This is not fair

Daughter has full May in this year, is 6 years old. Many matters are that she does , I miss her should self does , so have benefit for her. It is that she washes to take a bath to wash hair to happen, however, she washes not clean, sometimes, I help her to inspect - - , separate two days to her to wash once.

That day in the evening, I have washed for her , then take a bath by oneself. May after she wears clothing, say that to see , I take a bath , because I have seen that she takes a bath. I say that do not be all right. Then, close door to die. She is always crying besides door: Mother opens the door , mother opens the door! Just begin , I still give a speech with her , say laughable words, it is happy to draw her. May she pays no attention to. Afterwards, I pay no attention to her. She sees that I pay no attention to her, have still turned off my lamp - - switch is besides door.

I have washed to open the door as soon

As soon as she sees , I have opened the door , come in , it is come down that the clothing that pulls me will be taken off by me, weight is washed one time. This daughter is really unreasonable. I pay no attention to her, go balcony airs towel. She is straight pulling my clothing, follow me to cry , want me to wash once again. Afterwards, she has changed upper garment, is then angry land run on bed to lie.

I arrive room to say for her: Why want to see mother take a bath , the body of mother is what, you have known. Mother has not also seen that you take a bath , mother is to help you to take a bath. " you have seen when helping me to take a bath that I take a bath , and I have not seen you, this is not fair! " she cries to say. Originally, she will be fair! " you will wash tomorrow twice , let me see twice , mend today " she says. " oh, " I think that I must say with her: Sometimes fair is can not.

" that you in childhood always is I gang you take a bath , are you that what to be done? You still pull urine on my the body in childhood , shit on my the body, I now shit , do not be all right in your trip of the body? " I say. " the dung that you pull is so many, I am so few as pulling " she says. " that I pulls is a little " I say. " do not be all right , you can control , do not pull , completely on my the body " she says. " you have pulled in childhood is so many, I now pull once only, may? " " do not be all right still! " she says. " this as , and it is not each matter , will be as others , is just fair. " I say. Daughter is calm gradually.

" you now is little, there are many matters, do can not, mother helps you to do. Etc. mother old , do do not move , you may help mother to do. For example, mother can not move , you will hold mother to take a bath , help mother to take a bath , help mother to wear clothing. As incorrect? " she has only vague idea land look at me. " you see , grandmother is in Jiangxi , mother now not when grandmother side, if grandmother can not move , mother can't also help her, she pities! " I say. " there are still other persons in home " daughter says. " yes, it has other persons, but on world only mother most also has only daughter well for daughter, is good for mother. Daughter and mother are most intimate! It is known that you have grown up. " I say.

Yes, what is fair? I miss my mother, is so many for me to have undertaken , it may be current , I also can not when her side. If which day, she can not really move , that pities! When arriving , I can help her what? Can I guard every day in her side?

Daughter, you want fair time

Mother loves you forever

Daughter yesterday noontime runs when finishing the school day at sub-district entrance, result has broken one Jiao, break forehead, bridge of the nose, nose tip and chin, knee breaks skin has flowed out some blood. She says that is that Classmate she is pushing her at the back. At that time when she gets up , on face, still brings smile. She and Classmate she when is preceding to run , I and the mother of Classmate she go to side in back side to speak. When I ask her, she has just cried , feel wronged very much land cry. " brave point, this some wound not what, do not cry " I comfort she. Return to home, I do cool boiled water first to use cotton branch , have washed next wound for her, then, have applied some medicine to her. Though, wound is not very heavy , but is actually very painful for her! I know this one. Apply medicine to her , she shouts , flows out tear. She never falls so serious , has also fallen before, have but never broken face go up is injured. Have been injured this time, on face, and the good wound of few points. I see to also feel heartache!

After having applied medicine, we begin to have meal. She returns when little sound land sob. She wants me to feed meal she eats. " your hand has also been injured? " I smile ask. She does not utter a word. I know her this is to act like a spoiled child. The method of sinking is only fed. I have to feed her to eat , I just eat by oneself. She says that she does not study at school in the afternoon. I know that she is to fear to have been injured on her classmate smile face. " do not be all right , on face, it is important that having been injured have what, classmate will not also smile , your school not still have classmate face is askew? She also studies at school , has been injured , few days good La. " I say. Daughter does not make a sound. However, I promise her, I buy ice cream under etc. to her to eat. She wants to have ice cream to eat at heart, do not quite injure pain. She most likes to eat ice cream. But because of body reason, I seldom eat to her , can so eat ice cream, she is very happy!

