I think , is long-term together words, will also tolerate first had better to, afterwards, it is clear to say again, injure husband and wife otherwise feelings.

I also do not know , is that this what daughter-in-law of old woman gets along for such disaster. Perhaps, it is communication problem, because at many times, it is to say that person hears person inadvertently to want. At many times, it is the intention of guess opposite side , but not guesses always toward benefit, always go not benefit guess. Because it is not own mother , is not own daughter. Because it is not as basic as feelings. Do not believe always that it is good that opposite side can have for self. Popular feeling does not be measured.

Does common saying say that for 5 years, a big ditch, a little ditch of 3 years and the acting ditch of this daughter-in-law of old woman have few ditches? Parents and offspring have acting ditch , have the foundation of feelings have , moreover this is not as basic as feelings, live together suddenly. Is parents it has what together with offspring to say that what and some minor matters so say on heart that will not pile up in the past. Will not accumulate over a long periodly which day outbreak comes out. My parents-in-law do not live with us together, they cannot depart from hometown , do not want to come. My goes when separating to them telephone newspaper safety, asking safety to them send living cost , let the obedient heart of daughter-in-law. It is good to publicize heart always, it is also good to let own obedient heart, is for home of old man happy is also good. But leting own duty, the color of feelings has amount, perhaps as if old is public to say: This is fact. Us not whether accept.

The 6 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: The money of 90 Yuan enter factory

The money

Original big swallow may however want to have resident ID card into the company of table aunt, may just enter. She has no yet, it is temporary to have only. Table aunt holds person to help her , have sought matter to do. This person is also fellow villager, seem to run business. She says that will deliver the money of 70 Yuan into this factory , says that is that and responsible to want. Big swallow has given. Then when managing formality, manager will again receive 20 Yuan. After going to work , big swallow and fellow worker just know merely. That money of 70 Yuan are the introduction costs of her receipt of fellow villager. Ai, actually, she receives if wanting to receive Ma, trunk Ma will say that is that others wants? It is to not understand really.

This factory is the factory of arts and crafts, factory building is a village people residential area, house is very new, should is local rich village people new cover use used for rent to person when factory building or factory dormitory. The product that factory does is handwork work completely. Sometimes, will wear pearl son with needle into hand chain or necklace , still have headdress flower doer. Work overtime every day in the evening to add until good night, still add sometimes all night. The hand of big swallow has been been needle-punched to reach blood , but will be also tolerated. In the evening under dim lamplight, wear pearl son, eye sees to not settle, flow out tear , may want still to continue doing. Having meal to though do not want self will eat to draw out money , in factory, pack is eaten , but meal hall is wraped by two Guangdong sons, the meal done has can imagine. Sometimes really, is hard to swallow , but will also eat. Otherwise, rush by oneself instant noodles or buy bread.

Going home from work after, want to rush hot water cools , that is impossible. Because have only one electrothermal kettle temperature water, so, many persons are turn for big swallow to have lit probably in day. Big swallow only washes cool water , however, what big swallow is most afraid of is to have cool water bath. However, there is what method. Sometimes, kettle has spoilt , water drunk has no , only receives water on water headstall to drink. Some person is more convenient, cup not uses , directly use mouth as tap drinks. On domestic 1000 days, it is good , makes outside a dynasty disaster.

Character signature

Have online friend Ni name calls "heaven", her character signature is: Heaven and hell is one thinks of this difference, the beautiful pain of hell of heaven is everything of human world under neutralization. I ask her is when "heaven" is still " hell", she says her in "human world". I think that when she writes thisness signature, the possibility in heart is very painful, very contradictory , hesitate very much, otherwise she is also impossible to have this kind of character signature like "philosophic theory".

Yes, it is a difference thought of only between heaven and hell, the words with good idea Heaven hall , not good words go to the fields prison. " so called a false step becomes eternal hate " is this meaning perhaps.

Heaven is beautiful , has not been ugly , has not been dirty , has not been cheated , is only kind , has only angel, bird language colored perfume and everything are beautiful to have everything. However hell, ox first horse surface, monsters, you bully me to pretend , are cry everywhere , call sound , are dirty and ugly everywhere, , , and have human world and human world what? Human world has America, it is ugly to have , there is good, there is evil, it has to bully , has to pretend , has letter , has justice , has pain, it is bitter to have , there is worry, there is music, , , , all these, do not be just the beautiful and hell land of heaven pain together?

