Sunday, February 24, 2008

Dark star person prose poem 8 Zhang( 1990)

A, a collection

The collection of poems of a cover wear call the for a long time far sound of singing not exaggerated , a man uses never speech defeats impassioned fighting will still has if silly as drunk feelings Su words, printing the beautiful note-book of maple leaf, it is romantic to write road: " do not be poet, Yan get happy life? "

Right now, this young angry strong man vision is filled with extravagant hopes: "poet" is "happiness" appearance solicit , this is paramount perfect pursuit, the brandy that overflows like a bottle of fragrance 4 drunk pour countless white month in the sky fond dream. This passion is me as fiery man, the circuitous whistle of past event error is a circle annual ring. This far go to have gone this is close to is hard to be close to , become the fishing person that drifts in memory to have no to be.

A show of collection of poems when hand sends out again to me to shake the call of day: " return! Host, you have been the happy vindication of my dripping wet life, see your actual face of yesterday quilt the curtain of night

Beg you, other when in book roll falls out to seek the melancholy of yesterday , do not say again for me: " melancholy is melancholy pass. " I will not resemble so draw in in the past generously aly admonition, then when the crossroad of monsoon development foolishly stupid bitter etc..

I Zeng Shi Miao this foot next top courtesy the pilgrimage person that worships in, there are me in the Temple of Heaven of poem a to your love is going up. I seem with pure feelings running water sing life sincerely is lovely, Ship Yi that burns in first rays of the morning sun golden the sun is I do not change faith to pictorial or portrait. Browsing this page poem read each poem, is as listening attentively brook Chan Chan chant to sing Lao Lin of mountain stream. Collection is asked: " go to me sit! Do you still remember that in same year, you make the scene of poem in coffee house? "

Remember that my Zeng Zai Cai has made poem in the coffee house of lamp solo dance , takes seeing the sky note of the top of the head on box chair to roll to fight, as soon as unfolding the very beautiful money money " golden butterfly" to wave , tenderness is the most splendid sweet cake of poet dinner as fiery atmosphere. Drink coffee to think with great efforts from coffee in strong article makes poetic flavor is dim. Want to overthrow " popular doctrine" and then let " another kind of doctrine " popular. Declaration is waved always as big flag before " popular doctrine " do not report , is stated prosperously for the leaving of dusk or the arrival of each dawn.

Now, do you hold collection ofDream has not driven off strong

2, give

Think always that livelihood is a kind of splendor, a kind of let mood all-around and romantic enjoyment. Dream in many Yan many fancies besides language and dream can find ideal landing point; Those colors can put on the stage openly with the form of modern drama very much in thick or not thick time. No matter is daytime or dark night, spring summer or autumn winter; Also no matter is romantic or realistic subject, you are a role - - leading role throughout or supporting role. Make audience be moved , also make self be moved , you effort when seek best mood just as audience is always seeking best seat, is the same. Audience countless eye is to go from countless all directions, for you many times expectation, expect that you are successful to come , and your success is doomed but a kind of new way begins.

Think always that dying is the destruction of a kind of unfortunate, a kind of hope. Many Qi is willing and many joyfulness joyous can accompany the cigarette of thread thread to go into fallen leaves Bin Fen deep autumn. Leaving to kiss friend good friend one wipe the sad memories of boiling hot teardrop and a big pile language, beat a precipitate retreat in dusk along the setting sun road is quietly slippery to enter remote, thickly forested mountains. So, there will not be destiny again or the story noted fated to is germinatinged; It will not also have excellent or not excellent modern drama again to let you act as leading role. In the spring rain of spring breeze, you can't get the various experiences of love forever, you can only become one on wild country in distant memory to wipe to flow out the spark that flies.

Actually give birth may not is a kind of is gorgeous and romantic , though, livelihood can be died into honor, but can also hate worry. When giving birth , it is perplexed to have , suffering and is bitter to deliver appearance come when, come till death, we can talk big in land evasive livelihood theme of low style, can not evade a fear for death. " livelihood" is two boxers with " die " , always do not divide , is tussling round the clock, it is each so as 100 recruit type boxing opposite side, do not decide the victory to undertake. So have got to succeed person may not succeed forever, is disappointed person will not forever is disappointed result.