Afternoon studies at school , we than get breakfast normally , have bought ice cream in sub-district entrance little shop to her, then, wait for while eating until vehicle receives. Classmate she has also come , normally, she sees him, is very glad, today, she pays no attention to him , seems to be angry very much. However, until tomorrow, she has been all right. She does not bear grudges.

Finish the school day in the afternoon

" yes, you no matter how,

" why? " she

" because of

" that Yu Qi? " Zhang

" I also

" why?

" because she

She is very happy. She fears that

Being colored every day for her to descend

6 years old she have known that is many. However her

Daughter and mother love you forever, regardless

A lifetime of good person is safe

Younger sister just calls: Her son school original open the meeting of head of family tomorrow evening, now, have altered this evening, it does not be returned that she rushes in Shenzhen. Ask me to drive for her. Still say that her son has helped me to arrange. Let me to put my daughter in that domestic grandmother( my neighbor, a very good aunt).

I do not

Ai, when aunt how to be so difficult to pawn! A little while, it is that to send this one , send a little while, now, it is also open the meeting of head of family. Time still cannot be up to me very urgently to arrange , burning sun imminent also want do, dark lamp blind fire will be also done. It is not very far luckily , not stubbornlies refuse otherwise repeated may.

Who lets us to be his aunt!

A lifetime of good

Open the meeting of head of family( one)

In the evening, go to nephew school open the meeting of head of family, afternoon has called telephone to old public call him evening must have supper home, in the evening, she will take care of daughter. Old public cooperate very much, however, daughter does not cooperate!

I have had supper very

" I will change clothing? " I ask that old is public. The clothing worn because of my the body, at home return may, it is not very good to go out to seem , do not denote material , but is pattern collocation. The school of nephew is private noble school. Going out have the good image that is also the respect for self!

" do not want. You, I still

" mother, you, it is very beautiful! You have changed waiting , is meeting outside the man that has not married , it is miserable to think that you have not also married , " this daughter real is person little ghost is big, also do not know to take to study.

" yes, have run under etc. with others,

" I change one still. " so I have changed

Original daughter has

" I will bring a bottle of water? "

" not, mother, you bring still

" is good, I bring. " my side changes shoe side to say ," you will hear papa words under etc. , must sleep at nine o'clock waiting for until papa tells story to you" it is never so that I do not know , still why matter. Me, it is wordy. Per night, it is that I tell story to daughter , fools her to sleep , although now not uses uproar. Old is public that never happened before. Old public depend on daughter very much, I am afraid of old public do indefinite she, just sleep to do good night. I also know that this head of family will reach night to just return. Sometimes, I think that others can replace me and the daughter of taking care , but always a little does not rest assured in heart , a little does not give up. So, it is not good, really tired really!

It is because I speak sleep that I do not know , say to tell story , still why matter. Daughter has changed mind suddenly. She will go with me, no matter we how to say her, do not hear. I go out , she also goes out at the same time, her meal has not been eaten yet. " open head of family can not bring child, and to just return very much in night influence you sleep " " do not be all right , will follow mother together " also hold me tightly, seem this go will really do not return. " Ai , you seem to give birth is away from die do not be the same. It is this well. " old near public when seem to watch the scene of bustle shape. He blames me to speak , says that is so many, go if wanting to go Ma. I also blame the own mother of old woman. But at heart is also blaming him, if his normally many pipe daughters, daughter will not also so adhere one of my person. I say that he will discuss self well.

Ai, go and can not go , do not go

" straight preparation goes , this

" she does not follow big devil at home , is to go with me" " that you 3 go , let big devil bring little devil in that to play, then, you return from registering. " " also can only such " I am not glad at heart.

" still all all reputation is big, our

Have no method,

We dozen go. 3 persons take public vehicle, also want the 5 angles of 7 Yuan, dozen also only 10 Yuan. Result, that road is repairing road , after red light, have stoped three times , have spent binary money. All the way last daughter seeks me to speak , I like to manage appearance paid no attention to.

Until school can still sink , begins. Originally, is first principal to speak some matters of school , then have a meeting again on class from teacher in charge of a class. We have seen under that of teacher in charge of a class registers to see nephew , he watches television in dormitory, homework has been finished , bath is also washed. Actually, board is also quite good, life has law very much. Have spoken conversation with him , have a meeting. When we arrive again, meeting has begun. I have heard meeting is public with old to consult: I bring daughter first to go home , he has a meeting here. He has replied. Then, I have hit again with teacher in charge of a class to call , bring daughter to go home. It is not so , daughter just sleeps tonight in better night , does not remember bed tomorrow morning very repeated.

