It may come again( 74 , 75 , end) if woman has how many dreams

It may come again74,75, end)

Author: Arrange:

74th Zhang , Sun

Sun Li diary(

The America of human nature lies in to give , I believe that real good beautiful thing will not be worn away forever by common customs, pursuit kind is my deep feeling with only today. Perhaps, I go through too many , do not say that is so noble , am a kind of feelings knot , I am willing that friend is happy because of me, kinsfolk is proud because of me, this is also me as show before in times because of light feelings come out a kind of repent! Lose can not also seek again to return , this reserve live in must reserve , life is bitter and short , years such as shuttle, when the life of deep feeling has no frequently at the same time, same deep feeling love have no to depend on , so effort treasure to become Mi foot is valuable, love uses in each needs my person.

Love is the call of soul, though we do not be acquainted. Distant distance is not distance, the distance of heart is just most distant, hope that we are earnest , will not hurt each other, though possible one day of having not met forever , I hope that in your memory, I am a invisible envoy without the love of picture, or the existence of instant also is deep-rooted to imprint on the mind. So, to keep , it is this and beautiful , we exist perhaps forever in invisible alternating state. I do not know self why want so do, but I make up mind as this.

It is painful and happiness , why not the pain with transformation of happiness, being a person the sentiment of the love that is far away from, actually, have also been far away from America, man is passionate and is fearful gently. Have how women Chu have injured you, let him can not recover so, Chang in Yang the bitterness in feelings only Zhui is lonely, it has to be bell person that common saying says that unties bell, the wound of feelings needs the medicine of feelings to mend to treat, I for self ability doubt, because I have surmounted , is pure to talk about the mood of feelings, I do not be pure.

On the problem of feelings, I am also patient , am not to fear to fall into , but am to not enter easily, the protection layer of soul is so and close, it is difficult to permeate and soften its exception, in my mind, man is child, man fragile is lovely, and the intrepid contrary of man that can evoke me turns over , I not need man He protect , need to want man cherish , regardless of his age.

You let me touch , have produced to be eager to have a try to concern your passion , are the reflection of own mood actually , and do not hope that you love me , but are to hope that you rely on me , let me become the universal fraternity of a kind of female for the feelings of opposite sex , are great and magnificent , can so let me have self-confidence perhaps, leting me do not indulge in the mood lost have a chat in order to self console , we need to adjust. Because we do not believe feelings , so we must alienation feelings talent seeks to return feelings.

No doubt, we are still strange, but our spirit Xi is interlinked. The feeling of love is that outcome this kind of saying of leisure for enjoyments may have extremity, but in realistic life, the mood of person is really so, does person need to say everything when it is gloomy , need to lead off when it is angry , need to fill when it is silly , so need what when it is happy? , what I feel needs rest merely.

At a lot of times, people have exaggerated the role of exchanging on net too , regard it as the best channel of evasive reality , are all impossible to break away from the realistic mood of person to want restriction in reality eventually actually. Have only therefore objective the problem of treating feelings can just bring benefit to the association of person, perhaps, I am too rational, that is because when I the past conclusion in feelings association that indulgence feeling forms too , perhaps so, can lose the effect of online love affair, online love affair cannot ether is earnest, a lot of persons if is to say. Everybody is different alone, perhaps only is the loneliness of feelings fall alone may mediate , heart depths leave empty grain alone to have no sound. It is this kind of and lonely to have no way of.

In often late at night insomnia, the fault that recalls self is with bitter hatred , is not hatred others and has own remorse. So become alone unmanned can untie , can not tell , Kong have Xiang Lin Sao Zhi suspicion. But pain buries deeply when heart base, it is lonely as helping to brew other person to have no , have like soothe scratch itch if separating boots is pale.

What network is the feeling of online love affair and the place of leading off to give me is not comfort is groat substantiate , so I know you is lonely. I do not know that I am in the spiritual position in your mind , but you will become me gradually comfort nationality.

Fear that you are net , wish that you are net. However, what is afraid of more is realistic, the people in realistic life because of reality let one fear , do not know to let you feel to regret some time not originally, it is mistake originally to be not is because time can burn to lose real situation, all real situation metropolis when interests present timid step, in the scope possessed , become conflict, this is the very human nature selfishness, seemingly again have no may thick is not. In reality, let one dare not have real situation.

What is love, I have not known conclusion, with my extreme final conclusion: Love is a kind of demand. That is said, the love on traditional meaning already alienation, I do not believe it , had better to believe the fictitious feelings in network. Online love affair is establishment in the America of intuition on mirage meaning, if you can understand , do not fit it into realistic psychological state to normalize, otherwise the same result.

Perhaps, I am more lonely than you, but I already will mediate lonely method no longer entrust completely when the feelings of person the way of filling that can give me goes up , I entrust it in ideal , this times talk about ideal to though have is out of date, but still benefit from for me, my ideal is not very specific , but is surmounted surely now, in other words, it is a kind of unknown future, so float for this nihility Miao future feel invigorated , I also have only this good prospects. I think that you still belong to reality, though, some sink but have not degenerate , I may already degenerate and do not sink on thought. Therefore I will not provoke your mood with realistic feeling, otherwise is a kind of selfishness, though the feeling of love is such is tempting, such moving heart soul, I dare not!

Many rare points and writing that opens computer and has no you are lost , and will not definitely speak what for you , is actually not to say to you seemingly , but have a local understanding reason said everything to comfort , I know that nobody can care about the feeling of my psychology, even if concern also has no actual meaning, takes affect for me and without reality , feels and is not important , important is result, when my sides does not lack the alternating objects of social language, but nobody can come up my soul, I am not , is pursuing love blindly , liking to be not life all, I will pursue the landing of my soul to count , my pain lies in I can not self, the thought and behavior that not with heart wanted , I have no own soil, it is subsisted that seemingly, everything is others, this is as social person is grieved, because I am a person who pursues the career claimed , career is society, own mood is insignificant, so, pain also becomes petty and low, love should obey more, simple love is impossible, moreover I have responsibility, there is social burden, is impossible blindly consideration self.

Certainly, I still have the love
Network shows person with fictitious world, whether is person also fictitious? If if this best, suit the medicine to the illness after inputing writing from program. It is more simple. Presumably, you will not agree my viewpoint surely, you are man, man should be more actual than woman, the effect of online love affair for you meaning must know a actual friend, change sentence words to say that you will find the spiritual supplement of how you need , I do not know me and your association a kind of tendency of be , though network is freedom I must also treat conscientiously, otherwise will be sorry for the own a mood under the state that soldier faces the psychology under city.

In daily time, it is tense and busy, pressure source pursuit, the matter on business lets one be in a kind of stimulated wait forever , is more other than waiting to provoke the mood of person, have no time to let self quiet, once quiet meeting feels silly more, so, heart is to can not put in deserved location always, desire is unlimited, also is life is perplexed. It is a not well-behaved person that perhaps, I give birth , the way of leading off of passion must is many angles launch an attack , on the one hand, form bosom is intense, on the one hand depression Gua joyfully, the contradictory suffering as this I, I can not be quiet.

The people of side revolve around me to work , plead for mercy the thing of sense debugs easily, but I do not feel that the fresh level, that I ask perhaps is too high, spiritual thing can not synthesize on a person, so call out do not take my passion, but yet sleep happiness is this only just. Because do not know about you , just sending hope you, it is that the future is also as a result the disappointed transition that has a time after all , I when greedy feelings life, decipher life , wave to sprinkle mood , I think that no what is not good. Because I have not hurt who , ravage self merely on psychology.
The alone a official business of person is environmental, hard to avoid let person mood is numerous, I since is a kind of feelings derive land, network is the best place, do not harass other person also do not blaspheme self, take notice of its conclusion regardless of noble still tiny nobody, fully extravagant own mood, snatching a little leisure from a busy life have the effect of carrying on a clandestine love affair. I am describing my self , have no meaning blasphemed.

Right now
Is natural, I will not entrust this kind of feelings forever. It is far to have forever, it is the distance of yesterday and tomorrow forever, when you pass yesterday, today you already as have got answer forever. Forever is dimly discernible to wish for; It is hypocritical declaration forever; Forever is helplessness cover up; Forever is forever negation. Life in have no forever, is impossible to grow livelihood like person, so an instant possess is also enjoyment, this is just scientific attitude, we have passed deceiving age , at least I will not recognize forever.

If have forever, I hope to possess forever to kiss feelings , I hope to possess life forever, I hope to possess love forever, I more hope so mankind possess the very human nature forever rich big unselfishness, this is the talk in sleep of soul.
Is not cynical, I still persuade to hope to arise miracle on own the body by oneself with great efforts with this, make others believe as far as possible forever. But believe forever is not love, and it is real situation.

Now, this world and love had been covered by interests and desire, people habit is taking self as axle center, is so about the understanding of love however so as self is short of regret at heart quilt criterion, the prerequisite of love is the feelings score and interests value possessed by oneself , I have seen through , with this reference, world goes up will not have again pure love, what talk forever. If is , I negative love forever, at the same time, defend feelings sincerely, the maintenance of high limit a real situation already Ran the respect of being for feelings , believe that my viewpoint can have person to approve.

Love is lonely, this is the rhyme with unique"It"What love advocates is the America of a kind of tragedy doctrine , is unidirectional to entrust without the feelings hoped. Love is also pure, this is also the location with genuine love , is the diastole of own mood , is in other words, have no trouble with common customs, human love should be supernatural , the feelings of its spiritual extent reached is just the true essence of love.

You you
Just because us are strange, I am willing that we become the practice person of spiritual theory of love, right when my morbid state, I am the cowardly person of a secular love, I had better to believe real situation, lean true come to cultivate , include the love of marriage , is still that rule kind is real situation finally, restrain or definition is transformation kiss feelings, because of love have no forever.

You are man, man should believe
Is love feeling ,

Sun Li diary(

Know you to originate from network , that is that

We, appearance
It is flirtatious and suspicious , is our weakness; Weak amiable is our vital part very; It is more being unduly humble , that is the process of years that we pass together. Today we, it is still shallow to not remove , but magnanimous is our a magic weapon, push us to a kind of is to high extent reached.

You in my mind bright spot is not vanity, the person that vanity has for being is sad, man just as very! For man, the condition that I worship is harsh, actually, basically I do not worship any person.
I for you appreciation

My convenient phantom, if assumption we appearance love, we occur everything that should occur under love role, that is not love , is to seek. The behavior and feature that all mankinds possess will not control our thought, include fulfilling the instinct of animal can also forget self is animal.

In often late at night insomnia, the fault that recalls self is with bitter hatred , is not hatred others and has own remorse. So become alone unmanned can untie , can not tell , Kong have Xiang Lin Sao Zhi suspicion. But pain buries deeply when heart base, it is lonely as helping to brew other person to have no , have like soothe scratch itch if separating boots is pale. What network is the feeling of online love affair and the place of leading off to give me is not comfort is groat substantiate , so I know you is lonely. I do not know that I am in the spiritual position in your mind , but you will become me gradually comfort nationality. Online love affair is establishment in the America of intuition on mirage meaning, if you can understand , do not fit it into realistic psychological state to normalize, otherwise the same result. It is a not well-behaved person that perhaps, I give birth , the way of leading off of passion must is many angles launch an attack , on the one hand, form bosom is intense, on the one hand depression Gua joyfully, the contradictory suffering as this I, I can not be quiet.