" the river east of 30 years, the river

Actually, it may not be also the destruction of a kind of misfortune to die. Many very deep nightmare meetings lose parasitism with this, quilt is painful and suffering melancholy surrounds everywhere to catch to catch up the soul that dozen may go to without road, since then meeting when die in free and easy find eternity is peaceful.

Actually, writing has said that one is piled up , is a word only: Or give birth or die , is the return of a kind of essence. Life each is not puting on a play , act as leading role or supporting role, each carve is not seeking best seat. Life also not tests all the time in the Satan's and temptation gotten rid of from the island of death. As having come , will affirm the value of self with 100 reasons; Face with laughter smile language smile no matter what mill Li; As having gone , will go expensive , leave , is a page of the ideological light of, a fair lets future generations go centuries judgment, die and have no regret.

3, problem

1, your

- - problem Cheng

It is come to that dizzy lamplight is quiet from corner to daub , applying to you silence all. Oblique body, you lean in former table a speech, do not send land hand to take a magazine. The big flat of light yellow of woollen sweater land melt enter in the lights of water; Also run into the guess of my sight. Do you think of what? Would not lean to turn round , leting me use to congeal heavy sight in reading your pupil that copy of congeal weight, leting me diligently thin analyze your long puzzle and doubt.

In front of piano when, key has been restored , but note returns when melodious flutter in little house, Fu to the other shore of deep thought. Your mood is thick and heavy , seems quiet and not quiet as mountain similar sea, slippery fall in a coconut Yun forest. You always do not believe that can have so many rest numbers in marriageable age and so " many not this ". May live so have bitter have music; Love also has resentment, remain perplexed despite much thought.

Book when hand, deep thought when outside. Perhaps you thinking about Zuo the dream of night pink when reappear. Like to let your tender feeling soft; Also let you breed the worry of many Mo Mings for no reason. A song Xie play music can not say everything mind thoroughly always is depressing, heart is lonely in night besides window to be all right , ten seeks a thing called "sympathetic response".

Little house quietly, world quietly, your deep thought returns when the step depth of one step. I know what you are thinking , need not worry , need not tangle in past event. Tomorrow is me and have attention the acoustical audience of your musical instrument a song that offer. Applause can sound , fresh flower can bloom for you. Your meeting with a song" heart song" arouse countless heart song, you can succeed.

2, dream

- - problem Yang

Sight deep sink to the grey of corner, the dream of a rose when sunshine the fragrant grass kissed on the ground the degree step of back and forth. That is a ancient totem printings and dyeings when the fountainhead of memory, nobody can survey this fountainhead is mysterious.

World is silent, your language also slippery at nightfall quiet corner. Want quietness may mood is runing all the way on memory road. Cherish little dog, you remember the candle light on that birthday day cake; Remember the partner in green plum, still have that always offend you and the cloth baby of life. Xiu hair gentle gentle wear on shoulder, your expression in the eyes tells me that you have passed the years of childhood. The partner in childhood goes to thing long ago each to leave some pieces of gold coins only, have to fall out to sun aly anecdote also make Cai butterfly will go. You when seek is listening attentively the language of wild goose of distant place still? Are you such to consider for what?

Is not want to go fragrant grass land seek to return the dream of that rose? He! It need not be so lingering. Tomorrow will be time of a magnificent sunshine. Your meeting is proud, you can get a new somniloquy.

3. Life will

- - problem Zhao

Sink well to sink He! This bumpy difference in degree a silk that wipe the slabstone strip with green moss just a shelf a shelf to upper berth show. Each shelf writes like a drawing board to let past event is sad and years is tasteless. Four seasons the mill and hardships that passes Li footprint is vague, at the corner of sunshine, had been magnified. This is so heavy that call the slabstone road that person is hard to look back upon He!