We again is dozen return , because just pass

After returning , she takes a bath

She has slept , is near, younger sister posts a letter to cease: 3 pigs return pigsty, have no? I return: Both ends has returned , one public is still driving. Ask reimbursement for fare 25 Yuan to me. She returns: It is good, 3 250s.

Open the meeting of head of family( 2)

At ten o'clock or later

At ten thirty, old is public to have returned. " you do not ask me what teacher has said , my what does not remember that I have remembered the telephone number of two new teachers only. " " you surely do not remember , because not is your son " I smile say. He also smiles. " actually, teacher has said some what , is not very important sometimes, it is important that you do not go , do not pay attention to your child again. Because this is important for child! " I say. " as, old is now also so. You see that his class goes up 24 persons, I have only the head of family of 12 children frequently. Teacher is angry very much to say ' tomorrow she will do two matters: One, post a letter to cease to head of family, why do not come the meeting of head of family, do not pay attention to own child. 2, ask student, your head of family why do not come the meeting of head of family. " yes, have many head of families busy make money , know only that colored money send own child to good school to go, then what no matter. Some is not to make money , even is playing , when swim music, it is hiting mahjong. They would not offer a little time for own child. Will know , is head of family do not pay attention to own child , how to go to let others to pay attention to own child. At many times, head of family will be commonplace perhaps , does not go to do not matter , but this is a communication space after all. This can let us know that own child and something child else are different , can be some to know own child. However, I have not opened a meeting of head of family really yet. Daughter just just the level of last year.

It is always public to have still said that is a lot of: For example, teacher says ' head of family does not accompany child homework, to let child independent, complete homework. Do not inspect the homework of child , let child self inspect. Discovery can be corrected wrong , can not also have no more well, so, teacher can know that which are the weak places of child. Now many children, at the time of examination, do not know at all how to inspect test paper. ' I feel that is so, I miss me should accompany beginning from now to raise daughter these good habits. Old is public to say: Teacher still says ' now child a lot of have no self-confident heart , on class, it is long to be on duty in turn, it is pawned first that as a result, no a person raises hand , arrive is final, just a child gives birth raise hand to say: OK, I try. Then give speech how - - pawns a monitor, and say quite good. ' yes, now child, a lot of matter is adult when gang do, self has never done what alone, they which come to self-confidence heart!

" you not say that your what does

How many persons has

When busy care about still

Invisible knife

A friend son of former night full moon, please have the wine of full moon , be old and public , original I and daughter also go , have but come in home guest, so, have not gone. However, it does not want to also accompany in heart , wants to hit that to do not need more to say whether I will accompany person always in public evening to hit mahjong. Because his boss likes dozen , is still larger than old public numb addiction. Old is public to say: Person when towns and villages all over the country, involuntarily. Have no method. I also no matter is so many. Before, will be still in charge of , have now been accustomed to , and pipe has not also used , is to demand air to receive only.

Because accompanying guest in the afternoon have gone around a afternoon , have long slept in the evening very much. Think , old public can resemble is normally the same, return at twelve o'clock before, so, front door has not been also closed , is to have closed iron gate only. It is so that the little lamp of drawing room also reserves per night, he returns from sinking , reserves the little lamp of small cup always to him. Result, I have slept a awakening comes to have a look, the lamp of drawing room still lights , " a few , haven't you returned yet? " my one sees mobile phone, " day , dawn point! Still go to work tomorrow. Will he surely return? " I think. I pull out have known his mobile phone " how to still sink to return " " is rapid, you sleep , do not be in charge of , I when is away from home very near place in " his spoken language thorough a silk helplessness. It is late that he also does not want to do, but can not also go. This last brand table is easy , take off brand table disaster. I know him in mahjong house.

No matter. I have slept continuously,

Old is public to have returned. I have woken up. See clock, day , at three o'clock. Can only sleep do not want to get up to go to work to 4 hours. It is so late to stay up late in the evening, second day which have spirit to go to work. Evening has not been slept , get up in the morning to have no appetite , eating thing is also unable to eat. So for body very not, it is good. I feel to stay up late as if a invisible knife, it is hurting our health slowly at one one. However, our many persons do not pay attention , some know obviously that it is not good to stay up late , but total do do not arrive do not stay up late. Perhaps, have only body have lit red light can just pay attention , then can accomplish. However, until then, perhaps, it is late perhaps.

This boss is also , does not hit before , now has great addiction. He is the person of unmanned "pipe", old old woman is in Canada. However he also does not think originally the difficulty in field. It is late that he and his subordinate hit mahjong to arrive to , if his employee is so, that second day, employee how state of mind. The product that this can make? Do not understand really! He can not accomplish ,since he sets an example.