See you the first time, I am not tense, people say frequently, what online friend meets to be most afraid of is that see light to die , I do not be afraid of. Is I will always belong to me, not is I I have no him to beg.

Morning of early winter, when the cluster of a group of friend rushes in , you go to me in front of, see each other to seem weak Ran, also know probably long ago, courtesy shake hands , have not yet excited. Have wine and your sight. Deliver cup to change small cup in we flow to wish. Signs of getting drunk limp , all are so as drinking to be dead drunkNobodyI know thatIn unclear,Having noThis is theRegardlessIt will.Other personsAir isSight dissociateI know the.I drinkTake a cupI doQuietlyItI know.

After wine, have not exchanged , nature go arrive is a, your left curved right-hand rotation land brings me the furthest end of corridor, circuitous, not forget to use hand take my waist gently, the hint like gentleman we to, I am curious indifferently.
Furthest end is a big suite , has graceful arrangement, antique furnishings does not wait for under lamplight until you say what, I am well-behaved to untie own clothing, you are quietly quiet to look at me, seem when see that a drawing is made. I come up you in face of your sight, let you light Chu. A time of your another time is light to sigh , I am woman.

Sexual feeling
For you, I will seemingly complete a masterpiece.

I gently soothe you, arouse your little bridge type of running water is sexy to know , you are enjoying slowly , enjoyment woman is tender, just like Chen Nian recollections, carry is soft and long forever. Picture a child, hear person mother the story of fairy tale of be distant. A kind of is moved. Slowly, your brows light crape, it is heavy to firmly grasp me to is heavy-handed , my two milks and the impulses of man are original, I enjoy your wild nature and your inspiration. Let you experience woman fully is weak and cannot bear to attack,! You is intrepid, even your plunder. The combination for language and perfect of sex and soul is not only human body.

I always think , only the angle of love of both sexes advocates love have no foundation, though, it is pleasant that love does not remove the reward heart between both sexes. For these days, I always think deeply , our feelings not only is heart joins one, what is more important is that we have a common thinking, we are not the individuals of two natures, is when together sad pity the alliance of person of ideals and integrity of the survival value of more careless justice that forms under prerequisite, this also is we are most pleased each other.

Afterwards, we just have seemingly the words that say not , like two little partners, virginity is pure to show self, this is the feeling that we have violated for a long time, you say that your biggest desire is to be our old , brings the wife and children of our each, like Utopia to live in a space, at the same time, we do our literature continuously. I have , is what to not think ever? But we live after all today of social high speed development, now we have not seemingly selected , we Cheng pay responsibility. You understand certainly. What I also know you to say is our fairy tale, we just have fairy tale together. Because of our common recognition: It does not be everlasting, is have possessed. When we declining years afterwards, recollections we this deep-rooted imprint on the mind love feelings, this is we sweetness and happiness. You say this words vision is filled with is moved to let me will not forget forever.

The happiness of love can not describe , my life can not have no love , and has still rich and colorful love , says on broad sense that I like various love, no love my Si Yuan meeting is exhausted, appearance meeting is old and feeble, aspiration can weaken , in other words, love is the fiery combustion-supporting dose of my life, however, it can not control us , is for the pursuit of life big extent reached , perhaps, we can not now still say that settle the last goal of that big extent reached, perhaps it as if a straight line has no terminal point forever, but love is in this straight line each line segment, each love can lock a feelings knot , as if the inn in journey again comfort can not also stop the step that people continue former trip.

We need to not
World is really
After leaving you, aftertasting
How many years , it is a of each
For a long time violate a mood, the feeling

This is
In flat, savor light gloomy mood and thick happiness,

This is
Feelings and sensitive is the
From this, decoration that has thought of woman and that is put on makeup and is had is hypocritical , plain surface is a kind of extent reached to day. Love is also so, all vulture decorations are exaggerations , between one thinks of heart beating excitedly is just existence. Life is not as insipid as happy time , but is happy, do not be equal to happiness, happiness is a kind of pleasant sensation, is a kind of with reality is unconcerned savor , it belongs to spirit. It is the feelings of individual, originate from alone is sensitive, possess it, world will become narrow, soul will be unfolded limitlessly.
All come from external world distress, have only love is a kind of untie medicine, from fragile and strong composition, love is not poem , is a kind of pity only , does not know the mood had pity on and envied , has not been sad , sad is most splendid one of love wipes. Just like gently burn. Love occurs the individual in two independences, sad is simultaneous, this is the best part position of love: Appearance love.
Not for love, in

Sun Li diary(

Valentine's Day, is early early to go home , have eaten meal. A person sits rely on window. There is a substantial pleasant sensation at heart, know that you are also missing me. In duration, through two telephones, say the insignificant work of may not implement today , who will not also mention Valentine's Day. Tone is gentle, but do not rectify feelings. Being me at the time of habit that calls you elder brother , you reply so natural , hesitate not. I am drunk.

Have livelihood since, this is I first Valentine's Day. Because you are first, also is only term speech tells me that I am the person of your lover. And I believe. Because of you, I have pushed open today a important business social engagement, because I will reserve today to self. It has to be polluted and blasphemed that I not need any common customs. Today, I know that you can still call a telephone to me, as if the contact time that we agree yesterday your worry that brings because of the delay of other matters. I understand. We hear the sound of opposite side however merely , are this only, we dare not feelings words, is soft , have burnt because we fear self.

Elder brother, when I at heart such quietly the time of calling you , in the brain, fill fully me to depend on the happiness snuggled up in your bosom, our body replaces our soul appearance melt , I have cried.

Really, you have come telephone, in also arrive to home, from your home. Instead of use the machine of mobile phone of hired roughneck usually. I sensitive think that you are to hope that I really wait for you at home, also you also have no speech tell me your whereabouts. Have no empty speech.

We is so deep to know
Night is quietly quiet,
Window outside is Valentine's

In this time, it is seemingly to bring out time with sad person, make person time of mood frustration, the state that I make great efforts however and enter , still mood calmness, can not find those sad Qi feeling. A kind of is flat and sweet.

Person a lifetime, perplexed the more, blindly possibility is the more big, no matter which aspect can bring distress to person blindly , like me since think everything understands mood, only follow the prescribed order live , having no east again run , can not be again definite as the unambitious, life goal of busy west makes clear , except my self, who also can no more can instigate me to do what, so time unitary is voluntary.

I do not admire those so called works, get relaxed happy a clan, when I look , their relaxed happiness is momentary, because it is sharp as temporary evasion lives , and not is equal to is far away from edge forever, the weight of life, people can experience sooner or later , go to time, leaving only is unable to help sentimental already time will not wait for me, years are fair. So, my thinking and savings of today are to include behaving for the plan of tomorrow , talk about love. Believe that you are also so. So, kiss feelings and love, career has formed my world, it is perplexed that I have had no , also not exist is disappointed and is perplexed, mood will always maintain normality , does not be liked with thing, not so as Ji sad is that I make great effort the extent reached that reaches.

Valentine's Day, I forever will not Qi wish that you give a bundle of my rose, though, the rose of Valentine's Day lets one be joyful on vision, fiery color symbol is warm, a lot of persons entrusts with this to miss with feelings, so, rose has become the token of love.

Say innermost thoughts, I like to fall more the withered leaf of land, the shop of Huang Huang fully little way, when autumn wind lighten stroke to send out Se Se is low to chant , it is the reason of age to be not , I like fallen leaves at very little time , like melancholy and the color of fallen leaves , Gua is not narrow joyfully, it is natural and graceful to stay on solid the earth, though, it is completely transformed , has no view and admire in the past by people honor, is steped on tentatively by people under foot and have no pity, but fall the fallen leaves of land are more plain, quiet, self-confident, true, without the America that packs the earth with life by the sad pity of abandonment, melting to make soil protect flower more.

Always since, I not like plant and the dazzling biology in nature very much, include natural landscape, in natural landscape, I like big mountain relatively , but do not like the graceful mountain of depressed onion, as Three Gorges, I can not but find feeling under, compare I like more north unknown bald mountain, ridge is bare, as a old man is covered with the face of fold, tells history with dark blue mulberry. Some time, when we have got , are with history , sense of responsibility and achievement sense are synchronous and solemn and stirring , we have known the atmosphere of the self-confident and plain a rough a wood in nature as well as the unique annotation of them for America.

As woman, I have person with it for the understanding of America of person with justice to say that the America of woman lies in decoration, I think that the America of woman lies in to repair to practice, human nature repair to practice , heart repair to practice , wisdom repair to practice , extent reached repair to practice. The America of woman lies in also, is rich and big and it is not only fragile and gentle. In work, I am not woman , am a general only. It is well tired, lonely , but is not sentimental , because I have aspiration and expectation, the mood of Mao Zedong of same year should effect imitates , the lonely, empty grain of great man has no sound( do not want to compare with home of old man, explains by an example ). Say great man, what I worship is Genghis Khan, his will as iron, the passion as fire, the wild nature as wolf, the tenderness as water is worthy for generation Xiao is male. You, I want you unreal melt is the hero in my mind, than him, it is flirtatious , values justice heavier than him , knows the mission of man more than him. For your kinsfolk and love. In within one's power struggle, substantiate self, it is splendid to focus attention.

Sun Li diary(

I always think , only the angle of love of both sexes advocates love have no foundation, though, it is pleasant that love does not remove the reward heart between both sexes. For these days, I always think deeply , our feelings not only is heart joins one, what is more important is that we have a common thinking, we are not the individuals of two natures, is when together sad pity the alliance of person of ideals and integrity of the survival value of more careless justice that forms under prerequisite, this also is we are most pleased each other.

We seem to have the words that say not together , but are nearly seldom to talk about feelings to say that like , because we know , we talk about feelings to say that love is this for us to talk about ancient theory together, talk about literature, philosophy, humanity and history. This makes our happiness infinite more, do not see therefore on a day if separate 3 autumns.

We seem , is being passionately in love , is passionately in love in the torture for life, this is not that others can understand , we need not also explain. Together , we more picture two little partners, virginity is pure to show self, this is the feeling that we have violated for a long time, you say that your biggest desire is to be our old , brings the wife and children of our each, like Utopia to live in a space, at the same time, we do our literature continuously. I have , is what to not think ever? But we live after all today of social high speed development, now we have not seemingly selected , we Cheng pay responsibility. You understand certainly. What I also know you to say is our fairy tale, we just have fairy tale together. Include now writing thing every day, is I is a to entrust , though our day conversation and this mood are unconcerned , that is work.

World is really
"Last evil, I want to know each other with monarch, long life has no to absolutely decline. Mountain has no tomb, river water is exhaust , winter thunder shakes , in summer, rain snow and universe are joined , are to dare with monarch is unique."This poem will the love
My passion

Therefore, a lot of persons want to understand that I do not know so the tired out meaning written , what they care about is that you Fou receive my writing, and me, whether exist for self hurt. On some meaning, say that all are absolute good intentions. But their is not clear, my similar this kind of passion, also only become writing to hold back me in reality for you miss , make I will not when surmount normal state is any to violate conventional practice, for example, call telephone. I will not let own mood form any conflict for reality, reason control needs to restrain , and it is not the control of certain momentary part , is the habit that forms control. So write thing have become my best control means, also is the best the method of leading off.