Sink well to sink He! Heavy large bamboo basket brings together with basket to rein tightly when the first shoulder of accommodation. Shoulder head is heavy, heavy is that one of survival entrusts; Is same family is poverty-stricken to free oneself; It is one or a group of city person not have cognition arrives wish for when put to fly. Wish for to always want so as heavy bitter come to exchange; Fond dream is to catch with tired out sight to take always, this rushes about for tired time He!

Sink well to sink He! Have staied behind for some centuries wind is still playing , heart when muddy struggle on the road is forward. Want to have the starting point of a turn always; Also want to have a gold always Nian dream arrive quietly, may sky is so queer always. One-hundred times melancholy along go up infiltration by pulse in body. This is so heavy that may press the heart of curved time, is telling He!

Sink well to sink He! The day that this is altered by the big flat of black clouds is honest to depress. Se Se cold wind pull may pull move everything go hither and thither to advise. In pedantic Huai, in air, pouring fully stink wet legend to flow overflow in surrounding country. Sky as the pregnant woman of difficult labor is still groaning. Will rain!

Not! Rain has

4 and you

Want to let the limpid sight as water trek a long way in the universe of book always, may the soft mood that rises and falls contains not dwelling place Fu happen , go the opposite bank of little river seeks you; Also thinking always make reduction mind Qi is willing to replay length, in little bridge, household reserves there , but sight when fresh breeze dripping wet take off had been repeled again, it is dimly slippery to fall in heel; Want to wipe out your name one-hundred times from the title page of book more, in dream, think about one hundred and -one times , bring sweet symbol.

Have not forgotten , from red stove hall, it is cool to take out salary charcoal to let me experience 4 walls and cold puckery is you; Let me lonely from me guard dusk when the homeward journey of bird sparrow sees arc line slippery fall down to is you; Only trip wilderness takes the charge of drizzle to soak one of my group loose hair is indifferent is also you. Love You You hate worry worry, curse your ruthlessness also miss you have feelings. Miss such as knife, years when stone, one sculptures but one fails. Being fully aware cold snow to daub deep winter will lead along a ship gold of spring Nian. Is fully aware the earth withered and yellow want the earth's core that lets moist love prick along the root pulse of a tree to enter loess land. A blessing but is a and silent, is silent for you all the life.

Silence is a kind of memory, think of you , think of

5 , Pour Decide

Is doomed

It is a person who does not become big ware that in your weak sight, I am doomed; Is doomed to can not open one for you Hong take shelter from the wind take shelter from the rain harbor; Also being doomed to can not become to bless you have a good journey to reach the square boat of other shore. Hardships different boat, fire and water does not intersect. So, in such time, I am been doomed wretched pale by you. Years - Yang years follow difficulty is a in, perplexed time, I again how to the relaxed a small island that open plough little island the little red house that lets you go to enter me?

I can not! I recognize me to do , do not arrive to enjoy life comfort and forget career; Also do do not arrive is various not fair experience counter to obey to receive. From this, you have 100 reasons to doubt me whether with all efforts when vast horizon leads along a bonus for you Can Can gold Nian come.

Your doubt Cha Cha, have not shaken me throughout for you a love; I have also not thought throughout to want draw with a kind of affected free and easy and hypocritical poem feelings Yi feed on illusions for you land description that original not beautiful blueprint. The beauty of blueprint relies on soul to establish , you like so as throw stone to ask road petty trick when land ask for love trially to me, I let life story first that copy of attitude emited and is feigned very at will has buried this real situation, return you the story of love indifferently, this is doomed my big mistake. So, in soft ruthless years, you are doomed to have selected to deviate from , deviate from me for you a great kindness; Also deviate from you to study times make oneself proud long-cherished wish. Deviating from not need sufficient reason and nationality mouth.

Actually when you make choice, I have known: My life is doomed to receive mill fully Li; Love is also doomed to suffer to inflict heavy losses on; Life is also doomed , will be been lonely, lonely, bitter to occupy. Heart already bitter extremely, because of you deviate from to add to a bitter and what foot again mention? Even if by own career, being bitter and dead one-hundred times, puckery dead 1000 times are also doomed to will not beg you to sympathize with or help once later.