Real have is

It is not that we want to be in charge of you

Buy vegetable early have run some places , come down finally from market, a city management that hear when life land say " have said with you very repeatedly, do not put fruit to surface to come, it is the many time that city is well-behaved as managing. It is not that we want to be in charge of you, is yourselves want us to come to be in charge of you. "

Original is those buy the person of fruit have again put fruit to shop door is foreign. Here has is two to buy fruit, it is often to put fruit to surface to come , puts sometimes very long, pedestrian walks to skirt , and looks very confused and still dirty. Many persons want to rent the shop front of a a square meter , use the shop front of 10 square meters. Not only buy fruit , still have to buy breakfast , buy vegetable, it is so. It is neat that they are never in charge of city, never being in charge of pedestrian very go well, by all means their their business. The person who often sees city management before comes surprise attack, put in outside thing confiscation to fall, now, they will resemble , meet as "bandit", eye disease is deft of hand, snatching those things at once return shop, have no snatch go to hold them to city management open come to vehicle goes up. Though, it is so, but they do not alter still , or will so put to surface to come. Now, the person who does not know what reason and city management does not confiscate thing , is they. But the strength of sermon does not even more show effect!

It is not that we want

Words again return from saying , are been

Aren't you and have

This is the contradiction

Confused language

Sometimes, I am thinking: Do I still have my feelings for him to be a kind of burden for him? If is , that I should not go to bother him , love he can not let him have burden , as incorrect? If he feels that is very tired because of me, will so return Pi I, let self relaxed and some. That should stop step for this , stops the step of heart! Perhaps, this is for him with me is a kind of release relaxedly!

It is

It is free

Today can be also a good news, though, this news

The old man of annual full 60 years old of the registered permanent residence of this city takes bus is free. Is not the good cost of 50 percent discount of this city. However old man the matter of the good cost of 50 percent discount, have got early two years ago. Student manages student card also may 40 percent discount. It is good! Still hear a news few days before , is true or false , is still not very clear. The person of this city of registered permanent residence falls ill the cost of hospital living may exempt completely. Is not really have is so good? However, it is some words, I also hope that I do not enjoy this treatment!

For 12 years, free education just

The citizen who can do this city is really

I expect!

I do not want to die forever

In evening of one day when I take a bath to daughter, daughter asks me suddenly: " mother, are whether you will wait until I have grown up just old? " " yes ", " that you are to wait until I am old , do you just die? " " En, this problem has been hard to say very much, perhaps, you are very old and very old, mother has not died yet , still accompanies you, perhaps, you sink yet, how to be old , mother has died. Because life has many accidents. " mother, I do not want to die forever! " daughter says , " is not to die forever , do not die forever " I rectifier road. " so, we will cherish life well , protect life, let our life count for a long time. Daughter has only vague idea land hear.

Perhaps, somebody will say that I am unreasonable, too cruel. Daughter is so little , speaks death with her. Actually early two years ago, I die for that same daughter has said. I say person as if the leaf on tree, leaf old will be withered and yellow , can drop , person will die always. But tree can continually grow new leaf, person also meeting generation generation land biography goes down , child grows recently if seting up come out leaf.

I have long not only spoken death with daughter very much, still same daughter says somewhat about sexual matter! Speaking her how to come. She also likes to hear me to speak her very much the story of birth. So, she knows that there is sperm inside the book of man, there are ovum in the body inside of woman, and it will be lived , slowly in a little house inside that sperm and ovum are met together, then, grow up , walk out of since childhood in house to see outside world. She knows that this house calls "uterus", she knows that self has also lived in 10 months in this house. However, she covets too to play. I return her to see after child the disc of birth, there is natural labor, there is caesarean birth. However, she has seen that once has not been seen , it is fearful that she decides. After still saying her, do not give birth to child. I say that actually have no , mother also so gives birth to you! Is mother to work hard very much, but it is also very happy to be mother, it is also happy, because you bring mother infinite delight! Hope these disc contents will not leave shadow to her.

I speak the body of girl and the body of boy to her, have what difference, in childhood, there is what difference, have grown up and have what difference. Tell her: Her body can not be seen casually to person , is felt to person. So now sometimes, she changes clothes , her pa is on the scene , it is gone out that she can call her pa , but have forgotten sometimes, also meeting light body runs in disorder at home.

