The 6 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: The money of 90 Yuan enter factory

The money

Original big swallow may however want to have resident ID card into the company of table aunt, may just enter. She has no yet, it is temporary to have only. Table aunt holds person to help her , have sought matter to do. This person is also fellow villager, seem to run business. She says that will deliver the money of 70 Yuan into this factory , says that is that and responsible to want. Big swallow has given. Then when managing formality, manager will again receive 20 Yuan. After going to work , big swallow and fellow worker just know merely. That money of 70 Yuan are the introduction costs of her receipt of fellow villager. Ai, actually, she receives if wanting to receive Ma, trunk Ma will say that is that others wants? It is to not understand really.

This factory is the factory of arts and crafts, factory building is a village people residential area, house is very new, should is local rich village people new cover use used for rent to person when factory building or factory dormitory. The product that factory does is handwork work completely. Sometimes, will wear pearl son with needle into hand chain or necklace , still have headdress flower doer. Work overtime every day in the evening to add until good night, still add sometimes all night. The hand of big swallow has been been needle-punched to reach blood , but will be also tolerated. In the evening under dim lamplight, wear pearl son, eye sees to not settle, flow out tear , may want still to continue doing. Having meal to though do not want self will eat to draw out money , in factory, pack is eaten , but meal hall is wraped by two Guangdong sons, the meal done has can imagine. Sometimes really, is hard to swallow , but will also eat. Otherwise, rush by oneself instant noodles or buy bread.

Going home from work after, want to rush hot water cools , that is impossible. Because have only one electrothermal kettle temperature water, so, many persons are turn for big swallow to have lit probably in day. Big swallow only washes cool water , however, what big swallow is most afraid of is to have cool water bath. However, there is what method. Sometimes, kettle has spoilt , water drunk has no , only receives water on water headstall to drink. Some person is more convenient, cup not uses , directly use mouth as tap drinks. On domestic 1000 days, it is good , makes outside a dynasty disaster.

Character signature

Have online friend Ni name calls "heaven", her character signature is: Heaven and hell is one thinks of this difference, the beautiful pain of hell of heaven is everything of human world under neutralization. I ask her is when "heaven" is still " hell", she says her in "human world". I think that when she writes thisness signature, the possibility in heart is very painful, very contradictory , hesitate very much, otherwise she is also impossible to have this kind of character signature like "philosophic theory".

Yes, it is a difference thought of only between heaven and hell, the words with good idea Heaven hall , not good words go to the fields prison. " so called a false step becomes eternal hate " is this meaning perhaps.

Heaven is beautiful , has not been ugly , has not been dirty , has not been cheated , is only kind , has only angel, bird language colored perfume and everything are beautiful to have everything. However hell, ox first horse surface, monsters, you bully me to pretend , are cry everywhere , call sound , are dirty and ugly everywhere, , , and have human world and human world what? Human world has America, it is ugly to have , there is good, there is evil, it has to bully , has to pretend , has letter , has justice , has pain, it is bitter to have , there is worry, there is music, , , , all these, do not be just the beautiful and hell land of heaven pain together?

Some person, suddenly, a idea has brought her into the door of heaven perhaps , has brought her right off into the door of hell perhaps. Go perhaps left is the road of Heaven hall, go right is to enter the door of hell, one thinks of this difference, heaven other hell. It is dangerous.

A story is spoken: A immortal, receive orders heaven and hell check. He arrives hell , sees that a lot of persons surround to sit together, everybody feature is thin, bone such as firewood, everybody moans and groans , in front of everybody, put a bowl food and a long spoon, may this long spoon has grown too, self can do nothing about it , send food into own mouth , it is taken that they so do , trunk is looked at , dry big eye stares little eye land starve to wait to die, , , immortal shakes to shake the head to go. He has come heaven, see completely different phenomenon. Same is the person of a pile surrounds to sit together, may their surface of every one bonus is mellow, in front of the laughter and joy of every one, is a bowl food also, also, it is a long spoon, may they take long spoon is feeding others food mutually , , , immortal not from have to sigh in resignation. I think that this is that the current pair that person says wins. Pair has won like Heaven hall, pair has lost like enter hell. However this also is one of person thinks of the result that causes.

A lifetime of everybody is not that a sail is few to obey , there is pain , there is difficulty , there is tear. A lifetime of everybody also does not be painful completely , also does not be sad completely , also has happiness , also has cheerful laugh. Is many and is few. Say as a writer: What difference have sage, worthy, great man and ordinary person? Take off beautiful coat, everybody is similar meat body. Only - - recovers is body goes through 100 wars, it is innumerable scar to recover; It is to have gone through dark blue mulberry to recover , recovering is 100 holes 1000 sores. Yes, everybody is the same. If, person can in when bitter have fun , can so as is bitter to be happy, that bitter is also not bitter, that pain is also not painful.

" my heaven " friend, how are you?

If living

Do not want

Not restrain

Believe that will

Our heart yearning

Nowadays,

Everything is

That past will

Daughter and classmate man" cancel shoulder to put up the back "

" Classmate I when is preceding " daughter says that makes off at once , schoolbag is carrying to jolt. Send daughter in the morning to study at school , go to school side to want a road , so push vehicle. After having passed road, person is many, whole carry schoolbag, dress school takes , on young tender face, write fully the flower of pure motherland. Also have certainly already is motherland " very tall big tree" I with my same kinds.

For the safety of motherland flower, I " this very tall big tree ", certainly, will cherish them , can only so push vehicle to go forward , is still my merely big tree mainly , is still not enough for " very tall " , still study the reason of ability.

Daughter when is preceding to run , I am going at the back. I see forward , have not also seen Classmate she that I know , do not know that the person that she will catch up is who after all. When will soon go to school entrance, I just see her with a classmate " cancel shoulder put up the back " land embrace mutually have to say that there is smile to go. Classmate Na sees than daughter short very likely first, my again careful one, day , that classmate seems male classmate , sees schoolbag color, the schoolbag of general schoolgirl is not those color, and hair is also short male first son. " she why and Classmate Na is so good, see that they seem very happy appearance. " I say at heart.