I miss you. Though we are saying each other in the contact of daytime as normal person with the content that mood is unconcerned , just because as this, we just like two other bodies, soul make sheath is invisible to have no picture. Love buries when at heart, do not be equal to heart do not walk out of boundary.

This is the dance
Always since, I like the America of tragedy doctrine. Like to tremble soul sad Qi and contain the artistic works that form. Only their influence force has set off , is human and noble have also demonstrated the glamour of artistic works with moral. I not is for works, because the very fancy produced by my soul is works, have spread the glamour of personality. , I subjective go up not need you to know.

Sun Li diary(

It is late at night, I sleep not , after we are as long as the telephone of one hour, I have fallen into deep thought, actually, what we discuss is life problem, the understanding problem of thinking deeply in present cruel social environment of a kind of relevant real good America. You is kind to treat person, include is for me , I understand. Just because as this, I also is wholehearted is for you , it is not only feelings , still includes friendship. However, we are not to live in vacuum after all, especially me, the ways of the world that have gone through too many are hot and cold, I shrewdness is obvious. So, treat the attitude of society, my principle is , the preparation of good wine and shotgun. At the same time, psychology bear force is must. Refering to this, you are more pure than me, this has increased a level of my worry, I must guard against society often for you injury, because business sea is ruthless.

Business sea is ruthless, but can practice to make strategy and the heart wisdom of a person , I have is so readily believe and boost easily frankness, however business sea Bo attack to value the comprehensibility of a person for business and the assurance for opportunity more, even stint no effort empty feelings insincerity in competing , song Yi Feng go to meet. And last purpose is to send system in person. So in the dictionary of my life, except love and responsibility and is indestructible to bear force, I hope more important a page of should be my strategy, is though woman, is always filled with unexpectedly generally to have great ambition Qi wish, or say , it can sketch out the blueprint of rivers and mountains if I hope to become , can again command the 1000 military horses of 10 thousand will just. Naturally, such effect is not the pursuit of one of my person, may if get its marrow, must overcome own heart circle is narrow and differentiate the fiery eye gold of the eye land of other person Jing, do not believe calumny. So, the talent of discerning power is accurate. Reach bosom friend, afterwards, it is to realize the operation law of big environment , has mental discernment alone, first sound seizes person, and not seize resolutely dogmatically to high point , so ascend a height and recruit to know that.

In the past in a considerable period, I am regular, each to suffer from insomnia , is one time spiritual for me go up charge , just like remote mountains, avoid grain, since closing , repair to refine. Get through the cave road of the whole body , force poison gas , let merit recovers. To be ideal, restrain or compare direct purpose - success, I have to will own mood invariable in the spiritual extent reached of military Lin Zhang Men, cannot light heart slackness.

For the competitor in military forest and the rebel against in same door can not sorrowful Yin. Only kernel thick is to show mercy under sword , store its life, abandon its military merit. Therefore insomnia has become reason from the consciousness after province, I do not be insomnia and am annoyed. I can become the woman now for self and am happy, also knowing that so geting psychological metabolism is to attack because of the weight in life to adjust improperliness at heart cause discharge to be spellbound , but have no choice. Military forest past master kills , and from the force that becomes a style , Lin Zhang Men is to let the brother with door support and submit under the prerequisite that becomes military forest past master , this needs , kindness Wei and weight. This is also the business sea epitome of today, a woman who supports company and subsists in the circle of man dares not not some consciousness. It can not be lovely , but it is hateful to not beg. It is two that the sincere advice that had accepted has , a kind of is as have paid out expensive cost, it is attended to that that dies for justice to have no to return, can not control he, another is to borrow the heart that nationality woman stores yet , firmlies grasp time , enjoys life. Sincere advice is sincere. But also because of sincerity, make me induct and practice time bad some step enters ignorant dead grain. Because business sea is ruthless. The only rule of the success of business circles is intelligence quotient , emotional intelligence quotient (EQ) and the composite index of contrary business climb liter and grandson art of war and the philosophy of Mao Zedong as well as thick dark study know thoroughly. Heroism, overlord air, cohesiveness and affinity. If this law door is passed through very, besides, the deep wound of bitter big hatred that goes through and can not forget is painful and is regreted , I discover , I already can not restore the beauty of that sentimental disposition woman. Though being , dream has been far, feelings return when. I must control. Is business and sea woman, not only make money , return in possess a rivers and mountains is proud as coming out first.

I do not know , this has how many persons on world to resemble , is so tired and living, but have not selected. Can not say that have no resentment to have no to regret; Can only say that deserve the punishment. Can only self comfort, fall in day take the charge of in this person, must its bitter heart wisdom, Lao Qi muscles and bones. It can experience completely to get if the whole taste of life has only the talent of sensitive life, no matter is in in bad circumstances. The error of time of one day , the pendulum like a machinery, seek a livelihood and responsibility. Bitterness has no side , has only to visit this kind choice and the punishment of original sin.

It is that cicada Si Jie restrains every day , pays to let brains. Nobody He protect , though, it is so to also not be accustomed to long ago. Sometimes, think so that is true and cynical, also however is a kind of since Chao, a kind of out of date way is unmanned to pay attention to , and guard loneliness willingly have no the difference of quality. Like the trip person in a desert, the appearance of oasis is the post in mileage only, and little lakes is contained perhaps toxic, it is thirsty to dare not untie. Moreover oasis may also enter because being possessed and can not go to long ago by other person, in a word, desert has no the feeling of side. Picture has no ill groan, it is actually unmanned to be able to untie.

Now, have got you, I have got a kind of spirit rely
I have been

Sun Li diary(

Today at six o'clock, fleeing also
Last night, one enters room, I rush at when on the ground, face department is abrasive, it is drunk that I drink. Get up in the morning to have a look, pig Ba. Tooth is returned , merely a front tooth a little problem, influence has meal. With my capacity for liquor, the wine of yesterday has drunk 6 to multiply , drink from me many limits are still far, you know. Is because of mood. Because have wine - - your wife with older sister. We should accept each other, because of intuition. We should be friendly of each other , because feel. We should understand each other, because it is woman.

But difficulty
This is a kind of labor for you
The entire time of having meal , my mood from tense go

Return to home, I ruthless ruthless have slept to feel. It is tired. Sexual feeling has ideological sex really well. For you, I will seemingly complete a masterpiece. Sexual Buddhist of being for human nature Wu. You do not understand. Hope that you can experience. You are too traditional , are on sex , you may not understanding culture. According to me, seem that sex is not to lead off , such as animal. Sex is language. You are a fragile person, perhaps, your sex had been never developed, the feelings of arousing you for sex, I need to treat you.

Treatment
One , soothe for you, arouse your little bridge type of running water is sexy to know , you are enjoying slowly , enjoyment woman is tender, just like Chen Nian recollections, carry is soft and long forever. Picture a child, hear person mother the story of fairy tale of be distant. A kind of is moved.
2 when you have got the impulse of non-culture, but, possible that is original, is though that sexual art should be avoided , but can not strike you , but is to guide you to savor wild nature , arouse your inspiration.
3, completion is medical to contract the conversion
4 finally, sex becomes the
Sex may make feelings

We together, everything becomes natural , has thick love , also has got to kiss feelings , you meeting at any time ask me, are you cold? I meeting regular attention your mood how to, pay no attention to you, is gently hit scout with sight, we repay each other so as gentle sense. Because of our common recognition: It does not be everlasting, is have possessed. When we declining years afterwards, recollections we this deep-rooted imprint on the mind love feelings, this is we sweetness and happiness. You say this words vision is filled with is moved to let me will not forget forever.

The happiness of love can not describe , my life can not have no love , and has still rich and colorful love , says on broad sense that I like various love, no love my Si Yuan meeting is exhausted, appearance meeting is old and feeble, aspiration can weaken , in other words, love is the fiery combustion-supporting dose of my life, however, it can not control us , is for the pursuit of life big extent reached , perhaps, we can not now still say that settle the last goal of that big extent reached, perhaps it as if a straight line has no terminal point forever, but love is in this straight line each line segment, each love can lock a feelings knot , as if the inn in journey again comfort can not also stop the step that people continue former trip.

We need to not

Sun Li diary(

I am very sad, not because
Somebody says that the heart of woman is most sensitive, sensitive arrive is suspicious. In fact I always suspicious , though you always describe for me, I am your only lover. Naturally, I believe, believe prerequisite is you for me attitude and you for self explanation. However, face your numerous female friend, I still have a kind of is disappointed. Though, this is not the obstacle between us. I say that am not clear , can not also go to say. Only I am your lover, instead of sister - you wife. You let us meet , have explained self. What can not explain however is that need not explain.

I discover that I am vulgar. Some of telephones of one day, I never talk about the matter besides work, but I am always thinking , you now think of what. Often this time, your telephone has come. After laying aside telephone, can not still feel relieved. Our feelings based on what, I dare say , am the nervousness that our ordinary person does not have , therefore make us have been filled with passion , therefore it is sad to have also been filled with.

Somebody says , again how
I never fear to restrain from outside strike or attack. Because of that strike is my body instead of soul, I do not avoid to say that my soul is fragile, one such as ice flat, go through do not take slightly one calcination to restrain or gently one attacks , this attack often because of my self is sensitive, is unconcerned with you. I am when ponder painful happiness get into habit , sometimes fabricate a kind of pain slowly article Zhui. I am not narrow , hold merely , hold in noble feelings to savor, you, I have not asked; Self, I refine with great efforts to make.

You do , have reached."On stand, the person of all kinds waits"I am this only to describe

What lead off is own mood
I will not give
Is one day, I real if some persons forecast, I can fall more again , injure more deeply! I will not complain that the beauty of instant can compensate for to pass a lifetime pale, I accept as unavoidable.

The feelingDo not knowEvery dayThe time that belongs to self so pity , psychological heavy burden again does not know can let I Cheng pay the burden of many rare solicitudes. Though, I long for the slight feeling of love, it takes expansion my infinite desire, but do not know how I will face , can just make heart calm.

Dare not deep feeling, fear.Friend, let we when the heart base of each other depends on , soul know each other is just warm, have a clear conscience solicitude, side may resist secular prejudice , is liked , has not defined , two feelings appearance happy is perfect true essence, go all the way do not go to be in charge of it is also true and also unreal.

Life in have no forever, is impossible to grow livelihood like person, so an instant possess is also enjoyment, this is just scientific attitude, we have passed deceiving age , at least I will not recognize forever. If have forever, I hope to possess forever to kiss feelings , I hope to possess life forever, I hope to possess love forever, I more hope so mankind possess the very human nature forever rich big unselfishness, this is the talk in sleep of soul. Is not cynical, I still persuade to hope to arise miracle on own the body by oneself with great efforts with this, make others believe as far as possible forever. But believe forever is not love, and it is real situation. Now, this world and love had been covered by interests and desire, people habit is taking self as axle center, is so about the understanding of love however so as self is short of regret at heart quilt criterion, the prerequisite of love is the feelings score and interests value possessed by oneself , with this reference, world goes up will not have again pure love, what talk forever. If is , I negative love forever, at the same time, defend feelings sincerely, the maintenance of high limit a real situation already Ran the respect of being for feelings.