I am thinking , I do not know my this as incorrect. But I also think that speak these since childhood at one one with her , am larger than waiting for her , and then say with her. Because until then, she will be shy , and we will also feel that are very that. If since childhood, she knows the knowledge of a littleness , when arriving , we say again , count perhaps for main points, she will understand. She has understood , she then can protect self , cherishes self!

No matter in which aspect,

Surface wall has thought

Surface

In Saturday morning,

Her exactly same daughter of Xiao Zhang of courtyard also when the interest class on Children's Palace, however than daughter many section lessons. Daughter has finished class , she will still go to study other. The daughter of Xiao Zhang is four years older than daughter , is very sensible , also likes to study , it is good to study what to study very much. Xiao Zhang is also happy. However, Xiao Zhang is tight for daughter, she says east, daughter dares not west. Original she need not accompany daughter to attend class , but have come together because having no time , so. When finishing class , happen to have touched , so go home together. Children's Palace is far from our home, walk just the road of some minutes.

We and Xiao Zhang compare , is cooked, so, daughter goes together with her , shares a umbrella with her. We chat while going , have gone to sink how long, suddenly daughter hand goes up many a wooden sugar pure bottle, originally, is taken from her blanket roll by daughter. There are 3 chewing gums in inside. I am angry very much , criticize daughter , can not be so, so not good! But since is when surface, Xiao Zhang when, the table elder brother who still has daughter also when, so, it is not very stern to criticize. I want to educate her home again.

Is however us to go go to my domestic downstairs, her but different my last building, thinking follow Xiao Zhang to go domestic Xiao Zhang, home of Xiao Zhang has to be still gone to forward. " do not be all right , again need not to be domestic every month, go to her home why? " is the daughter of Xiao Zhang every month. Daughter is not glad , pout little mouth station when that does not move. Xiao Zhang has not also waited for until she straight goes forward. I also pay no attention to her , think of building. " aunt, younger sister follows that aunt " nephew says. As soon as I hear , really, am angry very much , go to return to go, as soon as seeing , she really catches up Xiao Zhang. " will soon return! " they have stoped step, but daughter returns still from not think. " will soon return , should not go domestic aunt. " " let her play a little while return again " the gang of Xiao Zhang she pleads for mercy. " should not " my point also does not leave some leeway land say. Daughter is to have looked back , however, she has also pulled Xiao Zhang to come over , want Xiao Zhang to come my home. " I do not want aunt my home, until next older sister still returns , aunt will do meal. " I say. She is to not hear , holds Xiao Zhang tightly. I miss her affirm miss Xiao Zhang my home, protect her! Have refused to budge for quite a long time, she still would not. I am so true that can't help having no method and having to use bad plan. I have gone.

Etc. I lane comes one has La rattan go to downstairs again, see that Xiao Zhang has gone , again one sees daughter hand, that wooden sugar pure bottle again when her hand goes up. Xiao Zhang surely persuades her with this one. I have not uttered a word! Have opened door last building! She sees that I take rattan on hand. Have cried. Side cries the building on side.

Return after home. She is still crying. I lay aside rattan to say " I do not hit you, but you stand well to me in that 'Mian Bi Si Guo', hand is lifted up , can not move " she would not go. I have held her to pass , let her stand in that. She stands in that, side cries side says " your point is not good , return than teacher " murder " I why is more fearful than the teacher? " " teacher lets to stand also so stand , rely on wall station behind " " good, you also rely on wall station behind , know some time that have been wrong , tell me that knowledge is wrong, correction mistake is just good child. "

She is standing

Is " for I so murder, so tight, point is not good mother " that to be good mother? Month mother for you is good, is? You want how she let you how, is? That is because you are not her daughter, you very do not close her matter well. However she as is tight every month. Do you do not know? " she hopes that I do not make sound.

" you like to move the pack of others very much, take thing inside to come out. I have long said with you, no matter is mother is still others, no matter is at home , still when surface, should not turn the pack of others in disorder. This kind of behavior is impolite, also uncivilized. Since childhood, raise this habit , is nearly impossible to give up , is big , is so, others will say that you are to steal thing. Do you know? " her etc. quietness is some, I teach her. " you put on umbrella to aunt, this is very good. But afterwards, you make the two matters that should be done not , so this afternoon liking baby island the project played has canceled. Tomorrow should not also go to play. " she is very sorry, again look at me very angrily. But do not quite cry out to shout , if when normally, she surely wants to shout to turn day. She knows still that have been wrong.

I am really angry , think: Are

Perhaps, I also have

She has stood meeting, very little

" knowledge has been wrong is good, remember afterwards should not such oh. OK, play with elder brother. " is also strange, normally, it is also more difficult to want nephew to do the homework , today, see that younger sister has gotten a scolding , he also well-behaved is doing the homework well-behavedly.