Until checking entrance , she also does not wait for me, go unexpectedly really with Classmate Na to study garden go. " A Ying, A Ying " she has not heard. Her kettle and lunch-box are returned in my vehicle basket. " A Ying and A Ying" pay no attention to me still. " this kid, having got friend do not want old mother. " my heart says. They have entered campus to sink to go to few steps , have stoped suddenly to say that some what seems to have again recalled what. This daughter of " A Ying and A Ying " has heard , return beyond the limit to me this goes. Classmate Na also looks back at the same time. As soon as I see face, appearance is to resemble boy , is quite lovely. However I also should not affirm is not. Is in charge of him.

Daughter has received thing to go in. I always look at besides

Seem that daughter has own good friend. It looks as if, she has very much happy error in school, it would be returned for quite a long time just that finishing the school day every day in the afternoon to want in school play. It is good to study rope skipping to study very much. As good friend is not boy, I think that that is not important, they are such is pure. So long as them are happy, are meddlesome. However, again big point will maintain distance , is then perhaps, them also meeting. Is?

The 7 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Mail the letter 8 angles, receive 10 letter angles

Mail the letter

This factory of big swallow though calls factory , but also does not resemble appearance of factory , boss often needs not to be this , a female manager is in charge of. Factory building is very little , is the house of two layers of building, a level of girl lives , it is two levels of to go to work. Boy another rent is a to live. Home in come to letter can't also send factory, the host that sends to side little shop receives , the host of little shop gives them again. If they want letter to give a Yuan money , he does not want. Who does not want these letters? Two Yuan also wants. Mail the letter only 8 angles, receipt letter 10 angles. Are you reasonable? How many reasonable matters has world?

Big swallow makes one month in this factory , has sent 70 Yuan only when sending wages, manage the money of temporary residency card because of deduct 200 Yuan. In those years, this city temporary residency card is very expensive, and verifying also check very tight, have no certificate dare not go out to play. Evening will be checked sometimes , is scared extremely. Perhaps, is because is expensive, so, all do not want to manage , so, it is more tight to check. Luckily Chinese food, dinner is to eat in factory, do not draw out money by oneself, otherwise have meal money have sunk.

Another month has passed. Big swallow misses home very much , writes letter to classmate when it is at leisure , tells them her in the matter of here. Sometimes, writing is written , have cried , but again dry tear at once , say for self: It is strong and some. She most thinks that the matter done is to write letter , writes diary. Most managing look over receive household, the letter of classmate. They also receive her letter well, have replied in time to her. This lets her very happy.

Rich guest and star

And message rich guest keeper hair personal letter asks me to have have wanted to apply for being and reporting rich guest and star. I does not know what difference rich pipe star has , has also not thought in person to pawn. Even go up rich guest focusing me has not thought. Originally, apply for rich guest but one just applies for by chance. My is to record a bit in life, record own story and the story of others. In life see to smell think of to feel , come down with clumsy notes. There is time, there is mood, want to write to write , have no time , have no mood, not think write do not write , very at will. I does not want to apply for what painstakingly. Everything obeies its nature. Thank for the good intention of keeper.

Also wanting to be own rich guest in person very much very much excellence has very much letter, it is very fine and very special. But, I just neglects to study money , lonely plain Gua smell , can not quote copiously from many sources like those rich friends who have talent , go up next 5000 years, it is this to talk about ancient theory. However, my works are original works mostly , have a little to turn to paste works, but have marked source. Ancient language " steal book person is also thief also ", do not say more, current pirated tort , so, I dare not come in disorder. Rich friend comments on my works welcome, write the good , all sustain , encourage , write not good, have injured all eye, please forgive. But I does not think in rich guest to be pleasant to the eye, arrive: Bad language dirty speech. My hope is happy to be rich guest, happiness when and message.

There is still a good friend,

I does not think why ask. Lifetime between matter, have a lot of have no " why ". Is willing to add me had better to friend, I am willing. I treasure this destiny share , treasure this friendship. Do not want , we also do not force. Perhaps, it is that I have neglected this good friend. Please forgive. Hope that I have not hurt this good friend.

Again positive festival will soon

Colleague cable words

" sting bell . . . . . ." I am washing

I: Feed,

A Hua: Which

I: Wash clothing

A Hua: Go

I: You how to have time to go around street , stir-fry just as fish. I prepare to knock Luo Da Gu land seek you , having called some of telephones can't seek person , always work overtime. Last Sunday, a man misses you very much , wants to see you , as a result, you work overtime.

A Hua:

She knows " Na

I: I say this group

A Hua: Yes,

I: Today

A Hua: Take vacation , there are few

I: It is so good. Do not go to

A Hua: Your rich

I: At noon, my daughter

Actually, daughter does not have meal home at noon, is today

A Hua: Is oh, she

I: Accompany you tomorrow

A Hua: Oh, still make

I: That you few

A Hua: There are

I: It is No. 19 , values positive

I understand that the holiday of their

A Hua: That day does not

I: Class adds

It is high that they

A Hua: Looking back

I: Is Ma.

A Hua: Do not have a

I: Bai

A Hua:

Have hung telephone. I think: Now, they have year well to take vacation , former I when that has no. A Hua is the colleague before me , goes to work in a workshop, and we have still cohabited for two years, suit together have rented a set of two Fang Yis the house of hall, she now still lives in that. So, feelings is quite good. It is also very casual to speak. However, they now has year to take vacation also thanks for us is away from factory. The labour law of original here has long stipulated have year to take vacation , but do not give us worker in factory Xiu, gives cadre Xiu. Afterwards, when that group of our person makes factory, what - - come out together have the persons more than 300. Making noise want to mend in factory to taste mention year take vacation matter. We have not mended , but they have got. This also calculates " predecessors plant tree, future generations enjoys the cool ".

A Hua, sorry. Have

The 8 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: False cable

False

3th month, papa has sent to big swallow" resident ID card" , sends to table aunt that. She may enter the company of table aunt. However she when this can't resign work, can't also apply for holiday. Certificate had been still given as security in the place of factory director. Unless . . . . ..