Some person, suddenly, a idea has brought her into the door of heaven perhaps , has brought her right off into the door of hell perhaps. Go perhaps left is the road of Heaven hall, go right is to enter the door of hell, one thinks of this difference, heaven other hell. It is dangerous.

A story is spoken: A immortal, receive orders heaven and hell check. He arrives hell , sees that a lot of persons surround to sit together, everybody feature is thin, bone such as firewood, everybody moans and groans , in front of everybody, put a bowl food and a long spoon, may this long spoon has grown too, self can do nothing about it , send food into own mouth , it is taken that they so do , trunk is looked at , dry big eye stares little eye land starve to wait to die, , , immortal shakes to shake the head to go. He has come heaven, see completely different phenomenon. Same is the person of a pile surrounds to sit together, may their surface of every one bonus is mellow, in front of the laughter and joy of every one, is a bowl food also, also, it is a long spoon, may they take long spoon is feeding others food mutually , , , immortal not from have to sigh in resignation. I think that this is that the current pair that person says wins. Pair has won like Heaven hall, pair has lost like enter hell. However this also is one of person thinks of the result that causes.

A lifetime of everybody is not that a sail is few to obey , there is pain , there is difficulty , there is tear. A lifetime of everybody also does not be painful completely , also does not be sad completely , also has happiness , also has cheerful laugh. Is many and is few. Say as a writer: What difference have sage, worthy, great man and ordinary person? Take off beautiful coat, everybody is similar meat body. Only - - recovers is body goes through 100 wars, it is innumerable scar to recover; It is to have gone through dark blue mulberry to recover , recovering is 100 holes 1000 sores. Yes, everybody is the same. If, person can in when bitter have fun , can so as is bitter to be happy, that bitter is also not bitter, that pain is also not painful.

" my heaven " friend, how are you?

If living

Do not want

Not restrain

Believe that will

Our heart yearning

Nowadays,

Everything is

That past will

Daughter and classmate man" cancel shoulder to put up the back "

" Classmate I when is preceding " daughter says that makes off at once , schoolbag is carrying to jolt. Send daughter in the morning to study at school , go to school side to want a road , so push vehicle. After having passed road, person is many, whole carry schoolbag, dress school takes , on young tender face, write fully the flower of pure motherland. Also have certainly already is motherland " very tall big tree" I with my same kinds.

For the safety of motherland flower, I " this very tall big tree ", certainly, will cherish them , can only so push vehicle to go forward , is still my merely big tree mainly , is still not enough for " very tall " , still study the reason of ability.

Daughter when is preceding to run , I am going at the back. I see forward , have not also seen Classmate she that I know , do not know that the person that she will catch up is who after all. When will soon go to school entrance, I just see her with a classmate " cancel shoulder put up the back " land embrace mutually have to say that there is smile to go. Classmate Na sees than daughter short very likely first, my again careful one, day , that classmate seems male classmate , sees schoolbag color, the schoolbag of general schoolgirl is not those color, and hair is also short male first son. " she why and Classmate Na is so good, see that they seem very happy appearance. " I say at heart.

Until checking entrance , she also does not wait for me, go unexpectedly really with Classmate Na to study garden go. " A Ying, A Ying " she has not heard. Her kettle and lunch-box are returned in my vehicle basket. " A Ying and A Ying" pay no attention to me still. " this kid, having got friend do not want old mother. " my heart says. They have entered campus to sink to go to few steps , have stoped suddenly to say that some what seems to have again recalled what. This daughter of " A Ying and A Ying " has heard , return beyond the limit to me this goes. Classmate Na also looks back at the same time. As soon as I see face, appearance is to resemble boy , is quite lovely. However I also should not affirm is not. Is in charge of him.

Daughter has received thing to go in. I always look at besides

Seem that daughter has own good friend. It looks as if, she has very much happy error in school, it would be returned for quite a long time just that finishing the school day every day in the afternoon to want in school play. It is good to study rope skipping to study very much. As good friend is not boy, I think that that is not important, they are such is pure. So long as them are happy, are meddlesome. However, again big point will maintain distance , is then perhaps, them also meeting. Is?

The 7 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Mail the letter 8 angles, receive 10 letter angles

Mail the letter

This factory of big swallow though calls factory , but also does not resemble appearance of factory , boss often needs not to be this , a female manager is in charge of. Factory building is very little , is the house of two layers of building, a level of girl lives , it is two levels of to go to work. Boy another rent is a to live. Home in come to letter can't also send factory, the host that sends to side little shop receives , the host of little shop gives them again. If they want letter to give a Yuan money , he does not want. Who does not want these letters? Two Yuan also wants. Mail the letter only 8 angles, receipt letter 10 angles. Are you reasonable? How many reasonable matters has world?