Love is lonely, this is the rhyme with unique"It"What love advocates is the America of a kind of tragedy doctrine , is unidirectional to entrust without the feelings hoped. Love is pure, this is also the location with genuine love , is the diastole of own mood , is in other words, have no trouble with common customs, human love should be supernatural , the feelings of its spiritual extent reached is just the true essence of love. Just because us are strange, I am willing that we become the practice person of spiritual theory of love, so after our screen, intercourse just has its taste, right now, I when talk about rich theory love high even in one minute, I know that you are also online , have not called with you, but being afraid of , I am fashionable. Right when my morbid state, I am the cowardly person of a secular love, I had better to believe real situation, lean true come to cultivate , include the love of marriage , is still that rule kind is real situation finally, restrain or definition is transformation kiss feelings, because of love have no forever. Love is idea

Now, there is a fashionable noun. Is called 4th person feelings, circle Hu the feelings between love and friendship. Marriage and love produce spouse and lover, the friendship of opposite sex produces red face bosom friend, and 4th kind feelings can not be limited , allegedly, the new concept of arising calls blue face bosom friend. In fact in life, this kind of feelings exists really, it not like love is warm, also do not think of friendship so perseverance for a long time, it if Yin if show , if if is away from, in existence, it is dimly discernible to again show , give person in order to comfort nationality but can not go to control , also control inadvertently , this kind of feelings will not form injury for person than other feelings safeties , can be also mended to person with happiness, so at present, people highly praise this kind of association more, I hold admiration attitude. But this kind of feelings is nearly impossible to be held , is not good to take to hold, this needs the reason of involved party and decides force, or one side control. It is feelings animal, this feelings thing has no frequently, it is also dangerous, the America of feelings is controled by needs , is first to not take the responsibility if taking the charge of its overflow, person Ji.

My feelings: If unfold and do not understand the person of the weight of feelings no matter own feelings, it is selfish, this kind of person is also dangerous, because no responsibility and love will also have sense of responsibility, two feelings appearance is happy and no doubt beautiful , the feelings that has only reason location talent makes two feelings permanent for a long time, otherwise the injury of each other is unavoidable, including the feelings of network. I needs not between is men and women the love on sexual meaning, I have stood aloof thoroughly from the angle of sexual interest, about sexual problem, I always think that its is a kind of male and female condition of attraction, for love, its role is period, it may be prerequisite, it is dominant to be impossible , it disdains sex that Bai-La-Tu-Zhi loves , certainly, we will not also have no necessity if this is not asceticism person absolutely because of us to prohibit to want, but sex give pleasure to decision joyfully can not perseverance for a long time feelings. I am not traditional , in my association history of opposite sex not the try of tiredness, the similar sexual concept of Chinese is sexual intercourse only, instead of the discussion of sexual art, sex very to is still spiritual, few persons can understand , are so sexual to have become the game with hollow partial persons, it has even misled feelings. I take a dim view. From this, I hope in my life that 4th grows the appearance of feelings. I believe that it is noble , am the sense of beauty of the soul depths of person.

Feelings

Sun Li diary(

I know pain , I construct the enjoyment
For this day, I have waited for a lot of years, for this day, I loneliness a lot of years. I have cried. It is pale that I am what to not know your expression and comfort ever , am that only for me to fear. I overcome self , also detest self. It is contradictory.

Tonight, I
Have I have so strong feelings , never. Have thought that

You express with your way to me, though your relapse ask whether I understand , I understand. However, you know you have so carelessness, woman likes straight white more for the expression of man. You avoid mentioning to express , let me feel that a silk does not be well-known to feel wronged , is that a you must not see smooth collection article just like me, a quietly next heart just may the antique played. That works are a certificate examples. Regardless of protagonist between of each other, have drawn so big strength. To know , we are not. Is pleasant to the eye because you are not that works the mysterious world that not seen , I am also not that the woman in works that can not conform with reality, we are realistic , are upright, we not is drift along the ordinary feelings of extramarital love, we even more surpass the bosom friend who loves feelings.

Discovery is not that you are afraid of , but is your custom , elder brother. Though I understand you, understand your style, may and not is equal to is not sentimental , though this sentimental some too little daughter forms, however I am willing to see you still ignorant have no Cuo Appearance De, you fear that I do not understand , have law to plead , am really good, is a kind of retaliate is pleased.

The suffering
I discover that you have not understood my feelings eventually still, it is to how to treat feelings to include my person. You are for the understanding of feelings , too vague generalization , so your understanding of my feelings also too vulgarization. I am not, you may with the woman that lives relatively in life, actually, my heart is solemn and stirring, solemn and stirring go to me is that one is far away from the unsociable soul of life, on feelings, I would not be infected with any secular thing, it is those that I disdain. Though I still live in secular space, however I as far as possible resistance those things, include jealousy, the mood that most often exposes in feelings life.

So, you compare me the more , I feedback

World is too big,
I also seem
Elder brother, I can show restraint
Is not selfish, when you not
Love is selfish ,
I have no mistake, but what we have
Because love you , and will be bright to like

I know that they also love you also , have not distinguished with me. You may select a kind of explanation, however I can not, please you understanding I selfishness, it is also a kind of protection of thing that a woman most treasures for self. Do not know whether I will say for them that sorry, though on subjective, I have not done sorry their any matter. I am bitter at heart, because you are not a goods.

The heart of woman is
The feelings of woman
I want to say that I possess you only, is Heaven for me Chui love, at the same time because of me hold , this proves that my love is pure , is also that you need. But I still feel that is not comfortable , I have not gotten your vanity, on the contrary is a kind of is miserable, for woman. I hope to get their understanding so, even if doing not bless , their understanding is a kind of review: Woman, you need the what of man instead of you, need what man.

I have no right to tell them , may also have no qualification.

Sun Li diary(

Before screen, is buried in thought , want to think deeply that what and cerebrum are stupefied with great efforts , have no inspiration in the least. Do I need to think deeply what? Why will I think deeply? Between dumb speech laughs heart is sighing sorrowfully.

Would not recognize waiting for you, who is also!Magic like have puzzled my will, I can not self.

Time is gently slippery to have no the space of language. Smoke cloud floats in the air , I probably a sage, deep meditation the proposition of high end, have no way of beginning. Read you , untie you waiting for you , have no sleep. Soul walks swiftly in silent street market, pale Qing Yue also such as my pale feature, peep at in the window of scene of debauchery. Have no fruit.

I do not know , where?Regional tomb, firefly floats to fly , Lin Lin lake

Today, no matter arc light
Daybreak , first rays of the morning sun spreads out warm smile in hoping , I again return in own the body again, is this the travel of the life that moves in cycle? It is sober and the wander between dream. Constantly repetitive dream evil spirit, when I seek own book, real, harass my soul, my rate is true, when deciphering self in dripping wet wave to sprinkle , with the dream confluence of evil spirit, pursuit life is successful.

Eagerness will become my eternal selfish desire, I do not regret. Is silence golden? Right now. And need not break out of an encirclement courage, the source of protective screen is from sex. It how to be possible , the forward position surmounted belongs to the occupation of a bullet only before, battle array quiet Ji is the invasive ambush of person actually? Look about 4 to surround , it is gloomy and terroristic , dense muzzle if Yun, so as moribund earn ferocious had been gazed at , fire to me, hero has no tear!

You should be the celestial body that not known from universe , miss you when self explodes broken even in one minute, split one that happens stupid stone grain, millenary rise like a tower , morals starches only into a kind of image to wait for the rock of the earth, the new star body of melting.
Is silent , I hear have understood
I am rock thick liquid
Need not hesitate , either dissolve
High mountain boils Liang suddenly Bo sulphur big Zheng Nang lean on bag Dian Two feelings if, do not blame parting, what take away is that innumerably connected congeal S mood, leave only need not speech the scenery alliance that states decides , surmount this space-time.
Remember , hide marrow deeply , bury deeply in heart, extremely dark blue mulberry, as soon as going deep feeling, since warming in the future round the world, mortal life is clear and clear , or landslide water E, the sound disaster of musical instrument is discriminated , do not move miserable is a and passionate , revere wonderful jade, effect imitates Xiang Yun. Monarch does not see , the current of Yellow River does not be let , time flies to pass , store my heart alone.

Quiet, quiet next heart depositional mood then can have depositional content because of having got mood , is not similar and expensive to surge , the also non wail of hidden bitterness is calm and happy , it is happy and peaceful , all these not is I have dream? Today possess , what does not satisfy , I self examine! Yes, do not satisfy! Do not satisfy have not evoked heart such as fiery passion, and it is spontaneous that this passion should not originate from , love is not call, is and should.

Admire , admire all ancient
Whom do you blame? The blue sky? There are still the what that may trust in this world. Pan the bottle of evil spirit that pulls , thousands of years curse , who dare still unseal. Is what lose the faith held freely still? Doubt and selfishness are the sad pity of same intension and heart , can disregard dazzling light.

Heart base is unselfish,
Why? Why? Why?
Hold dagger-axe with
Love hates feelings hatred
It is this to be

I satisfy! Your sight tells me, your whereabouts - - when you should when place, there is still that late at night and the call between dawn. Though, arc light has not appeared , but I have felt the tacit agreement between the firmament and the earth clearly, the subject of beginning and finish no longer between is universe feel uncertain , universal contract belongs to us.