Actually, know the beginning that you are doomed to be not a kind of mistake; It is not the finish of a kind of mistake that parting is also doomed. We are doomed to not fated to , is doomed if the certain little station in long route intersect error, this is life occasionally Xie a little episode met , have no necessary forgiveness of haggling over for your weakness and do not forgive; Need not also let you know or do not know that deviating from is the lesson of how to leave a hall to me to move deeply.

The misty rain of yesterday already follow wind error, pickle your shadow with great efforts to ache , pickle the salty a platform bitter color of pickling , it is my route of retreat that this is doomed; The drawing of my end pen. Though, your fragrant name is pickled always not badly, total when in I the long river of memory flows quietly to shed. But I try hard , forget with great efforts, when a forget again pick up that copy of forget. So, my life is doomed to pass in hardships.

6 , die

1Die

This is one does not see rain do not see the sound of sunshine and bird to flow overflow day, this also is one distant strange but is close to seemingly know Gen night. Gen night just so as it thick Lu Lu pitch-dark layer first floor land rinse my line of vision together with size puzzle about. You, just from the supernatural hip of sleepy universe Yin go leisurelily with the call of god into my quiet sight.

In wilderness, it is only with you as Yi, hear nightingale to make the sound ruling victory or defeat of sentry post. Unexpectedly flute sound does not sound you a bowl that passes successively cool water gives me. This water lets to" forget river". Intention where? Actually, the dim light of night of autumn scenery does not be color, rely on blood color, I can kill bitter color. Even if having 1000 misfortunes, also do not want to hope to beg your once to have good fortune; Making memory 1000 is post can unload my innumerable worry and melancholy( need to hand over soul will relaxedly), I seek hundredth road the back still unwillingly you go.

I in dreamland with you black

2Betray

Because of unsatisfactory millenary is fast asleep , big mountain has got at last to return the once of soul take out Luan. When the very red whistle of blood plasma puts all silt rock on files minute book together with the body of flesh and blood, this blue sky looks especially solemn and stirring and dim.

Because of unsatisfactory a hundred years sink , sea has got once at last look flustered Pao roar. The roar of pawnshop day cover land crosses dam farming village together with billow give a torrential whirlpool person and domestic animal , the earth looks , is pale and wretched so.

Because of " unsatisfactory decade " confine , I have got the repentance of conscience at last and passion regain consciousness. Facing the silent people of world and silence, I select to betray on the contrary. I am the rebel of my personal history, I am I have have or the idol that had dominated not and the model of worship one declares war. Declare war those various standards of old old error of being that protected by the thousand morals of a hundred years of benevolent justice meticulously. No matter common people for me one-hundred times denounce and 1000 times curse also stubbornly refuse to look back.

Thought charges forward all the way, because of " turn over to betray " no longer pale Ru is weak. Sight does not be muddy and fuzzy, sound of singing does not be hoarse and powerless, spirit does not allow wind to hit rain soak is melancholy to cannot bear. Yes, I am my own soul dig grave and foundation person. Burial suffering pass , foundation the beginning of new-born history.

3You

You have said that this boxing match can not It is not to compensate for defence to have no technique , also not is for the shout as mad tide on audience seat sound scares to fall. You since have scheming, even if the 100 fists in body, pulling hawser will also return the fatal a fist of opposite side. You had better to lose a round would not lose one game, it is a to would not accept more to defeat. So, excellent climax is always pulled open at the time that low tide finishes soon, what pull open is also that you sweep away that set of new fist road of ring.

You have Lie down not is for labor pain forget , it is not the beginning of comforting for dream, also not the sight of being for evasion for hand is sinister. Conserve energy , lie salary tastes gall bladder, for the ring match of tomorrow, decidedly a male and female is your genuine purpose. Because of you, your competitor is being fidgety , wants to how to entrap you.

You have said: On ring, it is Chinese to get better , brave man does not admit failure , brave man does not fear to hit. Since pouring recurrence, fall again. Brave man since have " the song of brave man", this song is not that everybody can sing , villain studies will not.

