I this is why

I this is why? I really

I do not know which come to temper, his one goes out , I grab to just drink the bowl after soup go on the ground one falls , bowl had been broken to smash, scrap is everywhere. That sound, I think that he has surely heard. Then, I lie on bed , flow out tear quietly. Daughter quilt this suddenly if odd come to one fall to scare get do not know place Cuo. It is a minute of to not arrive , I hear that door is loud, then hear him to ask daughter " who has broken bowl? " " is mother " daughter one side sweeps scrap, reply. Then, he arrives room , stands to look at me , " you this is why " I also pay no attention to him," hope that you do not have an accident at home" I pay no attention to him still, is tear when vision flows. He has gone , side goes to side to say for daughter: " cut foot carefully. " daughter has swept scrap to arrive room , see that I am crying , she also cries , then, she lets me to do not cry. It is that our mother woman cries together with two that she still cries to ask " I you why cry , mother, you speak ".

Originally this two days because of the matter of younger brother do mood is not good very much, in other words, it is terrible and thorough. On today Sunday, take off heavy rain, I think that he should not go out in the afternoon, should can stay to accompany our mother woman at home. However in morning at eleven o'clock or later, he has the telephone that seems others to let him to go out in the afternoon to play, it is dozen mahjongs to play. Seem to have a person to go together. Have passed some minutes, his telephone has again sounded , hits with that person that goes together with him, call him soon. Then he is doing meal, I when goddaughter does the homework. Have not passed some minutes, that person has again called , says that has gone to my domestic downstairs. " that you wait , I have not had meal yet " that person does not come up , do not think with good intention , fear that I am not glad, because have once before because of the matter of dozen mahjongs, I have said that person.

We begin to have had meal , are the vegetable that he does completely, " Ai, do not like eating , have no salt taste. " I also pay no attention to him. Exactly now my telephone has come , it is younger sister , says the matter of younger brother. My telephone has not said yet that he again receives message , he smiles while seeing. Then, have changed clothing at once, meal has just eaten half.

I really do not think that he goes out , I really hope that he can accompany daughter at home to play game , accompanies me to say that speak , perhaps meeting not happy noisy few sentences, I also do not want to go out. It is gone out that my real very disagreeable others calls to call him , because of him for others is " have to beg surely should ", never refuse , because he wants to go out to play , eagerlies look forward others to call. I do not understand that he how to think at heart. His biggest hobby is dozen mahjongs. He seldom accompanies our mother woman at home, evening does not work overtime , mostly is also dozen mahjongs. Saturday is also dozen , will be also hit normally on Sunday in the afternoon. Today, I want to rain , should not go out , have however gone out still. When former I am often this matter make a noise with him, make noise not happy, afterwards, I advise self slowly , advise to fall by oneself, because not such, my meeting is crazy slowly. Result slowly I do not be in charge of , he has not still returned in the evening very much in night, I can also sleep. I am adjusting own mood with great efforts. I do not want to be angry , I want to have a happy time , is some, it is not superficial and happy, is heart is happy. So for quite a long time I have not made noise with him , however today, I have broken out still, I this is why.

I do not know , should hate mahjong or the person that should hate to hit mahjong. Original mahjong lets person entertain , however, many persons has regarded as this make money tool, have many persons wife ion breaks up , it has many persons because this is in jail. I do not know the ancestors of invention mahjong to know that his future generations so treats mahjong, can be distressed.

I do not want after hoping and then am so, because

Sorry. Dear