I autumn with fresh and cool weariness Japan, the poetic charm made up just like prostitute, hint is all as my smooth strange land is away from. My body has been been cruel with soul to tear apart , the scrap of drop blood is become by system into specimen, somebody views and emulates , has person to flatter smile , I often hold the scrap of soul to wait the arc light on sky rise , pouring into to me recover energy, so as obtain to regenerate.
Your appearance, since

Sun Li diary(

Have the blue sea disaster
Mourn in silence , see that flower blooms to fall , life affairs are updated , as have had no me, talk what have heart? From ancient hero, it is complacent, finally a pile green Zhong, fully, eye is no dust.
Ba! Ba! Ba! Children feelings length
I also know , I spread make you recoil , do not
It has been interdependent , how can you resist the sad pity of soul , persuade the intense raging waves under withered stone to stay? Perhaps, ripples, can support painful scar, however, the overcast of soul Li, length Qu do not break up.
I have been not me,
I am still me, rise
Dream may have , what catch up dream is that mood
Is not that numb, numb people have no thought , are also tireless and idle, tired idle people detest passion , are only, few degree hardships washes are uncivilized, again difficult to look for , shake the strongest sound of soul.
So, control happiness
Day is high angry and comfortable, heart is clear and clear , is though unambitious, but accumulate accomplishment, it is lonely to see to seem , it is sad to have no certainly, destiny heart is higher than day, feelings so as Li Zhi.
This feelings are far-reaching,
Destiny cannot be polished so, life, may self correction, and it is dark blue mulberry to remember the right way of human world, regardless of life-span length, regard coolly decide that force is to feel no qualms in life, feel no qualms in love, love and friendship kiss feelings. The principle of love is to use love, love has a definite object in view , may just find the center of a circle of feelings, as get since is to supplement each other , or is impossible equity, when become recollections one day, also is a and warm to comfort nationality, have proved that life is polychrome as existing and Bin Fen.
Have no what may complain , narrow make one sad day pity person, selfishness makes person a leaf block eye, who is the most pitiful person , is not flirtatious person , but is to not know to feel grateful and accept person.
As this, I will look down at grey livelihood,
Life, when mourn in silence to push forward , present a kind of tenacious attitude , have the pain gone , is concentrated and tenacious , releasing to reach sight open bosom, because love abides by , because abide by , hoping to climb again to rise , thrive a kind of is lasting to be patient.
Is patient to bully , it is wretched to be patient , bear prejudice between, bear lifetime everything can not bear vulgar can not stand despise , the ultimate goal of hiding for that in heart base, for an instant when soul feels splendor so, world becomes tiny from this, Cheng take the charge of in day, grow beautiful destiny extremely I when.
Big dream is first to wake up , mood is unfolded , dependant Gu Chuang Wai, the suffering in Long, can't bear since give pleasure to , feelings all living creatures are light to look back upon to scan widely the world, it is periphery that again seeming focus attention for the first time, displaying originally for year enclose , already Sang Tian of the blue sea.
As being , feelings are according to heart, make teacher book table or reason garden rope dream? Though is , as woman road disaster is Xiao is male, more moreover life such as dream, children feelings grow. Still know , this livelihood misses this gentle Yi, will the reason that can no longer go to feelings in turn garden, whether still have next time, with you same when lean on feelings to covet joyfully? Zen endure, by annual old habit, it has been difficult to change , throws but mission violates day to send. Indifferent personal relationship non-utility make Ran, because not insult heart will life is bitter and short.
Have, my world does not belong to sunshine, those bright and beautiful thorn eye of dizziness is momentary illusion only, my fancy may four seasons such as spring, have been accustomed to to enjoy the happiness in which alone, may my incarnation is ugly ghosts, walk in lifetime, it is bad to raise good to punish , if have lost , it is strong as revenging , lesting to miss also disappear therewith, I do not think , the merit of millenary destroies once, is gotten , let me remember , this possesses beautiful or even in one minute.
Need not say that who is saving whose soul , life is short an instant only, this treasure Mi foot is valuable, moreover this discard may not also have the heart? Perhaps, we are penniless, common customs get is external things, soul full-grown is life is last. I know that we pursue self too, Shen trip lifetime, also loftily lifetime, can not get rid of the conflict of soul always, want Ba do not give up , want to enter can not. So, let me change first , we absolutely not submit to in destiny.
Time, we still have , therefore we are calm, passion, we return when, so we are lucky, it is disappointed and leave empty to have no afterwards pain, can only make us know the weight of feelings and the meaning of life more, our pride braveness and never idle Xie is tenacious. Go regardless of you arrive where, metropolis has me quietly attention, a century is another century, the world of love, since then, constant temperature.

Sun Li diary(

Feelings are timid , make me do not hope to meet with you , such when Zhui Zhui in miss suffering, somniloquy concentration is born the feelings of century, the soul of each other follows Si Cheng Ying, do not want to know tomorrow after your variation, I have been aging to become the hard rock of dark blue mulberry, the spot mark of chap declares publicly history, in century, former appearance is hard to be recovered. Possibly, everything is past repetition, if if this, I would rather humble abode when spirit moor land, no longer heart is have Qi wish. Quality is clean and still clean , is natural again. You return meeting tenderness similar water, even if the plunder of feelings, you return meeting enthusiasm as flame, even human body burn to extinguish , I will wait , with full stove fiery pure green passion, instant also takes eternal resume combustion the fire of love. Everything really has , is phantom all, true and false, actual situation, all things on earth with subjective feelings is true, it is subjective in order to be objective to exist perception, just like the relativity of truth, love also Ran. Why bother pursuit understands , what understand is the momentary self state of possessing and possessing forever. It is so, assurance reality possess is the enjoyment been fully aware most most.
I. . . Want.
You. . . .
You. . . You
You say that I am still me, but I unexpectedly foolish Ran do not feel , for a long time violate have been strange gently, facing this, it is sudden to surround , germinatinging unexpectedly run away grievance, tear rain Pang Tuo, why?
However, why your silence makes me ignorant, actually, it is that I always fabricate induction in own feelings, when between all feeling suddenly become to feel uncertain , love adheres in castles in the air, sentimental lonely heart only shadow.
Perhaps, real is passion afterwards flat is just real situation, it is so, we, quietly bear , bear to miss , bear impulse, bear the impetuousness of heart begin , bear flirtatious and helpless sad pity. When all feelings the calmness of solidifying , just know flat is just true. So, no hidden bitterness has no depression. You are my soul is solid to rely on , I am the cut that does not go in your heart.
Everything
Gently is moved
For two days, cover tightly self to type in room , describe you , write the excitement of own yearning and a kind of writing, sometimes you have come telephone, my hand still does not stop sport, seem telephone your and my pen takes off you have no relation.
I will grasp
The more so, the more, want to see the news about you
6Count , the sub-district
At heart Zhui Zhui worry, fear to miss your
I have discharged for you to be
I know that see from present condition that you do not
You have not said me, but I have felt , you every time
Good, my horse goes to work
My is to want
Elder brother, I have been wrong , in these
Elder brother, I have been wrong , in these days, I become , do not engage in regular occupation, do not think to keep forging ahead , indulge only to struggle in the whirlpool of feelings, actually since set up protective screen.
Worry comes from heart evil spirit, any beautiful matter on world, if control excessiveness, will change to bad aspect, I am not to not understand , I why do not understand. Intuition, you have been angry , because of me do not understand , between appearance the person of love, distrust and explanation are a processes of cannot evade , moreover, heart base unselfish universe is wide! It is clever that person will rely on comprehensibility to just become.

Because like. Elder brother believes me. My original style, I original is magnanimous, my original braveness. I original I. Perhaps, I am really selfish , but am not subjective. The most beautiful thing of person is not his or her external form, is they whether have a kind heart, and what appraises it is not self, is source is periphery. Kind no principle, but kind needs are sensible, distinguish object. Otherwise kind is a sharp sword also, thorn to self kiss friend. Say on some meaning, conscience is more rational than the kind. On this problem, I do not think of current too many explanation, because of me is when business sea Bo attack , can often meet the conflict of human nature and inhumanness. The so called kind standard that should say and holds kind degree is to measure kind balance. Kind is not ignorant, it is not pedantic , is when the heart of the benevolence on tolerant and magnanimous foundation, as well as when show solicitude for and the heart of the pity on the foundation of universal fraternity. It has not been absolute and kind , unless no good and evil.

The times of today, not is religious meaning goes up blindly Shi bosom, human nature lie in the society of sober understanding reasonably, know self, knowledge kind want adhere carrier, actually today I clear these already too late. Therefore when such a kind of at heart state takes off , I need to adjust self, not when sad day pity person, remember kind criterion and religious meaning to believe that can help me to go through all difficulties , no matter tomorrow whether is still hard, I will accept with a kind of optimistic attitude, as I have not given in in front of so many sufferings and difficulties, also, fight by oneself is current, I should have enough confidence to face life. The alive really good meaning of life is to pursue and explore constantly, history is the spiritual sediment that destiny gives people , recollections is the feelings source that life gives people. Just, just make me abandon the shallow America of woman, that has the intrinsic of ideological and wise, promotion woman because of having got massive historical and rich recollections and just making me have got deep understanding for life. The best method of the happiness sought to return has open-minded maintenance and optimistic attitude. The splendid mood of and those tragedy doctrine, I will be artistic in accordance with it, enjoyment and ponder it at the same time, worship and treasure. I am not as grieved as right.

Sun Li diary(

Elder brother writes today the writing that gives you , seems many how much is heavy, not is me, and it is you. I want to say , since very for a long time, beginning from me, independence faces society, I dare say that I am brave, my always straight old viewpoint has unconventional pursuit.
It is objective that I do not slip away , also do not display blindly word, when I think , my thinking has had certain theoretical basis, I never meeting for appraisement Mei custom, I am independent.
However, at more time, I am living for others , have time, perhaps for kinsfolk in, helplessness I can receive shame willingly; Perhaps for friend, generous, I can go through the fire and water. I do arrive. My braveness and cowardly often depend on the person that I like.
Just because as this, face now, I deeply
Because
They, why can not understand like , only kind is beautiful,
Perhaps, it is to envy
I know can have so one day, I do not be afraid of always
You also do not fear that I know. But
You have never criticized me , hint merely. But I have not thought that the stormy waves of language is so and astonishing, elder brother, I am your pride, is not only our the very feelings perhaps, is you have been paid attention to.
I will not stop my pen like
This society
You rest
Words say , really, it is comfortable and a lot of. Elder brother, how are you? Daytime telephone I do not ask you, because these things should be not the content of our normal conversation, this is the intercourse of our another world. However, I worry about you to trouble , worry about that I make you unhappy to the trouble that you make , we should be joyful and happy.
I know , you are heavy for habit to use irony to feel relieved to live the person that presses , perhaps, what I bring to you is heavy, because of you is kind person, I is heavy to surely conduct to you, this is that I most do not have the heart
Do not directly
Indirect tell the story of
Right now,
Have passed me this soul review, my
To possess happiness, I need not mind any
I am happy.
In fact, people are kind , my love
Elder brother , arrive since leaving you last time for now already 4 days , this 4 days, I have not gone to work , refuse to work , merely a person is at home , even I have no is decent to have eaten a meal, I have nearly not left computer, my is to write to write.
Elder brother, I tell you, I am when completion one religious type close barrier from province. Right now, in my the brain, love already not only is it meaning, in other words, it has completed the value weight for me to mould , what I am more is that miss my self.
Elder brother, you know , your role lies in you help I have found the self of humanity again, a woman, one has enclosed the woman of woman thought, I have gotten through own cave road at last. I can cry , can smile , can be actually that I can become a complete self as you are young and ignorant.
Have, I picture a revenge goddess,
Today, love gentle have melted I,
Phoenix
Elder brother
I seek and have returned
I am woman.
Say innermost thoughts, it is public that no a man can make me become woman, including my old, he makes me become the wife of genuine meaning, the wife that he likes , but he never also recognize that I am woman , am not the aspect of natural attribute , denote psychology. But from the first day that we know , you have given me this kind of final conclusion , you say that I am woman. It is also your woman.
Elder brother has very important this, barrier Hu this I afterwards the purpose of survival and is for the understanding of self , even include me is for the knowledge of the America of woman as well as for self assessment.
It is the one time
You can discover , since it is yours, my writing
My heart
Elder brother, even if I must not attend to love therefore
Dim light of night again free error window Ling, dark gently cover me, only some shine of silver screen shines upon me, is light with me to knock the both hands of keyboard, I let soul put to fly again.
This dark so is tempting, this space belongs to
Open music, a song that hear huqin bent Hu Jia that I most like 18 rackets, experience the tune of that tactful sadness, think of the writing of same year remotely Ji is sad and sad , between a silk disappointed depressed full chest.
Elder brother, happiness may be made , distress can not. It is a kind of you not between go through Yi the mood that the battle array of battle array raids , it is desolate that I like to experience in this kind of mood.
Perhaps, my tragedy doctrine color is too strong, I can shed tears for a burst spring rain , am sentimental for a withered leaf , am that only , am also my far back story , I often so as wonderful jade since Yu, I think that is I forever is Yin. In fact, I am in living Xiang Yun, so as drunk lie the act of herbaceous peony covers up soul is silent.
Perhaps, all these
So in night, have become the
You are to know only to appreciate my person , appreciate your strong bosom like me and is sad to cut. In my space in thought, assemble with you , steal private words, it is lingering and winding , in distress, it is happy.