Have not passed few days, big swallow receives the cable that happens in home: Father illness goes home urgently. She has applied for holiday at last. But in heart very not, it is comfortable , let pa send holiday cable," in home, urgent matter need to be gone home ", pa comes " Ge father illness worries go home ". Ai . . . . . ., at that time, many sons of job hunting want to ask for leave , please do not arrive , let to send a holiday cable in home , is still in charge of sometimes really to use , sometimes, it is not so clever.

March few numbers the factory that enters , May few numbers have asked for leave , make more than two months here, get have only the money of 70 Yuan, temporary residency card has not been managed yet. April the wages of minute, do not know to have hope , , , it is the first copy of to work , big swallow has spent the money of 90 Yuan into factory , makes more than two months, get have only the . . . . . of 70 Yuan.

Daughter does not see

At half past 6 in the morning, when I get up , daughter has also woken up , takes off toilet , again runs to return bed and has gone up. But it is not to have returned own bed , but has been our room. Old in public return sleep , she runs to go up , has lived in the entire body whole cover of the own den brain of steamed bread of corn with towelling coverlet, then as soon as moving , also do not move. I know what she will play.

I am doing morning meal. Old is public

I make breakfast.

" A Ying gets up to study

" Ai , old is public, daughter

" will not , you seek

" bed next have also had no , are you to have stolen to thief? Will not , just now I still see that she goes to toilet , what thief is so bold, we have woken up , he dare also steal. " I think loud land say. Daughter does not make sound still. Admire her really.

" old is public ,

The daughter of " Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha . .

" Ai , it is come to here

This is interesting daughter,

You are the mother of the most beautiful daughter on world only

Old public is having breakfast , I when gang daughter ties hair. I remember two old public lunch-boxes, return from having not taken in company, have no lunch-box to bring meal. Old father-in-law department has no meal hall, noon general is when domestic tape meal goes to company, then, eat with the heat of microwave oven. When surface eats good want the pieces more than 10 of one, it is bad and hard to eat. His boss is very shrewd. Do meal hall to rent house to buy equipment , will ask people , still draw out board expense, eat problem , still take the responsibility. So, it is good , mends hundreds of Yuans in one month to all, pipe all how to eat , return America its name Yue " is in charge of to eat ".

" oh, have forgotten

" I no matter , have no lunch-box, you do not bring meal. You two is , lunch-box has sunk , or has spoilt , have had no a " sentence says that hears to daughter. She will also bring lunch-box to go to school , have breakfast.

" have no meal to eat , your old public

" is not as public

" you think that you

" is Ma, want you except me and daughter,

" you think that you are beauty , you only the

" is Ma, 'Ni Yi Wei Ni Shi Mei Nu A ,Ni Zhi Bu Guo

Real is

After all who marries

As soon as old father-in-law takes charge of youngster No.18 to marry , the bride's side is also company's staff member. This youngster enters company for 78 years , is old public subordinate , adjust development department in former two years , with old public is elder brothers. This old public person how to say that he is good. It is specially interesting, relations with people are specially good, like to like to play together with him. He likes to joining in the fun specially. This time, elder brothers will marry , he has long said with elder brothers: Marry from time to time good assignment calls me to do , we fat water does not flow out outsider field. This not, the day of marrying , he has become to go to meet to kiss one in troops Yuan. Company's boss is also good, company's staff member marries the offspring as self marry is the same, company dispatches a vehicle , makes manpower , makes wealth( courtesy pack) , makes time, still testify to marry person.

That day early in the morning, old public have dressed up one specially take off, normally, it is to wear working clothes to go to work. That day says that goes to meet the man that kisses to want to wear white shirt, he has worn a white , have the shirt of vertical stripe. However, morning has not arrived yet at nine o'clock, he calls to me: What household wears is pure and white. You ask to untie aunt , come to company some time, asking her bring , is pure and white to still have black trousers. Untie aunt a sub-district that with me live in , it is company's family members, that day will make the bed for new person, because in company and family members only she is that there is son to have woman. I again call to give to untie aunt, but she will be late and past. Have no method, have to I send to pass. Marriage banquet will just begin 6 p.m.. I have to bring daughter in the morning to pass , then think of method in that to wait marriage banquet and have begun. Ai, this old is public. Have no method, for " he beautiful ", it is vivid.

A company that arrives one sees , Wa, all change clothing , is being waiting. Really, it is same white upper garment, dark trousers and necktie are hit neatly. Not a little while, old public have also changed , have still brought necktie, boss Bei. It is the first time that old public second ties necktie, is he marries , of more than 10 years. He does not like to wear suit , does not like dozen neckties, the button on shirt collar does not like to deduct , he feels that so feels unwell well. Luckily his work does not be also worn so orthodox. I also province hit the matter of necktie for him to choose necktie. However, this also lets me clear, he does not like that others restraint is his. So, I should give him freedom!

All and youngster that looks at their these to go to meet to kiss are smiling ," you do, is so grand, do not snatch public attention oh" " yes, do not know today after all who marries " they go to meet to kiss to go , daughter pulls marriage yarn at the same time. I have gone to bookstore. There are bookstore exactly in old father-in-law department side. However, this may bitter I, it is not that I have worn two high-heeled shoeses , stand , squat is also not, when a building has read the book of half hour, cannot bear 3 floor to have bought a set of school clothes for daughter , have gone. Go bank has taken money, have bought surface and have gone to company, happen company's going home from work.

Afternoon, daughter or old public tape make noise at bridegroom home, I receive a visitor in company hall reads. Bridegroom home is near from company. Four o'clock, I have also gone domestic bridegroom. They some is hiting mahjong. Other persons are playing , watch television. Just arrive at five o'clock, all have again gone to hotel to wait for that guest comes successively. It is always public that they have again done mahjong Tai--Kai-Tai.

It is finished just that marrying to fete is 8 p.m.. I bring daughter to go home first. Want to let daughter see that there is but child unsuitable scene as far as possibility is concerned originally , have not gone. Because of them [ these persons joke normally to bring some color , moreover noisy bridal chamber.