Afternoon nephew will go to school English lesson, I have to send him. Then, bring daughter to read in nearby supermarket , go around. There are also to swim in that supermarket happy site. Daughter also wants to play. " do not be all right , cancel love baby island to play , say what place should not go to play. " I say. Daughter holds me tightly , thinks that I reply. Hold me to a little breathe however come , also do not know her which come to so big strength. But eventually, she has given up still.

Have seen meeting book, going around to see to have the thing of needs will be bought. As a result, she sees a public son little rabbit rabbit , wants to buy , have put in shopping basket. I have not made sound at that time. Have but gone to receipt silver , I say " this today does not buy , today, you show not good, what should not be bought , what should not play. Next week, you show good, I come again to buy. " she the method of sinking. Perhaps, this time, she knows that self really knows wrong that I will not really make a concession.

I think that today, what can not be bought to her, if have bought , she knows that this one is asked to can not satisfy , that may satisfy , so she does not mind me for her punishment. Her expression of next week is good, I come surely to buy that public son , am long increase, can buy , can also let her play. Because this is credit. If this time, having broken promise , after her, also do not believe me. Will not also hear me.

Sometimes, I think , I am not is

Life if sees as beginning

The years of passion combustion are very momentary, one day, passion end will eliminate to retreat. Passion eliminates to return rear person , heart no longer meeting Fan take the ripples of battle array, will not also feel again is puckery to ache. Can also often remember certain person , but can no longer flow out tear secretly, will not toss about again difficult sleep. Heart is such calmness, it is calm!

When a boiling hot heart is under the environment that lows than the temperature of this heart , when jumping , perhaps, can also cool slowly, cool should some temperature, or the temperature that lows more. Though, love is not only to ask for , but is to pay out. But, when " this love " others does not take notice of , or the burden of others, that should give up.

They are the persons that walks on two parallel lines originally, will not also intersect forever to go go to the a. Have realized , want to understand that everything is so. Needn't bitter beg bitterly, bitter wait bitterly? Perhaps, have gotten , is a bitter fruit perhaps!

Not is too few as possessing , and it is too many as wanting!

If life is seen

The money of 300 Yuan

A man has borrowed100Yuan money do business , but when do business100First money. When borrowing money, they are the male and female relations of friend. Afterwards, that woman discovery man still has other girl friends , breaks with him for decision to concern. HoweverThat man carries the200First money, it is the boy friend of older sister that at that time, the younger sister of that woman sees , have not thought of what , have lent money he. So, that man asks that this woman has borrowed300First money. After they part , she still300Yuan money have

She disdains such man! It is by oneself early that she rejoices have parted with him. Actually at that time she also not like him very much, but being fellow villager , he has also helped her, is a lot of and busy , it is a lot of to have taken care of her. He is to work in a local police station at that time , is temporary worker, but at that time, she does not understand these. In those years, she likes very much the person who likes to see through military uniform very that joins the army , she wants to be wife to a soldier if marrying , is really happy. However, this person is really , , , she really rejoices self has no with him together, because at that time, he steals bicycle unexpectedly.

If say that this is a

She despises very much to use the man of woman money , especially borrow money the man that does not return! Afterwards, she has not also gone to ask that he will pass money , however, after being this, she knows that should not borrow money in disorder to others , no matter is what person. But she can do some stupid matters sometimes still, lend money others uses , or do not sum what on money. Though, she needs money very much, but sometimes, she sees money very light , she feels have a lot of thing spend money to change do not come.

Though, it is300Yuan money are a kind of shames for

In National Day, it is happy

National Day will soon arrive , wish the friend happiness of National Day that everybody know and are not known! Snatch more gold and laughter in golden week! Is willing all resemble our motherland is the same and more and more prosperous and powerful , it is more and more beautiful!

It should be not this to give money

I am often thinking , should we be not

When bus station etc. turn or on the road, often have the clothing of 1 or 2 dress junks when walking , Zhu root rod, reserve very long beard, face is also dirty, the back a long again dirty and old "briefcase", a hand stretches iron in front of bowl or plastic bowl goes to others. Some silent do not make sound, in some mouth, still thinking of have word: Eldest sister and big elder brother are all right to act charitably , Bodhisattva can bless you. Waiting some meeting of the person that turns trouble reputation, or looking at , it is vexed , sends person soon to go , can so also give coin. However, normally, I will not give this kind of condition. These persons who want money some actually is still more rich than me, than me, it is still rich to have a raw time to live. Their is to not want to work hardly , or land. They think not Lao obtain , because so, money come quickly. They lose self-respect only trip. In them, some person is actually young, some though age is slightly big, but also have no illness , will not be handicapped person. Is to gain the sympathy of others, get a little more charity , and pretend. When is former for more than 10 years, then I live on road side, downstairs, it is bus platform exactly. I am all right like to stand in window that to see the person on road person goes , have from time to time many Qu matter. There is day, I see a " old man ", Zhu stick, one turns land go , is passing road. Suddenly, many vehicles are opened , he fears to press , has run fast to get up , has still rapid road than my error, that stick is taken on hand.