4Have

Fall out open have not signed the

Have perplexed under lamp think hard. Dream in have one-hundred times raise sail to go on an expedition , may tidewater one-hundred reason does not rise , wind also does not come with 100 apologies, leting me shallow put on desolate island , drink loneliness alone, it is bitter to chew one-hundred times. And letter wind flag falls long ago, bird sound also disappears in incomplete autumn festival.

Have melancholy in woods stand , taking the charge of double ended radius sleeker to tremble fall , dress up me into a scarecrow; Take the charge of the setting sun to cut my arms and legs apart at will; Also take the charge of Gang wind the pawnshop of forcing my step of one step into dark night sells openly with certain grade. I do not mind these , take seeing woods, ask the white of blue sky cloud, who will purchase me and goes , the story of a lifetime is not excellent.

Having sunk in lamplight the wander on the street that flickers. Each step is a joke - - joke life - - joke world. Go with the grass of winter sleep, and have no fruit tree is friend. Take the charge of this long night will the Chinese ink of full big jar empties aly, take the charge of sky quilt black clouds the wanton grey of applying , also take the charge of a long river of torrential rain of overflowing to flood my the top of the head , and even day collapses land is split, end not is move to consider.

Have "I" have died for many years, have no stele to have no grave , nobody remembers him come lifetime and pass away. Walk out of island and woods is dark for one to betray the new "I" of night. At this moment, the sun been struggling from the afterbirth clothing of dawn, 4 shoots radiance. Radiance lets me see the shadow of a blood color , sides with sunshine to go to go, go into a brand-new universe.

7 and big clear

1Clear

Look over; Sink quietly Mi is a color of light green floated on clear lake, puting violently as paint brush to draw one of big jar wipe the bridge of jade belt; What exaggerate quietly quietly is also the leaving of the ashen and white cloud of sky big flat. Very eye looks , do not see to wear the sun of golden shell rides purplish red horse You You go. What lose a lake that falls is that it is wet and freshAnd last year deep autumn remains lotus leaf. Some of tourist boats anchor think of thought in quay, not wait for each guest probably quietly quietly , pick up the sound of yesterday cheerful laugh again.

Lakeside, the old willow of innumerable any scar is holding up 1000 petals of ear, do not be disgusted it listens attentively lake underflow tiredly to move each heroic and moving story. The bird sound in woods does not see to resound , in summer, the vocal accompaniment of cicada has not gone to time yet. The curved stone dream that has not even more walked out of a night shown by rheumatism, sleepiness just as when.

Trail goes up , a distant place swims the step of son sounds gently, the old man that refines with morning is together forward. Curious sight is slippery to fall , the love of pure feelings flows at the same time field of vision big flat takes joyful feelings. Heart is breathing , clear Wu.

Now, I have a kind of clear Wu: Quiet is not the bitter beginning of sinking; It is not timid stop and is long and helpless to pictorial or portrait. Quiet is a kind of warm up warm recollections for past event and for the future a kind of indefinite positive reaction treated. History not because of the quiet record of forgeting of years for it.

Pour: Clear lake

2, I ask

- - swims

When I between and history erects the tomb tower of a silence, one has held the pyramid of upheaval spring and autumn of 6000 years - - is few Hao tomb. Admiring name come from afar I when this stands for a long time, the mood that rises and falls and puzzle ask a questionPause suddenly together with devoted sight, pause when in a quiet. Imagine , is crossing the cage of years Li difficult disaster pedantic Huai on ancient post road. Fresh breeze in, I hear crowd subjects vaguely neat worship sound; Under also smell quilt vaguely the land that weeds cover digs magnificent sad Qi funeral sound.

Shao-Hao-Shao-Hao, years You You, Sang Tian of the blue sea, the great change of human world. Your soul will is defended tenaciously , your story Yi fall down to what side? It has had the record of " day 5 colors, shine mutual poor mulberry "; It is the legend of " its bird kingdom " to also have " the mountain that length reserves ", now all these again where install when? Monarch already do not see " the branch of cassia tree is table, Xun Mao Wei Jing, carving jade is Jiu " allusion; Also do not see Fu daytime on wood swims , poor Sang Pu last sound of singing ripples exquisite story quilt generation generation biography sings.