Pitiful little life

Today, when south television station" today a line" is pleasant to the eye to eye: A child one is forgotten in 8 months of year-old, by kindergarten teacher in school bus, die after 4 hours. This is teacher completely with driver do not take the responsibility the result of causing , a immature life has so had no , is distressed! Can count servant number when geting off if taking the responsibility for the teacher that receives to send, check next school bus, this child will not be also forgotten on board , has not come to school if the teacher on his class sees him, head of family has not again asked for leave , can call telephone to ask next head of family , that child also not as on board 4 hours. A child who still does not be two years old , it will not be said that if words are spoken late, company speak , he which have ability to get help from within! In the vehicle case enclosed , on road, under burning sun Pu sun 4 hours, it is high that the temperature in this vehicle has , I think that we are hard to imagine , I miss our adult, if stay for 4 hours, I can also suffer heatstroke , can also faint to die.

When seeing , my heart is bet tightly, I am so sorry that can't help flowing out tear , am this pitiful little life! Pitiful parents! Sad incident! Hope such matter to do not want and then occur forever! Forever! Forever!

After having an accident , school

Physical examination

Going to the courtyard of traditional Chinese medicine today have made overall physical examination , go to work still before, company after according to have queued up physical examination, have not made what physical examination. Coming finally have 78 years , also do not know that there is what change to have no. What big feeling also has no , but feels always to own feeling that is not comfortable , just like the whole body, illness is the same , is still to make inspection to transfer to a lower level heart point. Have taken out 3 big bottles of blood , is also that B exceeds , and is electrocardiogram, chest is thorough. Some project is wanted on an empty stomach, some bladder is filled with urine, it is to not feel better really. Run go up run , have spent one all day long time, it is tired really! Perhaps resembling others say this is to be all right to look for a job to do. Have spent the money of 800 Yuan , still worry about that few talents know result. It is how about to still not know result, if is not good?

It is good that hoping result have no! Words return from

No matter what matter,

What thing is clean

" so early cycling goes out? " I buy the building on

" you are so early to do " she

" buy steamed bun " on my side, the side

" the good internal

" is? " my

" I also buy before

" I do not know oh, before, I seldom

" yes, she there is very delicious,

An aunt goes to our sub-district entrance

Steamed bun looks to act rashly still,

" Ai, however, those places of

" is also , I have

" yes, you see those manpowers, have grabed money, take

She has gone.

I think , are this times and

The vegetable of many big hotels looks colorful , is

The water that we drink had been also polluted , we the air of respiration had been also polluted. Our land has been also polluted , the thing that grows had been also polluted. What farm chemical , chemical fertilizer , what is genetically engineered. The animal that raises raises few fences or for making fence early and buying good price , still does nutriment for them to eat, have more very, still inject injection, make chicken body not president hair, arrive from birth to eat it , half month may , and its wing will not still have only a pair quite. Snow-white flour is possible to have added bleaching agent or the what special white and texture of steamed bun made are specially good. Still have is a lot of , I also do not want to say that am so many.

I do not know really which thing is clean, may rest assured to eat. If so also fear to so also fear that we have no thing , may eat. Northwest wind had been polluted. So we only rest assured land eat some things , then, let own body detoxify , queue up poison. However so, the burden for body really but has no method very again, if do not eat , person not die more early. To be able to make own body detoxify well , queue up poison , so notice to live to be accustomed to , notice is healthy. Good body can " poisonous substance wears intestines in, nutrition body reserves ".

These are the outcomes

Let self have no route of retreat

Old public bicycle is stolen to person, go to work the day before yesterday, he goes late , waits for until the person of elevator is many, so he has put bicycle when a building, after going to work , have forgotten to take to go up , wait as a result that when coming off work in the afternoon, bicycle does not be seen. His company is when the 6th layer of a 12 layers of building, this building has few company, so go up going home from work the person who takes elevator is quite many. As him, go to company early. Those thieves are also all previous and harmful , do surely a single vehicle a little while. Since counting , we have lost a lot of single vehicle still in this city , have the new , have the old. Add few come to money possibility may also buy well some motorcycle. Ai, these hateful thieves!

Yesterday, old is public and has bought a new single vehicle, however now, have not bought lock. His single vehicle is to come off work to ride normally , do other matters , not use normally , is hateful for safe, those thieves. Go to work he puts single vehicle in company in, move building after going home to put home , so, have lock , have not claimed , have lock , lose on the contrary easily. He says that this is: Have spent 300 Yuan to change lesson , is also wisdom. Yes, so regardless of how many persons, he will wait for elevator to not go up about moving. Because have not locked! In other places, can not also put casually. This has no any route of retreat , has no any excuse.

As, have no route of retreat! Sometimes, do some matter should let self have no route of retreat , only as soon as so, then can go before straight, then can succeed. Have many persons before when do a matter, when want to have made meeting how, have not reached again how, have route of retreat. So, perhaps, he has scared to the result that has not reached , dare not go to do , perhaps, he has thought that there is route of retreat , has not let heart , has not so become.

There is a writer, he wants to write a book, but he can not always restrain the own greedy heart played. Always want to go out to play. So, book has not written lately. He is very vexed. Afterwards, he has thought of a method, he has thrown own clothing completely , leaves two sets of and old and ugly clothing only , and cuts own hair in a mess. So, he can do nothing about it , he can only stay at home, slowly his heart is quiet. Near after, his immortal works come out.

Perhaps sometimes, we should give our route of retreat to break. If in same year,

It is tired

Today is this semester the first day that schools begins , is also that daughter goes up the first day of primary school, daughter excites very much, is very excited, just sleep in the evening very much in night, this 6 a.m. half have gotten up , may sleep originally arrive at seven o'clock. The school of daughter says from home that is also not far, take public vehicle some minutes have arrived , but walk to want almost half hour still. So, I decide to cycle to send her , study at school , take public vehicle to wait for vehicle, and two persons want ticket , daughter just counts in 6 years old, but height 1 meters of 29. My bicycle is very little, because it is too big in, move home is tired, it is not safe to put in downstairs. But it is tired to be too little , ride. Have no method! Have not ridden for quite a long time , so just in the beginning, it is tense at heart , fears that there is what mishap, both hands grab tap, eye dare not be also hoped in disorder. Real is the concentration of twelve point spirit. Because have not brought her always. Not bad all the way go up safety, go to school. At school entrance, I see that principal takes on hand " enter school to block ", I recall immediately, I forget tape daughter " enter school to block " , new student will use. " I forget that tape 'Ru Xue Ka' is important? " I ask principal. " is certainly important! " " return to take " the security of side says , " you live when is which? " " live in that of sports center " " oh, that returns rough far " the method of sinking , again ride vehicle to take back , and send school. Luckily, I let the kindergarten before daughter receive to send her at noon , will not still go to school at noon to receive , have eaten meal to again want to send , still buy vegetable to do meal , I today meeting bends over repeated cannot.