Big swallow makes one month in this factory , has sent 70 Yuan only when sending wages, manage the money of temporary residency card because of deduct 200 Yuan. In those years, this city temporary residency card is very expensive, and verifying also check very tight, have no certificate dare not go out to play. Evening will be checked sometimes , is scared extremely. Perhaps, is because is expensive, so, all do not want to manage , so, it is more tight to check. Luckily Chinese food, dinner is to eat in factory, do not draw out money by oneself, otherwise have meal money have sunk.

Another month has passed. Big swallow misses home very much , writes letter to classmate when it is at leisure , tells them her in the matter of here. Sometimes, writing is written , have cried , but again dry tear at once , say for self: It is strong and some. She most thinks that the matter done is to write letter , writes diary. Most managing look over receive household, the letter of classmate. They also receive her letter well, have replied in time to her. This lets her very happy.

Rich guest and star

And message rich guest keeper hair personal letter asks me to have have wanted to apply for being and reporting rich guest and star. I does not know what difference rich pipe star has , has also not thought in person to pawn. Even go up rich guest focusing me has not thought. Originally, apply for rich guest but one just applies for by chance. My is to record a bit in life, record own story and the story of others. In life see to smell think of to feel , come down with clumsy notes. There is time, there is mood, want to write to write , have no time , have no mood, not think write do not write , very at will. I does not want to apply for what painstakingly. Everything obeies its nature. Thank for the good intention of keeper.

Also wanting to be own rich guest in person very much very much excellence has very much letter, it is very fine and very special. But, I just neglects to study money , lonely plain Gua smell , can not quote copiously from many sources like those rich friends who have talent , go up next 5000 years, it is this to talk about ancient theory. However, my works are original works mostly , have a little to turn to paste works, but have marked source. Ancient language " steal book person is also thief also ", do not say more, current pirated tort , so, I dare not come in disorder. Rich friend comments on my works welcome, write the good , all sustain , encourage , write not good, have injured all eye, please forgive. But I does not think in rich guest to be pleasant to the eye, arrive: Bad language dirty speech. My hope is happy to be rich guest, happiness when and message.

There is still a good friend,

I does not think why ask. Lifetime between matter, have a lot of have no " why ". Is willing to add me had better to friend, I am willing. I treasure this destiny share , treasure this friendship. Do not want , we also do not force. Perhaps, it is that I have neglected this good friend. Please forgive. Hope that I have not hurt this good friend.

Again positive festival will soon

Colleague cable words

" sting bell . . . . . ." I am washing

I: Feed,

A Hua: Which

I: Wash clothing

A Hua: Go

I: You how to have time to go around street , stir-fry just as fish. I prepare to knock Luo Da Gu land seek you , having called some of telephones can't seek person , always work overtime. Last Sunday, a man misses you very much , wants to see you , as a result, you work overtime.

A Hua:

She knows " Na

I: I say this group

A Hua: Yes,

I: Today

A Hua: Take vacation , there are few

I: It is so good. Do not go to

A Hua: Your rich

I: At noon, my daughter

Actually, daughter does not have meal home at noon, is today

A Hua: Is oh, she

I: Accompany you tomorrow

A Hua: Oh, still make

I: That you few

A Hua: There are

I: It is No. 19 , values positive

I understand that the holiday of their

A Hua: That day does not

I: Class adds

It is high that they

A Hua: Looking back

I: Is Ma.

A Hua: Do not have a

I: Bai

A Hua:

Have hung telephone. I think: Now, they have year well to take vacation , former I when that has no. A Hua is the colleague before me , goes to work in a workshop, and we have still cohabited for two years, suit together have rented a set of two Fang Yis the house of hall, she now still lives in that. So, feelings is quite good. It is also very casual to speak. However, they now has year to take vacation also thanks for us is away from factory. The labour law of original here has long stipulated have year to take vacation , but do not give us worker in factory Xiu, gives cadre Xiu. Afterwards, when that group of our person makes factory, what - - come out together have the persons more than 300. Making noise want to mend in factory to taste mention year take vacation matter. We have not mended , but they have got. This also calculates " predecessors plant tree, future generations enjoys the cool ".

A Hua, sorry. Have