A diary record

Chongqing has again risen to cover light rain, everywhere dusky, can't see the house of far place. Take teaching in 4 dynasty outside see , the livelihoods of national defence train on playground, the classmates of calisthenics class step to brandish point , jump on stand to jump , everything as before go on , world seems always press one pattern goes on , in this pattern, do not know the consumption that does not feel relative time. In a twinkle big 2 , just step seemingly yesterday into west Zheng front door, it is still that ignorant new student.

Have gone up 10 lessons , pass in a flash for one day

This afternoon is 4 Si Zhengs principle lesson. Teacher has given us a good news. When he says the examination final test of graduate student of this year, examines basic tenets of Marxism with Marxism Chinese classmate highest minute most has a well-thought-out plan classmate that also passes and have only Si Zheng , naturally, public expense is too comfortable. I inwardly ruthless ruthless have ridiculed jurisprudence one: See you Ye, quilt we Si Zheng Bi has gone down. The teacher sisters of senior apprentice of Si Zheng are true and aggressive , have the Renmin University of China on examination , the central graduate student of party school. Teacher says that we think Classmate Zheng examination psychological quality Te is good, we say that do not be all right well, in any case psychology is that we will repair , do smile to die. Hope the time that I examine the year after next also can have a well-thought-out plan pass other candidate bodies.

Time feels whether self has been infected too easily. Today is seen are seen my good depressed. Have a kind of want the feeling of suffocation. This nun Di Ke-Te analyses thing too thoroughly. This lets me feel in the necessity of having not also hated again on this world. Original for Japan this one like ethnic group is not general hate , also query the postwar American attitude for that it adopts. But after finishing , suddenly, have understood a lot of thing that does not understand in the past. Japan a lot of current behaviors, may seemingly find answer from the cultural and value system of its tradition. But most let me grab the mad national personality of those unimaginable value system and contradiction that is them. When I follow own imagination as Japanese the propulsion of this book goes , it is regular to feel terror and contain. When I jump out of book, again discover everything is so of course. Calculate does not be thought of , thinking of my cerebrum again want Bao , my sociology imagines force to remain raising. Have read book I fly general departure quiet classroom, eagerness lively rush the fear in my heart.

Prepare to sleep , Hai Hai, today nonsense goes to this