The more perhaps at the time with tired person, the more, it has many matters that not anticipated to do. Just take wanting to rest , younger sister calls: The slippers of her son, wash to send the goods such as water , last semester is taken to person. She also does not know yesterday that today is just known , and asks me to help to buy, go after sending to school. Ai, younger sister is in Shenzhen , son reads primary school here , checks. Ai, have said ," it is difficult , seeks aunt", who lets us to" kiss aunt"! Have to go to buy , then send.

Send daughter in the afternoon to get on. Younger sister again calls: This copy of residence registration of her son will be sent in the past, I send trouble. My air at that time has to be true to not do. Have long said with her that teacher has said that to be this, on Saturday, she goes urgently, I forget to her, on Sunday, I call specially to her, say that I have copied , if her home has no , she takes. As a result, she also does not say sound , also takes however. Morning calls also do not say that this one has not given teacher. I again run to take home , will again take daughter at once. It is tired really!

It is late that runing to go home to take send to take daughter , have to take daughter to send again to go. That now takes daughter , sends papa the money of younger brother along tape. Taking daughter exactly finish the school day have subsidiary post office on the road, book thinks when cupboard Yuan machine go up handle , as a result this cupboard Yuan machine can only take money, can not deposit , having to go in to take number queue up. Have very managed easily, have endured at three thirty. I am urgent really! To daughter school, they have finished the school day. Daughter says her for quite a long time. Originally, they are to finish the school day at ten minutes of three o'clock, I think that is to finish the school day at three thirty. Take daughter to go home.

After returning , let daughter to have meal home, daughter does not want , want when that eat. That have little girl and daughter to play very much is good, it is often that you have meal to my home, I go to your home to have meal. It is also good, I also arrive that eat , take from the vegetable of home to pass. When a same sub-district.

It is tired reason or the reason of not comfortable body to not know really. Standing to wash vegetable feel that waist is sour. Do not stir-fry luckily , need not also wash bowl. Have thanksed really!

Have eaten meal, we have gone home. Daughter now wants and former difference , now, 7 a.m. will be gotten up , will be slept 9 p.m.. Otherwise sleep time has been not enough. Noon may be slept , but she does not sleep.

Daughter has slept at last.

It is happy

Some person when outsider looks , it is very happy , but says by oneself that is unfortunate. Why? Because he or she can't see own happiness, also because of others can't see him or her is unfortunate. Because the demand of person is different, the desire of person is different, and desire is unlimited. Actually, happiness is also good, pain is also liked well also well , is hated also well , is a kind of feeling , is felt , everything is good. Poor is also good, it is also good to have , mood is good , is happy and infinite.

I do not know whether I am happy or am unfortunate. I think of very much the life when daughter has not been born. Then I go to work in a company, work is not very tired , will be two however to fall , night shift going home from work time is to divide in the evening at twelve fifteen, morning shift going home from work time is half past 3 in the evening. Then, we have no own house yet , are to rent room to live. We when lean the hamlet of seaside have rented a room, now, that village has re-created , has built Gao Lou and the house of villa type, rent is also expensive and a lot of. It is always public to go to work still in any company since then, being now. We rent the place of room, is not very far from our company, may walk to go to work , natural cycling more soon. Then my last morning shift does not work overtime , I buy vegetable to make meal , am old and public to have come off work , return "" to have meal , work overtime if wanting to work overtime , when doing not work overtime , we take a walk in seaside , blow sea wind , take hearing ocean current on rock sometimes to pat the sound of rock , have time foot runs on sandy beach, play sand , go to sea sometimes to play , but our stands in water to let sea wave assault our pair retreats , we are dry ducks. Then I feeling we are very happy, though, we have no a lot of money. Old public then duty factor is more busy, to follow production line. Major is then he has not developed his hobby yet "mahjong", also have no so many numb friends. Have come off work will go home , I go to home early I help him to burn take a bath water, he goes to home early he helps me to burn take a bath water.

Afterwards, that village will re-create , we move , live from our very near place, join 3 rent set rooms with my colleague the house of two halls. It has to be also very happy , is all right to watch television , plays "tractor" in weekend. Also is from then , it is always public to begin to develop his hobby. As a result, let me have known. He dozen mahjongs I am not glad , knowing him to deceive my that have been angry more. However, he does not understand my life , is to pay no attention to my life in other words. He more and more returns late , more and more returns few. It is that I have not handled this matter that I do not know , still why matter. I am still sad, he still is as always. Afterwards, daughter has been born , he good a time. Again afterwards, I have not worked , he has again returned to old trade ,since he is full-time to take care of daughter. It is to have more and more gotten into habit. For this matter, it has day for evening, I have taken knife unexpectedly, I ask him: It is to cut his hand , or cuts the hand of daughter. If cut my hand, can let him not to hit mahjong , can let him not to deceive me, I want! I need not really deceive! I not do not let hit , and it is to hope that he does not hit too many, because I need him, daughter also needs him. However, he has addiction , he does not hit to feel hand itch. So, he does not be angry for me , deceives me. And I most hate others all the life to deceive me! I feel that self lives in lie. Even feel that live in fear, it may deceive me if I can think of his matter, other matters may be also deceived. He raises to deceive my habit , he not deceive me to pawn matter. I am sad, I am sorry, I flow out tear. Do I do not know what to be done? I do not know my life why will become so! I am confused, I am horrified, I hesitate. I hope to have person to tell me very much, what to be done!