Sun Li diary(

Write word often to you , have a kind of worry. However, do not write and can not make my mood to calm down , really do not know when I must stop pen, so, I am nearly to race against time to write to go down, more and more feeling the hand of typing tremble, I do not understand why I can not let off for some persons.
Publicize slander and attack me will not mind , it must be borne that I know me to love you , but what I am painful is that I tolerate and sincerity why can not be always successful , actually, I am really to behave to have problem. I begin to have doubted for self.
Person and person
If be my problem, I will be earnest
I have been to carry huge pressure,
I know that begin me wrong, mistake is indulging in pleasure and forget home and duty. However, I no opportunity for you straight surface feelings tell , the opportunity that links writing however had been also deprived?
I am not child, will not fight momentary is brave, however I also not is at will may the such personality that lets one insult. Have I am so pride, however today, I picture a wing broken fly wild goose, only wail.
Say not
Certainly,
Elder brother, I
It is
Writing is written here, I think
Elder brother, my what
Or everything is a process , one day, we are normal as leaves to exchange , do not have love, even that today is this, what passion surge is also rare in time, person a lifetime may not can meet , moreover our this age.
When everything is dream
Since then, all everythings will
Raw old illness
Elder brother, you know , original I want to leave here, departure is inconsistent with my personality, however insist meeting for you influence, I have been ignorant , but review , about my feelings express , essentially having surmounted to express feelings raw meaning seems the discussion of a kind of moral concept and love sight.
No matter you whether understanding,
Say with it that I insist to be to tell
Is natural, privacy expose is immoral, but
Perhaps, the following length does not have you, I may
But still having what person to love you , entangle with
Hope that you do not blame any a person in us, moreover I the person who thinks that is more love you are my pride, prove that the man that I like is excellent, I will be more firm to value our feelings.
Elder brother, meet the woman as me possibility happens Hu you bear , you may select abandonment , may also select other ways, however we interdependent is detached, I firmly believes that nobody knows each other more with you than me, our soul is appearance melt , coarse coarse feelings have lost meaning.
Elder brother, you know the

Sun Li diary(

Elder brother, I turn on network to pick a poem , give you, in that day, I have seen 6 times continuously when seeing it. Since taking off tear up to self, begin me to think that is written by you, ask about afterwards is not, however it too picture you write , nearly, it is your language completely, I duplicate , you see:

" woman does not
It is not that every
So, please do not
Doing not blame that I give
Treasures will know that
My love is the crystal
It is not that
So, when appearance misunderstanding
Perhaps when I look that is a
I believe always that
Treasures, do not want easily
Actually, you have
Will know , you he
So, when I can not appear
Please do not censure me, because when
Treasures, please remember ,
Tell that I have
Not is every man
So, please"Like"Is not enough to do crispy heart
Treasures, I will study
When I quiet quiet see you
My nature leads along
Reputation for
So, in front of my friend,
If I have neglected you in front of friend,
Do not mind to
Treasures will know that
Perhaps man does
So, when you say intentionally
Please do not swear
A fog I still want
If I can not understand
It is clear to tell
And it is wanted really
Man will also
We will be also indulged
Now, please do not
Do not also ask me
Yourselves not can
Treasures can just have
Man also has fragile
So, on my face, write fully tiredness,
Will know , time
Treasures, at this moment, do not
It is not that
So, when appearance
Please do not push
Perhaps when I look that is a woman that is unconcerned
Treasures, do not want easily
Actually, you have
For few days, I face the various queries of people, cool detachment is mocked, appreciated, admired and admonished , is envied, disdained and moved. There is your concern, those have no meaning for me.
However have me must vindicate to you, about the focus that people discuss recently, the problem of third party. Third party, even if inserting into the 3th person of the marriage of opposite side, one destroies the person of the family of opposite side.
Elder brother, it is passed that still remembering
Therefore what I most hate all the life is third
Obviously, they have misunderstood our feelings, I can not reproach the understanding level of resentment others for feelings problem , am also a content of people for the simple identification standard of good and evil moreover for the hatred of third party, I want to say that am respecting the family feelings of opposite side because of us and kiss feelings only , understand duty and the responsibility of opposite side, and the maintenance of effort, such marriage outside feelings what may criticize.
We rely on reason, hold the boat of our
We mistake
In view of this, elder brother, I also know that your meeting is vexed, only instruction is to do not let older sister get the influence of your mood, she is good woman. You appearance Ru with foam family harmony, this is I most most is gratified Qi wish. So you will take the mood of a little energy think of me, thinking of us to share is career.
Elder brother, all these
Moreover, my family is also happy ,

Sun Li diary(

Tonight, I want to write feelings
I always quietly thinking
If I am
Insist, insist what , insist
Regardless
Time is thought of , person
Is unconcerned
Many persons do not understand , I is stubborn? Should not calculate , I am not dead for one to believe , manage the person that does not relax , I like to think deeply own fault, adjust quickly then. This is also my advantage.
I do not mind especially with me is unconcerned
My very selfish, all pursuits lie in challenge self , so are out of the common. That in which also includes the challenge of psychological limit, that is also my biggest enjoyment. Though, its cost is that ordinary person does not understand.
Therefore, the effort
This does not
Insist, it
Whole
I may be a tragedy doctrine figure , say as other person,
Others and others are whoes. For a selfish
Do not have acting, so I insist to
It is enraged that I really compare , pain and
I may be proud completely to say , I am mad, madness a kind of is fearless. I often think , excitement of this kind of my altitude has no intermittent stimulated source in what, I say that do not settle , but what I understand self is that do not reach purpose , absolutely do not feel discouraged. So insist.
Insist to need nervousness, because
It is fragile to be not to say that I have no , I need to also encourage self, the source of encouragement more is still painful, or have no way of , the low line insisted has the courage is cruel for self.
Nobody may deny , has no setback on the road insisted, it may touch soul if setback is also power , had better be fatal and painful , is square, expansion revolt has no to turn over , is solemn and stirring as attending to.
The visual angle of coarse person is big scope, I am not. I watch a point only , hold or. So long as my thought is taken care of, perhaps, behavior is a kind of morbid state , is insisted , will be often caused so.
Count only rely on this, I may
Already late at night at twoQqLight , already few days are so. Ask
He should be me to know early
It is simple to write
I think suddenly, Qiao Qiao original is with me when a city
We begin to be up to now. , he for me understanding want very you, I doubt that he will exceed you for my appreciation. And I may say with him that any innermost thoughts have no psychogenic disorder. Though we no love.
Sometimes, really, it is baffled, so far, he can
We write own writing and mood ,
He is lunatic
Also miss
I begin to
Elder brother,
Elder brother, it is what that I do not know and
Is however current, my vision
It is not vexed , is not gloomy
I do
The no mood of reason
Not because you, also not because
I hate
Elder brother,?You see me have so nervousness, day day
Actually, I discover suddenly thatSo to defend this kind of so called dignity,
For character is modest
Seem , I level , also have magnanimous meeting
I know that my mood diary can only cause pressure to you and is helpless, I so hope, people can understand you since I am the individual of a independence. You are any for one to can't bear to hurt one the person for that you are friendly.
I have not been wrong.
However, elder brother,
Hope that people weaken our everything, it is a lunatic to
I selfishness, I leave only the selfishness that so belongs to my
You is generous
I do not

Sun Li diary(

In today one day, have a happy time and is
Book lets one take
I am thinking , we possess what, actually we
In however do not shirk responsibility
Very for a long
Elder brother, we that times, cultural life is poor
Some meaning
If time recalls
I hope to grow up on vast grassland. Yurt is
Elder
Elder brother,
Can our son
I think
If can, the future one day, when
At little time, it has had a kind of very beautiful design for death: The unique grain of high mountain, wild goose flies in the air, when person since high air fly swiftly next one Sha that, soul is a kind of blank, is a kind of is new to yearn for , naturally, have not enough time to think deeply other.
My worship for that 3 hairs have a kind of madness. I like she is disordered, those that likes her has real rate, like she seems not the wadding language like limit idiotic nonsense, naturally, also like her suicide.
3 hairs are coherent and clever , so,
Go to the road"Lotus", 3 hairs blend
So, think of
I die in me, it
Is me , have completed the responsibility of society and family, that is said, I no longer have for this world any belong to the worry on conscience afterwards, include , my child adult selfs support , my old is public to make ancient or have additionally new joyfully. And I have been over to, in this world, have the mission that belongs to me and must be over , after including the ideal realization of my basic reality, I am certain , select suicide.
This idea always hovers in me for the design of the
I still design , when I decision departure final a, I meeting quietly leave a beautiful writing to kinsfolk and friend. Let them feel that my choice is more beautiful yearning, thus they will not be sorry. All are happy and gentle.
I, and do not love this world, because of all experience that belongs to this world I make great effort to do my best to realize , I do not hope to have the thing of what thought to reserve to future generations, because that is mine, instead of others.
How many years after, my human body will mix the tiny
Die , is life
Get up in early morning , will always take off quietly the work that heart comes to think of one day , then arrange implementation. It is snatched a little leisure from a busy life actually merely that elder brother writes letter to you, time always is harsh for me.
For you wadding
Though, we have no together, even if older sister is , live with you together possibility also has no good fortune chatter with you is so many, I, no matter you want to hear , do not want to hear , liking hear , do not like to hear , I say by all means that mouth has no to block.
We are discussing
I think sometimes whether our age and such mood are to be really not enough to reach to watch , normally, it is old and feeble that we will move towards slowly, we whether, it is silly and mad as being passionately in love to can still have? That has person, ask for being all right in to demand:"One person the most"In trip"Male", inquire again for declining years the most important feelings old man are what, is all right in to reply male and female feelings still. I think that this is not only the understanding of great master, is human nature make Ran. Therefore I am relieved.
Talk about death last time with you, explain me actually for life time love , elder brother, life is bitter and short , lets us treasure time in effective time, is us is this to do , do the matter that we will do.
Elder
If asking me, one day, the most happy matter
If asking me, one day,
Therefore,
If asking me, one day, the most vexed
If asking me, one day,
Happiness, happiness, distress and pain have
I think that
As to my individual, daily
I do not hope to change this kind of
This belongs to a psychological
Years