Have no intention

" you today

" you today has wanted amount?

" my home is

" Wa, you have built

They are not to want money for the basic

I do not know that it is true that this has how many matters in the world. Sometimes, see those broken hands of the, broken leg pitied, when the person that climbs on the ground , I can also give a Yuan money. Sometimes, see that others describes to so pity , looks also true and very pitiful, I can also give money. Especially bring daughter. Because I will teach her to do good works , I do not want to let her know that there are so many deceptions in this world prematurely. Sometimes, I think that perhaps, this person really needs money, if yes words, I have given , I have really helped him. So, I do not know that I am to have helped person , or am deceived by people.

Before remembering some years, have seen that a article is to say a pair of father son two to be all right to go to experience life to dress up as beggar , is mixed among beggar. They discover: Now beggar some also and former the same have " beggar gang", there is still " gang God ", "common people" will give presents to " gang God", then help God to relevant department " deliver tax " the piping times of peace of guaranteeing " safety in production" to guarantee them. Allegedly, there are many children, have plenty of orphan, have plenty of had been abducted. They let these children come to help them , want money, because there are the money that child wants. They sit idle and enjoy the fruits. Have more very, to go to money , it is handicapped to become those healthy child lanes intentionally. Ai, the heart of these persons is too cruel. These children have become them make money tool.

It is

Are you

The little husband of wheelchair sits with the wife of big person high horse

The little husband

Last year, father is to put few table wines after the birthday of 60 years old, according to hometown customs, relative friend will congratulate. Let father glad and let own obedient heart. I bring daughter to give father home and have celebrated the birthday.

In that day, aunt family has come , has only his young son - - my table younger brother , has not come. Have but come a woman that I do not know , also stand big belly. It is not our local person. When the surface of so many persons I also do not ask well is who. But at heart always when guess is who, however, it is the same to seem to be again impossible. Waiting for relatives is similar as going , can I't help to ask whom mother woman is?

" open red

" where?

" Hubei

" others introduction,

" where is others introduction,

" his appearance, woman seeks what home with him? " picture

" do not know that your uncle home has not again spent money, just say when coming that give money her home, that woman say , until having got child to give again, now, belly has not so also still given , say that will put to marry wine, but have not put yet "

" also is oh, his appearance can

" is also strange, his appearance, it is big to demand old old woman person Gao Ma. Opening bonus in surface to mix after all do some what? " I always want to know his appearance, it is doing some what outside after all. Because having in former two years to hear mother have said that he says that he is eating perfume outside very much , go up get off , go up go ashore person holds , others is good for him.

" do what? It is that gang person wants money to hear

" your one says , I seem to have recalled , I am having seen the elephant person as him , sit on a plank packed by 4 wheels, both hands support land in front of go , put bowl to pack money. I have a dream to sink think of possible is he "

I have understood , he has become others

" he is current and how

" it is still

I think that height is that appearance , but

He is actually very clever person, is destiny teases him, under a lifetime, it is handicapped person. It is what reason to also not know. Foot has hand, what also does not be short of , but has very little height. Foot can not be walked. In my impression, he always resembles 3 or 4 years old little boy sits in chair. Regardless of spring summer autumn winter. He sinks always to study , has no school to want him. If being rich leting him study at school under certain condition, I think that he is surely very amazing person. However, I have not thought that he so helps others using his body deformity to want money , having become others make money tool. Natural also is for own life. It is willing to follow her that having not thought of more still have a so passionate woman unexpectedly. This is the joke that God opens to him, still God for him mend to taste.

Is willing that

I have lost

I have lost , lose very thoroughly. My feelings has lost

Love has not been wrong , also has no reason

Love has not been

I have never wanted to betray , have also never wanted to change original intention , have not wanted to finish more. Is heart always not from go autonomously. Do not know heart go is not to betray. Is not is get not go to is best always? Is not is get have lost is just best? Love can not really use to decide with " not good ", love has no any reason. Do not know that he has what well, even is not better than Mr. Having a kind of love have no any reason.