Daughter body is not very good, he feels always that is that I have not taken care of ,since he often falls ill. I say that adult also has the time of falling ill , adult has fallen ill , is that who has not taken care of. I also know that he is impatient, but he does not know that I am mother, can't I worry? Can I go to say who? I would rather self falls ill , also do not think that daughter falls ill.

Also do not know since some time , I understand suddenly that it is impossible to want him to change, if I do not change , I will be more painful! Because his company is developing , his position also has the more high field the more, his life circle is more and more big, his hobby is also more and more, and I have not worked , only surround daughter to turn , my life circle is more and more little, more and more narrow, I can only change self to accept his life. So, I advise self to think open that is some , advise self not to be angry.

I am calm slowly.

My current life and some years are former to have not changed. He is still his dozen mahjongs, I also no matter he returns more night, it is better that he returns to have supper , do not return , I also have no. Even, he is not is when dozen mahjongs I also do not mind , perhaps, it is the what that plays other. I am still the life of the daughter of taking care , am still the study of pipe daughter. It is many at leisure to read , go the rich guest of others sees , browse takes off other things. Life also does not feel that is hollow. Because I must let self approve , my temporary life can only be so , can not be thought of too many. So, now, I have no so many worries! Other whats have not changed , are that my mood has changed only. It is so difficult, so painful to beg other person to change , why not change takes off self? Society is so, can we change society? We can only change self to meet society!

I miss person happiness is unfortunate do not lie in person to pass what life , and lie in mood! Perhaps, happiness is very simple! Is to see whether person has the ability of feeling happiness. Happiness is not to come from material serve as the achievement of profit and common customs, is a kind of dedicate sacrifice the satisfaction feeling and joyfulness gotten diligently. Only know Xi good fortune, it can just have good fortune. Because when we cry , having no shoe by oneself at the time of wearing , we will discover that there is person to have no foot. I have not worked , lose working happiness! However, I do not rush time like the person who has work , this is also a kind of happiness. Daughter is very lovely, clever and lively, height is quick , has a little weak physique merely. Old public though often go home is very late, but his heart has not changed still , is to covet too to play only. So, I should be still quite happy. The more person asks few , satisfies the more easily , also feels happiness the more!

Person has told me: Person convenience,

I think of happiness sometimes when self is on hand, but I have not discovered her existence, have not treated her well! I think that flat life is just true, the love insufficient passion that water length flows out carefully can be but eternal.

Innocent daughter

It is returned that daughter is received at noon by the kindergarten before her, I take her at sub-district entrance to have meal home. The day before yesterday, two returns from comparing night , has many persons probably, teacher also does not know person. Yesterday, they return early, when I descend the stairs , she goes to downstairs. " Wa, today, it is so early! " " Wu Wei Ming mother sends me error, she says if you need not to be domestic , I go to her home to have meal " daughter says. Wu Wei Ming is classmate of her kindergarten , also lives in this sub-district, as her also is kindergarten receives to return have meal at home. " oh " I see Wu Wei Ming mother goes to pass , she has also seen me. I wave to her to wave.

Have eaten meal, I am washing bowl. Daughter error: " mother, can you need not to be domestic tomorrow? " " why? " I feel that am strange! " because of I think of tomorrow go Wu Wei Ming home has meal " " is so , it is good, afterwards if mother has no time , at noon when can not do meal, you go to his home to have meal. " " not Ma, I think of tomorrow " " that does not be all right , can not always bother household "

Daughter is so. She thinks that

Sometimes I meeting speaks me with her in childhood matter, she also likes to hear specially. Has heard afterwards, she says: " mother, you are well stupid, you why do not call grandmother current livelihood you, now, it is bitter that birth sinks , have not so pitied. " " yes, I am not as clever as you , know that call mother now to give birth to you. " I smile say. Daughter says that she is sensible , she is also not sensible, say that she is not sensible, she again understands a lot. However she will not resemble our adult so place matter, she works is such frankness, is such is innocent to have no evil, without evil, it has to be a little selfish.

Sometimes in home, a little leave meal, I and her pa can snatch to eat. Near she when can't look at sound. Former part time, her uncle has come , is with us for quite a long time. When I and her pa snatch surplus meal to eat " you do not snatch , giving uncle eat " she says suddenly in side. When she at heart, uncle is kinsfolk , but has no pa mother still to kiss. So surplus meal he eats. Afterwards, I tell her that uncle is guest at our home, we will resemble to treat guest , is the same to treat him, can not give surplus meal him to eat. " she has only vague idea to nod. Still having once eat fish, it is little that fish compares , I have eaten the flesh of fish on fish the back to her , leave first end and bone. I is those to hold to eat. She has seen , wants her uncle to eat right off since I hold her uncle bowl in bowl. Still mending a sentence to" count carefully" do her uncle to do not know whether to laugh or to cry. It is also very difficult to do me. Because she fears that I block fishbone. Sometimes, I and her pa have lived carelessly to card, near she when worry to flow out tear. Perhaps, it is important that she feels that her uncle has blocked , sinks. This is the psychology of child. She does not be in charge of others, is glad and not glad , she will not be in charge of , is suitable and not suitable. She still does not understand character place matter. And our adult lives very repeated!

Daughter has time to compare timidity , dare not ask words loudly, still having is not is willing to call one very much, also is not very courteous. I teach her to say: Greet to be courteous , see acquaintance to say hello. If not words, others will say that you are the child who does not understand courtesy. " that also nobody says that I do not understand courtesy? " " others meeting is saying at heart , you again do not know. You see if you see a person on avenue, you at heart very disagreeable he, you can say 'Wo Hen Tao Yan Ni' for him, will not. " daughter laughs. Yes, daughter where know others at heart words.

Society is so complex, human nature is so complex! Daughter surely does not understand! When she has understood , she will feel that is tired! When she has learnt character place matter, she will feel childhood is such is pure, it is innocent, beautiful!

Our adult what have tasted not repeated? At our many times, will put on mask to behave , is not? We at heart think of and mouth goes up say , sometimes, it is completely different. However, we also have no method! If we do not understand a little character place the "philosophic theory" of matter, few understandings society is complex, seldom know the good and evil of human nature. We will can do nothing about it to subsist , sell to person still help number bank note. Will harm to person to die.