Sun Li diary(

It is biggest
Are you true?
Face upward day long smile,
It is short, why this
Very is proud, proud sincerity, proud
I do not
You are my pride as
In a word.
Hate me! Let scold sound in succession, I in when
Because of everything, based on everything, guard everything , is our mainstay, Bo hit to have got the pleasant sensation of seaman , I is fictitious, you when reality, echo at a distance our heartfelt smile and heartfelt wishes.
Overturn a world as this
It is the best annotation to know each
So, biggest injury lies in to break
Our hair is willing
I tacitly consent to the injury for that you are biggest, have only you tacitly consent to to let my injury advance bravely , this is only strong feelings and comfort, when our both hands appearance the time of holding says each other with sight: You are really good.
Light sound is ridiculed
The hint of gray hair between temples
Sunshine is clear and beautiful , mood if allow. The story of each day is crime , let me come to go to the fields prison , you are my the sun. Warm is the love that I do not give up , you have given me sunshine only.
Will not
I will
So, I have
Will regret and pain feel
It is little and fine and
Mind , let us tired
Like
Sing song to face cruelty ,
Time.
As that is for your pair , the
Believe destiny,
You do not know
All these
Won't that day
Can come , expect. Fruit tree, log cabin,
Good
Have
Tonight, it is
It is
Again talk nonsense
And it is not distant , because of our old. It is that I most yearn for and detest most your degeneration that that comes from universal local conditions and customs and is far away from the rascal of hubbub. It is very beautiful.
It is the
Silk thread, most is gentle
It is
Because it is vexed and tired
We.
Agree.
3 days
Strange stone is jagged, historical relics
Rich ancient theory is this
Nature is
You should not
Crotch hairpin buies the metaphor of wine, Wei bank your flat boat distribution is graceful, who knows? Who pities? There are only me who have known you in this world. So concerning future legend, it is not distant story.
It is
The fire of
You have been
Do not doubt
Smile is to cover
Gently, have steped my heart, you tear
We have destroied.
Dark wind Lie Lie, turbid
It is so , is
You not cowardly I
World
It is
Midstream attacks
Absolutely private words
Life is bitter and short , stay
In struggle, it is painful
You have
Hold.
A drawing is
A potted flower,
You add appearance
What is distant
Open window curtain
Cross
Two bank
Heart has sad wild
Remembering forever to seek
This
When everything,
A minute money save , the
One day.
In common recollections,

Sun Li diary(

Have
Write.
Only diastole.
Life has been filled
Thorough however
Let me mad , have
Understand.
My sight is not angry , is not hatred
Bite to die they. It is cruel with
The spouse and kinsfolk
I am
I not
Alert , a sensitive heart, pay out own everything
This ferocious
Have been
Still has
My alive hope
Since then, go deep
Notes does not take
Poet, you
Insane step Lu,
Spirit wind hair
Is wrong! Is
The oasis
Mirage like
The beauty
The impression
It is not
Appreciate Heaven
It is not
Marsh has been covered in
All struggle, already
Ignorant in is
I know that
Is only, the call
Do not
A rope rely on
Either die in marsh
Do not say
Also do not
Hear
Day Lai
Hear
Hear universe between silk silk enters is
Xi Li is moist, it is burnt and thirsty
Rain is
Hear the heartfelt
It is each slice of
Hear
Because we
Write the pen of poem ,
It is you , unseals my soul
It is warm , is far more than
Since then, because
Nan Ni thin
Need not
Like
Say only that you are the poem spring
It is the
Love you, or,
Even a silk that has only strength,
Leting me
Love you, or,
Even is the difficulty of the
And without
Spouse.
I drive from innocent
It is innocent as having
That is
Let me go all the way , accompany
It is the choice
If heart is
Envy
Is because like
Rapid river, the submerged
The stroke trip
Dare not Qi wish, that harbor
It is sentimental
Destiny cannot be polished
The right
Regardless of life-span length, regard coolly , feel no qualms in life , feel no qualms in love, love and friendship kiss feelings. The center of a circle that uses love and finds feelings will become recollections one day, have also proved life is polychrome and Bin Fen.
Narrow make one sad day pity person, selfishness
Look down at grey livelihood, smile
Heart is clear and clear , is though unambitious,
This feelings are far-reaching,
Part and
Pass spring
Xing
If, if.
Bullet is wound parting always between
It is
It is
Lighten draw is thick to write
Is grateful
Hope. Gently

Sun Li diary(

Day Lai
Already
Yong lazy
Dispel the overcast
It is
Passion as this, even if youth no more.
Poem feelings drawing
It is grey and pale to happen
Most is that
Wander heartWander IYou canI refuse.RefuseRefuse.
I have.Stay in your.
AppearanceI know.
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What should?Perhaps.I hate.
Do not go intoDo.Let one of.Spouse.
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I am a unconventional.
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One woundConsume.
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You cannotI am.Love such.Why?Why!
Happiness.Happiness.
HeavenHave forgiven?Do not wantOur metropolisDie in kind.
Burn.
Do not kill
Do not scare
You passionate is for me , it is a kind of punishment.
Do not force
Your concern is for me , is a kind of humiliation.
My love, not is ordinary
Love you, it is not
The solicitude
Too many love
Doing not be
You are
Why are you so cruel to write off my self-respect pitied? Only
Have
It is depressed
Love is fragile, so is unseasonable,
Ran, deeply fall into ,
Do not want , do not love me.
Selfishness can just love
It is not
Think of open time of bosom , is
Can you still
Beg
Painful injury is happy.
Why can not help me to walk out
Do not leave
Night.
Think
Dream.
Think
Hold my
My hand is cooled well. Experience
Why? Feel wronged! Only
It is intrepid
It is weak,
I do not belong to you, I struggle
May, I have regreted
I will break
My right does
Deeply quiet night, how are you? Quietly
It is been away from that
Warm can kill and
Sleep , sleep.
It is optimistic,
Narrow is
As incline feelings, what must fear
Unfold , you
Feature is known
Join 2 and as soon as needing
I am because long is alone lonely
Have understood that the thing of shallow table is just language. Self in govern system, you are really tired, sorry. You gentle I just understand , is deeply He protect , the way of man, I have been wrong.
It is possession to recognize
Do not want
Will like
Do you know that it is glad that I have today? Succeed
Business
The happy, first person
Cup can not be
I want to say that we
Our base field writes history ,
We will not is unknown on this world,
Going arrive
Gallop business sea ,
Ran, heart makes Ran, only,
Can cry , can smile , meeting
I am ugly, I am old, I
Spouse thanks that you are at the
Today, I have succeeded
I will not forget that you do not want your
It is thick that
Love is
Mediocre love is no doubt desirable, magnificent to like , even passing in a twinkle like meteor, it will be also deep-rooted to imprint on the mind. That is dazzling and splendid, not is have person may meet.
Love wants , is dead
That noon, I will not forget you forever have mixed
Sight.
Sight is of each
Repent , do not mention.
Remember ,
It is mediocre
But it is
Calm time.
Calm mood.
Proud? Br >Everything has passed
It is how many times rising, how many times awl heart split lung, it is well-known how many times to injure bosom , melts to make a thread heart knot , is beautiful silk thread , weaves to contrast the net that day weaves , covers firm feelings.
Since then, in
No longer passion, only
This is a gentle
This is a gentle
A call, joyfulness
The bottom
Live as
You are
Investigate
The meaning
It is great to like , not because being
Those that loves us is liked , loving us those that has loved them is liked , liking our heart base the love of the and temporary arising stored up also understands. It is doctrine. You understand me to know you understand.
Know each other
I am your
Investigate
The meaning
It is infatuated to like , not because love is infatuated
Appearance love, it
We understand.
Secular love
Love is spiritual,
Love is

Sun Li diary(

The wonderful scenery besides window. Flower blooms. If this belongs to us in season, is good. Walking tour. Miss you , miss you , miss you. Think of our happiness of childhood. A army cap, you snatch to me. Handwritten copy and a one are marked , I give you. It is distant and too distant. Distant go to eternal regret is infinite. It is very close and interdependent. Reality is is extremely easy to obtain pick up colored smile.

The meaning of life. Describe not over China Zhang, is soul a angle rise and fall frustration, just like, always when a same instant, I can hear your sound. I miss you , this is our only expression. You know you in the value in my mind. It is to rely on , is to rely on. Like , have so is narrow, relying on just is all. Do you know? You know. The destiny of half a lifetime, a lifetime feelings. Kiss feelings, friendship and love.

I am poet. All the life realization, write for a epic, the epic of love. Describe us. In write universe desolate our tiny and great love. Pass , now and the future. Let others suspect and disdain us. We eternity has only ourselves to know. We deep have only ourselves is clear. All expression, it is more and more plain, but I write up to language thorough scarcity. I always write. Think night tirelessly, in daytime to think , and then have no good sentence may write. Gentle spring feelings, you embrace me, gently whisper , we is bitter to love. See you , forget to say everything. Leave you, it is lingering to miss.

We have destroied. Hysteria, grasp final light , grasp finally a silk to wheeze. Like , eagerly. Love is earthshaking. So writing, have lost function. So language, have had no meaning. Numb hand, dozen does not miss mood. Tired out body, put to be no less than and rest an instant. Tonight, you do not come , know obviously. Tonight, I can wait up to helplessness. It is bitter to love. We are not free. Is mentally and physically exhausted. Work , work. Busy in is happy in, busy gains. It is apathetic, I am machine. Only at the time of self, cerebrum has become blank. Only write word, it is true to recover book; Only miss you , go back to self again. My all values are society, my all souls are yours. Body is already not important. Just like trip corpse, go to meat.

Distress is also weak , is really had no time. Time always strong bosom is intense, time is flat always. It is sentimental and so pale as having. Often such, thanks Heaven grants me the space of this point unexpectedly , concerns my kinsfolk only with you with close mood. Bear the tear drop of suffering. I strong. Feel grateful.

Meet , feelings are timid. Do not know this time why dare not see you. Perhaps, that solicitude really bears not. Hope really that you are ruthless. You do not understand. The kindness of drop water, gush spring appearance newspaper. I, this how value, is talent repaid for you? I cowardly. Dare not tenderness, only tenderness is so pale. It is healthy.ItYou are.Give me.Rest.The pressureOften isUnfoldIt is instituteThe way of.I already.My responsibility.Dredge.Hope that.Have seen that.Otherwise. . .You.TogetherIt is.It does not.The responsibilityRelax is.Though.

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Know that
My person
I want to multiply

Sun Li diary(

It is happiness
Have sent one the temperature of night today, want to rush in by you in if bosom, will hand gentle put on my forehead. I am not resentment woman, it is to prepare to bear everything that you give me to be your mistress, if you give. Regardless of happiness or pain. Your a comfort, convenient make my tear Lian Lian. The mistress who is you is really good, you are gentle man, your fine and smooth solicitude, have felt relieved my all grievances. However, I also have worry, that is the time of missing you , thinks that you can not unfold own thought , can not even tell you. Like your passion , bear in heart base. Soft feelings are liked , is we secretly happiness, deeply lovesickness, is we quietly pain.