Dusk bitter color difficult quality, having the color of tomb only is still bearing the dark blue mulberry hardships of millenary quietly. Countless swim son passion when dusk Xun dye and quiet big daub to develop a kind of regret , can only find answer in Chinese mythology legendary dictionary.

Silence such as knife, cut past event, cut years is mottled. History such as a bottle of transparent glue, glue " Shuang have no "( is countless and can not Tui go ) honor or disgrace. Face tomb; Facing the sun that each day eastern liter west falls down to , I face day upwards , wipe to ask the earth: " name is presented , Wei mark where? A tomb, a history. I do not understand , I ask a question. "

Pour: Lose Hao tomb when Shandong song Fu outskirt,

8 and the

Dark star personality speech: Past event is a plate of to record fully the tape of classical music, when your joyfulness succeeds , always show cheerful relaxed flow to shed to feel; And when you are melancholy to be disappointed , become the symbol of a kind of heavy burden , oppress your heart circle often , make you sentimental.

What is past event? It is free to take seaside , is mad rely on wind one to blow; Take the charge of sea wave to return to swat the embankment of riverside, my mood gushes together ly under blue smooth sky , is floated in wind, follow sight when thin wave lightens call out in reed marshes clump seeks a answer.

Is past event that cup of my fragrant strong coffee on hand? No matter settle Ka still milk Ka; No matter I sit in Western coffee, room is having no window still , no good day beautiful scenery quilt I pick up the little house that takes in, coffee is coffee always , has always different feeling, different cognition is different to live.

Past event is windowsill former that cluster of narcissus flower opened greatly? No matter the season of soft drizzle, shine still in night of the setting sun , time when the earth reflects brightness like, is that always fragrance overflows person, You orchid is thorough and green , catch to take each pass by the sight of guest, reserve the fancy of devoted each fancy person, one mood big wave wanders.

Past event is my bed the dream of the arbitrary combination on pillow? It is fragrant and sweet that one falls out the more as the chestnut in chafing dish to stir-fry. Aftertaste also quilt one is infinite to magnify. If one has no the route let , has countless excellence and not excellent one curtain curtain episode is breeding; Roam freely all over the world more like one , the whole world for home swim son, under foot, the total road that one does not go back to will be gone to , is hard to be looked back.

Past event really the summary of the life pride and life value that is me to sound to pawn? Let me possess really is a and proud and is a and proud? Memory on the road, meeting the teardrop that lets me laugh heartily makes once to flow readily to shed?

Not! Is past event what? Are you the bitter wine of a cup of difficult pharynx on meal table? When in each see probably ordinary time, let my tear drip wineglass, bitter full emotion. Drunk wine when song, long song will be cried. On 10th, is a day that pawn never ridiculed for life?

Past event links rough acid also Tui the together deep thorough ink marks that not let? Leave a point of free time always under white wall, one such as the tree of Chinese Scholar Tree before the garden of peasant family, the scar of one body, do you affect tree to take off that person infinite attention of heartfelt emotion of coming from afar and are general multifariously?

Past event is that calendar on my wall drawing - - certain city certain a angle has certain one quiet think herd sheep woman( statue) is thinking alone quietly? No matter summer or fall, allow news rain sound frog sound cricket sound to cry out heart not is move , it is the prairie of distant place as before. Even as early spring of next year, the recovery of all things on earth is still so as 100 have no speech back and forth to answer everything , stay in love forever heart base, reserve worry forever to me, let me have tear forever to flow fully land worry.

Past event really is I am innumerable

Not! Is also not!

Oh! I have known! Past event is a kind of spice , is that sand department that flavours , bonus has to be lovely; Possibility is also a dish of chilli sauce, is so hot that choke person. Past event is a kind of law yard, look after and remind me the behavior of each step. Recalling past event is take soon by time forgotten fall out to sun , let the sun of golden yellow color pet again, when monsoon blow to stroke have been been air-dried to become the specimen with a hard.

As all past events is the future a kind of specimen, the one hundred and -one times or love that needn't have one hundred and -one times again hate as historical record devoted bosom? All new beginnings!

Does road still grow?

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