I miss daughter can learn character place slowly matter, can protect self! But I miss daughter no matter will not lose her some time is pure! I hope only that she can protect self! Such she will not error has to be very tired!

Send bundle fresh flower to teacher

Just send daughter at school entrance, it is steady that bicycle has not stoped yet. " mother, on their hand, take flower. " daughter sees a lot of classmate to take a bundle of flower on hand. There is fresh flower, have just when crossing the handwork bought the rose flower done. " yes, in today the Teacher's Day, flower is to give teacher. " my lock bicycle one side of one side says. " that you why do not let me take? " " I have not prepared " is actually not to have not prepared , and it is that I do not like to so send flower! " that you now buies , it has to sell! " daughter the clothing that pulls me goes toward crossing. I know if do not buy , daughter surely does not reply! Others sends teacher flower, and she has no , it is comfortable that she affirms at heart. She still does not know perhaps why will send flower to teacher, she knows only that others has sent , she will also send! She sees teacher say perhaps for teacher " holiday happiness! " dare not say , or is very little sound land say.

I have to bring her to buy flower. I do not like to not be equal to her, do not like. Here crossing person sells handwork flower, road opposite have a shop of fresh flower, there are many persons. I think that today, the business of this shop is affirmed very well. " you will arrive to go there to buy, do you buy still here? " I ask daughter. Daughter has selected in crossing to buy. She does not know at all what difference fresh flower and handwork flower have , she knows only that will send flower to teacher. Her heart is such is simple! She chooses flower very carefully with a one. She does not know to choose how many , also does not pay to give some teachers. And there are also few time , shine daughter so chooses , will be late. I have to help her to choose. After choosing , I say: " you morning has 4 lessons, there is still physical education, sport teacher will also send oh " " sport teacher is male, he need not send flower " daughter says. " oh " I smile. In her heart, flower belongs to woman.

On hand, there are the student who has not seldom taken flower. A hand that still has some head of families takes flower, one portable fruit basket coming school. I when think why they will send gift to teacher? Are you to feel at heart really that teacher is tired , will appreciate teacher? Is at heart real is blessing teacher? If really be such heart, it is the same that that short letter gives teacher. Old has not now borne at heart yet! If have other psychologies: Or it is to think that teacher has some attention for his child, or giving his child according to row good seat, or let her child be on duty cadre, or is , , , if so, I feel this fresh flower, have lost her original meaning! Have sent gift if saying you to teacher, teacher for you child good point, hasn't that sent the child of gift? That such teacher is what teacher? All give presents , and it is valuable that gift has , how does teacher again treat? Isn't this to make difficult problem to teacher? If have sent courtesy teacher, it is not good and some for your child, aren't you comfortable at heart? Can you again say teacher? Isn't this to ask for trouble? Are you what if sending to so send?

If you give presents stem from wholehearted

Before, one of Classmate I says for me that

The heart of child original is pure to have no evil, it is simple and clear. The practice of and a lot of head of families, when give child is pure to wipe the thing in a mess without evil heart. Is what I do not know us to teach to child what after all? !

If you are wholehearted, you may send anything. It may be a short letter, may meet the language of a sentence blessing! May start work by oneself do look very ugly handwork works. Also may what does not send , so long as you have this respectful teacher, like the heart of teacher!

Sheer nonsense

I am hiting a article , will soon very hit easily , have sunk as a result right off completely. Have to again hit again , is angry and dead really! Do not know house reason, after looking , having hit point will preserve. Want to not type original not is very quickly I, such a lane is not very miserable.

Sheer

Actually, it is happy and very simple

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It is gentle that the sunshine of today seems , not is so La eye, seem possible the feeling that can rain. Return from time to time the southeast wind that have the coolness of battle array. Such weather should walk out of from home , is just comfortable!

Our same family rises very early, I have not slept the habit of lazy sleep, daughter goes to primary school , has also been accustomed to to get up early. Like to sleep on Sunday the old of lazy sleep public today also rises than usually Sunday is early.

We eat to eat prematurely

" we go is lucky and big

" is good! " I am wanting to go at

Old public is interestingHe can also feel than stay at home is good. Daughter is , is interesting and shrewd. So like to stay at home I, should also go out to go. If is theirs, two is hard, " tie " is in one day in home , they are not happy , can be noisy perhaps to make the matter of what unpleasantness , offend 3 persons depressed , are even sad to flow out tear, why bother? Follow them Yi, with them, go out to play , it is happy that self also drives!

Just make sub-district door, we return from meeting a pair of husband and wife to buy vegetable. It is our acquaintance. It is gone around that they see us to step on single vehicle , do not understand very much , say: It is good to stay at home! " that does not be all right! Stay at home can stay illness comes " I say. " that we have not also staied illness comes "" you have had immunity force " I say. Everybody has the life style of everybody , some person likes to go out to go , some like to stay quietly at home.

Have long promised daughter today to her to buy potato flat, so the first matter is a bundle of and minimum for supermarket to give her to buy the potato of taste of package that she likes flat. Then, she sits on the single vehicle back seat of her old pa, side eats potato flat, side happily chatting. My single vehicle is very little, old public first let I when is preceding to ride , because " my technology " is not very good. May not a little while, he exceeds me to run arrive is preceding. Daughter shouts ," oh, turning to catch up go to pushcart " it is just some that that happy energy has only child really. Original she is happy and so simple!

We all the way go up do not not ride urgently slowly, choose specially those we have not gone for quite a long time to pass by to go, the place that has not arrived is seen , see that there is what change. Sometimes, will go to slope, I very strenuously, dead energy land step on. " Ai, can I't step on , are to have no air? " I shout. " go to slope " old public when preceding should I. " it is not steep that this slope seems , why I am so strenuous " my heart says. Is very easy slope has climbed. One sees is preceding, " Ha-Ha, decline " I let to say. Very quickly, it is the same that I have rushed to go down , resemble well quickly to fly. It is then preceding to level road. I think that if this road is always leveled , some slope has no , also has no meaning too.