Ask monarch can have

The feelings of dried bean are thought

Go around supermarket or market , I only one sees that dried bean will be remembered in those years, , , then being filled with at heart to have no let miss and unknown Nostalgia, , , so, I can buy to go home , do eat , is regardless of me how do, change pattern to do , have no in those years those feeling . . . . ..

10 some years ago,

There are well the illness of many mothers, I have had no necessity, stay in home, however, it is impossible to return to school to study. Am I thinking of my next step at heart what to be done? Stay in home , do farm work in gang home, do you go to county town it is free to make a little unskilled laborer? Or do you study what technology? So, need not stay for two years, I will play the role of the another role in my life, with me as age person, character wife and character mother , may I do not think that am so early, I want to do the dream that loses woman for some years. However, if stay at home, my destiny will be so. Do you go out? Are the sisters who walk out of and have gone out the same , go to surface to rush as soon as rush? However, , , I am really contradictory. My rightful contradiction , a relative has come my home, tell me that pa says that his village has the two persons in outside job hunting to go home to visit relative , may bring me. Originally, this relative has two daughters in outside job hunting, just when outside is still good. Papa has long said with this relative, seeing to have opportunity bring me.

After relative goes , papa asks me that there is what plan: Do you go out to find a job or stay in home? I have wanted to want to decide to go out to find a job still. Though, what I do not know surface to wait for me is a what world. Papa also does not know. What know is that others says. He also has contradiction, it is helpless to also have a lot, also have a lot do not give up , there are also many worryings, , , so, he lets my self decide , now wants to come , I originally decision is still correct. Though when outside have eaten is a lot of and bitter , but after all, is selected by self , and is now good.

The person that finds a job then is not many, have not so gone to coastal city from our county town reach regular bus. We only take train from county town from ship to provincial capital. So, it is early to rush.

The evening before last me. After mother has done supper, the fire in earth kitchen range has not been extinguished yet. Mother has again added a lot of broken broken endure the firewood of temperature to go in. Then use tile canned enter dried bean and the meat with thin half fertilizer. Put tile jar in earth kitchen range is intermediate, surround with firewood tight. So until second day in the morning, meat and dried bean are cooked and thorough , and have not been cooled , are still warm.

Papa has gotten up at four o'clock or later. I think that he still has mother, a evening has not been slept. Because I have not also slept. The daughter who never makes the daughter of excessively long-distance door and has never left them will leave the place that they go to very , and does not know the shape of what future. How can they sleep? I have also gotten up. Wash Shu have meal completely , luggage has long been prepared. Papa takes out tile jar from earth kitchen range , has packed lean meat and the dried bean of inside to come out , adjusts taste. Then, have stir-fried a bowl meal to me to eat. Dried bean is really fragrant and very fragrant, but I eat few. I want to eat a little more , because do not know this go to then can eat the meal in home some time. However, my heart, , , I am really unable to eat. Mother has not gotten up. Because her body sinks yet, how to be good , and it is cold day, I do not let her get up to send me. But I know , she affirms , is flowing out tear quietly. Because she often says that is that she should not not fall ill well , is so harmful that I have no book to read, now she affirms when say is she harm gets I will make outside job hunting. Not, mother, this is not your mistake. No a mother does not miss children well. Only your illness gets up well, how I have no.

Papa carries my luggage and elder brother with bicycle to send me together, go to the quay of county town to take ship. Also not walk for 3 or 4 10 minutes. Day has not lit very much yet. I when at heart say the words of and mother farewell. Going up me all the way go quietly. Papa is the 1000 exhortation instructions of 10 thousand land let me to be take care of self well outside. Meeting problem want how how. I know the mood of papa.

I take ship. I wave to papa, elder brother

Now, I am already having own home in the 10 outside few years of job hunting , have own spouse , have own daughter. Pa mother has also seen us. Now they already do not worry about me like same year , however, it is those to miss , it is those to worry about , I want to grow increasingly. Because of their old.

That tile canned dried bean the scene put in earth kitchen range, those beans of thick dried bean have already past fragrance, however seem in 10 few years yesterday, , , after dozen is that, I have also not eaten again to use the dried bean of tile jar this. Perhaps, mother has forgotten that I eat what in those years to leave home , again is why make come. I the following some of go home , having also forgotten to call mother this is eaten to me, mother also seldom does meal with earth kitchen range. Go to home perhaps notes is disastrous. Do not know home perhaps at home is good. Have only left home can just miss home.

Oh, mother has gone home

Dried bean, the beans fragrance

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