Together time is momentary, we greediness feel relieved lovesickness, I prevail against is various and beautiful , dizziness you love surround , my happiness. When you not when my side, I am the most lonely woman. I refuse the temptation that everything comes from in external world, only only Qin Yin for you is silly to think , mood lingers on. This little worry is to like your necessity, because I am your mistress , am mistress only.

Such quietly love, such quietly worry, I accept as unavoidable. A lifetime in most happiness is also that the most painful matter is the mistress who makes you. One makes reduction you gently Zuan when palm must not see bright woman. Your feeling affects is the vibration of my heart angle, wave not go to is to adhere in that thread tenderness of your palm. My happiness? It is my happiness to follow your happiness , you know the intrepid and fragile man on a soul on love I have is so vexed? You love me , like to arrive to flood , I love you , learn to contain.

Do you still remember each injury? Is you have no intention let my pain , because of you follow sex, because of you is stubborn, because of the vanity of your big man. And I can only bear , not only because I love you, return because of me can not restrain rely on you, it is greedy to enjoy the entanglement of our feelings of each other. Each apology, not is you are fooling me , I am having regreted self long ago at heart , have said that do not let you be angry , your annoyance, collapse as day like land filling shake to fear I, I fear have not known place Cuo.

It is not to have not wanted to leave you, pain I may bear. Grudges us too together happiness and joyfulness, have forgotten you long ago to bring me is sad and gloomy, I am your person, I have no right choice seemingly. I am your mistress only, at the time that you like , I exist , and my existence is petty and low, because I am your mistress. I have no resentment. I know you certainly for me is gentle, the love of a man pity Yi, often a bit that think of us together, is all to envy and feel wronged to change the love that you regard in pairs more upwards, I dare not the extravagant hopes for that self has , extravagant hopes self also can wilful enjoyment you submit to.

Is this love? Steel son, this love lets your woman stifle. I do not know , if is not me, others can picture the distress as me, wanting to say return Xiu ignorant - - love must be a kind of suffering? I am impossible and genuine to possess you, I satisfy the self who is a mistress , bear , silk thread miss , have no look over. I do not know the future of our feelings, please for me again He protect somewhat, is it good? Forgive each other no matter for being wrong. Like your everything, hurting also is feelings is continuous , I am your mistress, it is yours. This feeling is really good.

Sun Li diary(

I regular so frustrate think , frustrate with my self. Normally, it is magnanimous self-confidence I, recently, often follow you for some minor matter for awkward half of the day, mood sensitive get picture the weather of August, easily overcast hardworking sun is short of , littleness son gets picture 5 years old gets child, self and self cannot pass. Die repeated I. Sometimes, want to have died to calculate. Feelings is fragile. This is not ill , is as illness. I discover that I have gone into feelings horrified disease and the mistake district of a spirit. Long feelings encloses to cause , I understand at heart.

Confidence is the foundation of feelings , is a sentence empty talk for me, I do not believe any man, this is I have the conclusion for self. Moreover, when in before time I have never realized those have mutual affinity silk silk enters the feelings deducted , I am the feelings of a morbid state silly mad person. So, after I meet you, always extreme frightened, layer upon layer sense of loss lets me can not be peaceful , I Qi wish that your tender feeling is bold to protect.

This is a kind of feelings attitude of tired dead man , should belong to morbid state. I think , only method - - flees from love, otherwise is not as good as , have died to calculate. A woman can make lovely as this mood, let to lose , it has restricted the freedom of natural instinct of a man , is a kind of torture undoubtedly - slows swallow Nie feelings, so is fearful.

Woman as this, Mo Ruo and devil. If I am man, meet such woman in every case, only practice is abandonment, long pain has better to be short and painful. Unless, deep feeling He protect , cure in the recovery of morbid state, that how a kind of great undertaking, I have really admired.
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For the last few days heavy rain mix with whole gale, will heat day is hot and dry to tear apart to torn to pieces, fall will come. Face window and sit , a angle narrow get sky, years, no matter the changes of climate hint life suddenly Shu pass , not from get how much is disappointed.

Besides window, rush to go the crowd of domestic door , the call of a bowl hot soup. Home is really good. Home is the harbor of little one. Home in, loneliness is thought, comfortable is body and mind.

A woman, in a lifetime, what most most long for is the man who finds a Gu Jia , even poverty and is in dire straits. Window outside, a man that emits rain to pull vehicle deeply have infected me, solid arm, ragged clothing Shan, in face of torrential rain, it is strenuous to go , fully full a vehicle vegetable quilt plastic cloth bundle has to be tight , and this man has no , is so any that can't help sheltering , I think that he will not push vehicle surely to go nightclub , is unexpectedly since go home , the business of today is not very good surely. I still think that after returning to home, the towel that his woman can have pity on and is given last a hot heat is then held with a set of clean clothing perhaps not lush meal, looking at man devour ravenously eat , appearance that satisfies very.
This is life. The story of a man and woman. In years, it is bitter and short , destiny many Can, person is tiny as insect, all everythings, however is for completion own life from a lifetime that day decides , time of spring summer autumn winter. Nature is just arrogant, disregard all lives tell to beg , life from this convenient extremely is valuable.

At this moment, I will say for all friends that is living and true well, alive is hope, it is happy, noise Bo hit , peaceful is life most beauty Si guard. It is those to love the man of home, those men who hope self go back to the woman of home, only Si guard , have no him to beg. This is the bottom line of love.

75th Zhang

Speak:

Have seen the diary with beautiful grandson at one go, sigh one, sigh only. This is a stubborn woman , has her to always hate me, but I can not explain what with her forever, I can not tell her my mood, I fear to have destroied her and my self, actually a sentence returns. Sun Li does not know that my wife has long discovered our relation, begining is secretly cry , afterwards, it is the time of becoming sick beginning from my year and asking me of try, she is just definite to say , does not allow to contact with with Sun Li, so, I have quited the work of company, what Sun Li knows only is that I for body, actually I am for the calmness of family. Marry for 30 years, though, I have had a lot of faults, but have no me such this self-accusation, I can not be sorry for my wife again , we have been old , can only depend on each other , still have son moreover. Sun Li thinks that I love another person , also is at her most difficult time, she regards me surely as mean and shameless villain, I have injured a woman, can not when the second of wound. I always believe that Sun Li can understand one day , knows that Sun Li becomes a monk , I discover that she cannot always understand. Actually, I have time, really miss her very much, but it can cancel the entanglement of the feelings and worry of each other to only use the way solution of feelings , hopes that it is impossible to do the desire of ordinary friend if giving her every time call , because we are too deep as having liked , have not liked to only hate.

Sun Li how to hate me, I will not hate her , I have injured her , but can not explain , and she also hears , do not enter the words of me, she does not believe me, I have said for her that know each other frequently, not appearance Yi, she does do not arrive. She has been unceasing to ask me , is not to have got other woman, I have said that she is my first lover, she afterwards, my heart long ago dark blue mulberry, have gone through moreover such a kind of is soul-stirring and is unable to stop , I how to dare again, is recommiting the same error , may she does not believe the words of me as before. He knows me obviously romantic is surface, those writings ambiguity also is a kind of play son just.

I unforgettable us a everything of experience, so at the time that I seek her afterwards again, is because think of , she should understand. She is my a lifetime can not get rid of Nie destiny. Each thing that she has bought to me I collect , but since dare not take , see that it is distressed that I am afraid of , we together happiness, leting me deep-rooted imprint on the mind , she is a woman who has absorbed my soul.

Have taken off vehicle, it burns diary to fall if I have not obeied her instruction, have bought a porcelain of very strong sealing platform, put diary to go in , find a place that I can live in , have buried like the love that buries us , I kneel , grow in that place and tear to flow , hope that Sun Li understands me since then.

My illness, recur because of being the feelings Lifetime between all things on earth, tangible have quality, can be close with the mood of person, have only cloud. This the very cloud word representative flow , is elegant, it is dimly discernible; However, it is also not to cannot polish absolutely- -You see have time it again is so clear, for example"White"Often"Sang"Company use , so people so have limit

Most mind for a lot of persons, most treasure- -However, pass in a twinkle;"White" .This cloud word has brought infinite fancy to person, it is interlinked or closes with a lot of the same romantic words for example rosy clouds for example smoke, for example Ai, for example Ni, for example fog, it even still has wind. .Cloud steams rosy clouds Wei, let person joyfully; After eye smoke cloud, make one sad. And that evening haze is deep, that colorful cloud Ni, mist floats in the air and so on, having no make reduction our heart, do you tremble?

Person has how many kind moods , has
Is so, at"Dark cloud. .Is at"Free time. .It can have the mood of person picture melts; Or say that the mood of person has only the embodiment that just gets with cloud most perfectly. Feeling and the mood of person, is picture the flow as cloud, being easy pass , it is difficult to hold it, do you store moreover?

"Hold" -It is seemingly child
"I wave sleeve ," -Language near somniloquy,
Reserve , reserve

Yes, I should

End

In autumn, wind is heavy. The twilight of setting sun is sprinkled on the village branch of that old tree of Chinese Scholar Tree, some slices of withered leaves flicker in wind, farming people rush along the little way of village side to go the humble abode with that curling upwards kitchen smoke , face goes up is permeated with Lao the tiredness made and Yong is lazy and pleased , home is satisfaction.

It is vague, cloud and the dim mountain shadow of far place seem to shuttle back and forth in peak, when this Long the by-path near north a little village goes up , two summaries show the old man of senile form slowly go.

"This few days hear your domestic"Old lady one
"Do you"Old man Jiao
"Who meritorious husband guesses"
"Fish!"Appearance of
"Do you fish?"
"The little river after"
Old lady has glanced"Have"
"Have no! Having"Old man has
In have had probably"Your recent"
"Is still all right! Since"
"The time with cool"
Old man has"This cane"

"Go! I have"Have said old lady quietly have seen the old man of a glance, the one hand lifted gently is natural to have laid aside , she thinks will old man the gray hair of temples side Min one Min, but have no to do , everything between them already is dust-laden for a long time story.

Decade ago, they have completed the matter of do naturally , two agree to arrive here, the room base of here is a friend, can not be also friend, that female host has followed old lady for close to 30 years , has big tape her children, already picture is relative , so 3 eaches have covered own little bungalow, come down together , there are in this village already few bungalows , but they like that the matter of liking is highest mood. Though one lives in courtyard, seldom does business , sometimes in few days, cannot see time when once and each home pass each home. Occasionally, borrowing root onion just knock door when borrowing petal garlic. The wife of old man is virtuous woman, often do is delicious somewhat to give each home, since is to not thank.

"Last night,"Old man
"Sink! Write thing! This"
"My domestic"
"Say early! Going into"
"Are you"
"It is"
"Amount"
"Will you"Old lady
"Do not"
"It is so detailed"
"Free time"
"Elder brother! Your"Old lady"It is far that"
"It is similar! Return! Your"
"En! Today is rather rapid, so far as going"

Two persons say that go to return to go. It is come down that cool wind and the dusk of late fall are practiced , not have dark day a little while, the circumstance of approximate half hour, they have returned to little courtyard , nod each other , have entered own domestic door. Entire village quiet Ji come down , have some of dogs occasionally bark furiously , afterwards still having treetop the tomorrow weather and sound waved are also good.