We have gone to well far road, have just come most America is also a most romantic road - - lovers road. It is to lean a road of sea force , is very long and very long. On each holiday and evening, this on the road many persons take a walk , play , have more lovers in the evening. We push vehicle , go slowly along the fence of sea force, the scenery of side appreciation sea surface. Wind is not great, but have no wind also 3 rulers of wave, so sea wave or a wave a wave that receives pat coast and Dui stone. Seawater is still very clear, however sea surface goes up float various rubbish, some place still floats the oil between Huang Lan Xiang. I think that this is also the part of modern civilization. In air, clip sea fishy smell and saline taste , but is not very smell bad.

Bank side, each separate a distance have 1 or 2 persons when hammer catches , however just like their gains, it is not many. On the stone chair of side, a pair is for lovers or friend is resting , look at a pair of they as, I feel that they are well romantic, perhaps, they see us to so ride single vehicle, a 3 drive around in seaside, they will also say that we have good taste very much. " ride to go up , so go to go arrive some time " it is always public to have gone up vehicle to say for me. " I feel here to walk, is more comfortable than riding vehicle " I say. But have gone or riding. Because of " the future returns very long " daughter is very happy, all the way go up sprinkle take off is her laughter.

We have ridden a little while, have gone to fishing woman here. Fishing woman is the symbol of this city. Allegedly before this city, it is little fishing village, people are to rely on catching fish to make a living completely. Afterwards when fishing village changes for city, people have carved a both hands " fishing woman" , hold the act of bright pearl to carry beyond the limit, store the statue that stands in sea. So," fishing woman" is also this city One of tourist site. A lot of persons of other places admire name come to to view and admire " fishing woman" wind Cai. So, there are the person of quite many here. And we have seen a time of another time, also see still do not be disgusted. When remembering daughter for 4 years old, I bring daughter Taking public vehicle pass here, daughter has seen that the statue of " fishing woman " says unexpectedly that a word is not the America that praises her , is " fishing female older sister, you count carefully, do not break nautical mile " I am thinking , her our adult appreciation America, whether the "safety" of her concern.

We when fishing woman this has staied for some minutes, go continuously forward , arrive seashore swim site. There are also many seashore swim site persons. Now, figure quality life is good, it is pursuing a kind of cultural life , are all pursuing a kind of experience and a kind of enjoyment. Here, it has a lot of project played on the sea. Have the two persons on sea bicycle, marine tricycle has speedboat , has the vehicle of sandy beach, still have a lot of I let to be not famous. However, these project costs are more expensive. Daughter wants to play very much, we promise her, if she shows well, let her play a project for duration of National Day. Today, can only play on sandy beach. Here, sand is more thick , is not very fine and smooth and smooth , but is good, very comfortable for the massage of foot. Daughter follows sea wave one into one to retreat, when sea wave is returned , she goes at the same time toward nautical mile, then sea wave rushes , she one turns round to cry out in alarm run on bank. It is so happy that she plays what, it is so unrestrained, smile may open bosom to laugh , cry may cry fully. I really admire her very much.

At twelve o'clock or later , our belly has long also begun to sing empty city idea. " noon goes where have meal? " old is public to ask me. " casual you, you say which go is which, expensive cheap follow you " I say. If when former, I can surely say: Eat casually trip, outside, it is so expensive to eat. And now, I also think open that is expensive and expensive to count , am also not to often eat. What person is most important is that it is happy , uses a little more money, since changing , it is happy, also is worth for. Because it is some and happy , it does not be come to that using any money change.

We seek to seek to go, actually also sink how to seek. Our is to see the change of here while seeking. Because before, we rent room, live here. As a result, we have taken coming down in a very little, very fine shop. This is a Taiwan easy shop. Three of our persons have ordered the thing that wants to eat by oneself. Daughter has counted a eggplant juice chicken willow Italy to cook surface15It is first,12Yuan is old and15It is first. These have5Yuan is52It is first. If eat other52Yuan also worths.

Have eaten meal, we have again gone to seashore park. Daughter says in the morning that will go. Old is public to have promised to have not but promised to play those projects. I have taken coming down on meadow , am tired really. But daughter is not glad very much , makes a noise to play those projects , says that we do not let her play one, play also one is also good, let her satisfy. I promise her to play2Yuan a project of money, because other project consumption physical staminas are too many. Daughter begins to disagree that afterwards, the method of sinking is agreed still. Error a little while, she has run: " mother2Yuan the project of moneyBBThose carriages that can be played. " that gives you one yuan again, are you good? " " 3 pieces also have no " interesting " will not , have a lot " daughter knows that has not also used moreover, have gone. I sit in that, really want to lie down , a sleep that sleeps is just good. So, son steps on single vehicle to return , wants to so really cannot bear for a long time. " come next time, I bring pad, may when this a sleep that sleeps. " I say. " want not, you go to our company to sleep as soon as feel , I tape daughter goes to Afghan to pamper that plays " his company when is nearby, some minutes have arrived. Exactly his office has folded bed , is used by his lunch break. Afghan pampers is the writing of his company Yuan, daughter most likes to play with her.

So, we have again gone to his company. I have

At the time of four o'clock, us, prepare to15It does not endure to starve that first Italy cooks surface. Point is that she wants to eat thing. " point does not care about appearance of person , I have said so many 'E's , pay no attention to what I want to eat. " daughter for her old pa says. I smile. " is old and big just like her is the same, what will ask her " we smile. Exactly preceding home would get base shop. " I give your 10 Yuan money, does yourself buy Hamburg pack to eat , are very good? Daughter is well happy, but she still wants ice cream, I have not replied. We are waiting for outside until she comes out , come out until also not see her for quite a long time. It is always public to not rest assured to go in to see. " " let her come " I say. The ability of daughter this respect is not very strong , will be so exercised. Old public have gone in still, but have not discovered to daughter. Result daughter comes out " mother, still2First money, want2First money.10Yuan money still have is many. However, so long

She is also to sit in vehicle

However, our supper also has whereabouts , and need not do meal.

Ha-Ha, this day is very tired,